Chapter 618: Don't Move Your Feelings
I covered my mouth and it took me a long time to stop coughing violently.
He looked at me with a flushed face, his usual face was quite white, revealing a very gloomy and malnourished feeling, but at this time his face completely turned into two ripe tomatoes, and it is estimated that his embarrassment has reached its peak.
Why shouldn't I, when I heard him say it just now, I was almost choked to death, and my heart was suffocated.
"Dude, are you ready to fall in love? Or is it already in the midst of a relationship? ”
Zhao Heizi pursed his lips and said embarrassedly, "Actually, I wanted to tell you before, but I have been ashamed to speak, I don't know when it started, I already have a very strange feeling for Ai Ling'long, it should be your so-called love!" Later, after confirming that I really couldn't forget her, so I began to be cheeky with her, she just promised to go to the movies with me yesterday, do you see if there is nothing wrong, can I take a leave? ”
I slapped the table, "That's right, that's what men do, when you see a girl you like, you have to be brave enough to confess and pursue, and let me deal with whatever happens tomorrow, you just go to the movies." ”
Zhao Heizi smiled gratefully and shyly, "That's really thank you." ”
"Thank you or not, you don't need to ask me for this leave, this is your personal time, during this time, you sacrificed a lot of personal time for the hotel and me, I don't know how to make up for you."
The more I talked, the more excited I became, and today he was able to take the initiative to bravely tell me about his feelings, which shows that he is indeed much braver than before.
But at the same time, it also makes me very anxious, once this emotional barrier is opened, then there will be countless troubles to entangle him in the future, no, it's them.
I asked Zhao Heizi to go and get a bottle of red wine, and we sat facing each other, talking about it while drinking.
Through my interrogation a little bit, he said that now Ai Ling'Long and him should just be good friends, she is willing to chat with him, recently Ai Ling'Long's mood is not very good, just happened like that, she will be difficult to calm down for a while, Zhao Heizi took the time to chat with her.
She should also find that Zhao Heizi is a very careful and kind man, and he feels good about him, but as for that step, Zhao Heizi has not taken it yet, and he feels that it is not yet time.
I gave a thumbs up and praised him for being much more productive than I was at the time, I obviously had feelings for Xue Xiaxia before, but I still shrunk my hands, and it wasn't until later that I bravely confessed to her, I really underestimated Zhao Heizi, he was more kind than I imagined.
Soon a bottle of red wine was about to bottom out, and I don't know if the shyness in my heart is still continuing, or because of alcohol, Zhao Heizi's face is still very red at this time, just like the sunset on the horizon, and a man is really shy.
"Actually, I don't expect to be with her, I just told her what I think in my heart, to be honest, if she agrees to be with me, I will be very stressed, because I am an exorcist, once I establish a relationship with anyone, then she will be affected by me, I don't want to do this, as long as she lives happily and this life is safe, I am already satisfied."
Zhao Heizi's words were like pouring a bottle of sulfuric acid on my heart, and I lowered my head and was silent.
Like me, he's a special character, so our other half has to suffer all kinds of pressures and even bad luck that they shouldn't have.
But what I can be sure of is that Xue Xiaxia is the kind of woman who can share weal and woe with me, face any difficulties together, and even say that when God wants one of us to die, she can say without hesitation that she is willing to exchange her life for me.
But I'm not sure about Ai Ling'Long, and she doesn't have a clear relationship with Zhao Heizi for the time being, even if they are together in the future, when they encounter danger and difficulties, I'm not sure that Ai Ling'Long will also stand up like Xue Xiaxia and exchange her own life for the other party's life.
Of course, I just describe it like this, I don't need Xue Xiaxia to give her life for me, I just think that Ai Ling'Long will not be as firm as Xue Xiaxia, if the evil forces give her some pressure or threats, she will retreat and hesitate, and even violate her principles.
When she cooperated with Liu Ziyu before, I could already see that this girl really doesn't have those noble qualities.
Although it is true that she is suspected of moral kidnapping if she is required to be an ordinary person with such moral standards, in other words, if she wants to fall in love with an exorcist and live together, then she must have such qualities.
At least, they won't betray each other.
The thought of "betraying" these two immediately made my heart feel cold, and I didn't dare to continue thinking about it.
"Why don't you speak? Isn't that particularly out of the bounds of my thoughts? How could people take a fancy to me, I really think I'm actually quite ridiculous. Zhao Heizi sneered, he picked up the cup and took another big sip.
From the beginning of the firmness and excitement, his tone and attitude have become a little hesitant now, and I don't know if he also realizes that it is a very difficult and luxurious thing for an exorcist to have love.
I picked up the cup and touched it with him vigorously, shaking my head, "No, everyone has the right to pursue their own love, and you are no exception, if she is really the one who loves you and is worthy of your efforts, then she will not consider these, for example, I am the same as Xue Xiaxia." ”
"But Xue Xiaxia is really a very good girl, and you are so good, you are really a match made in heaven together, and the gap between me and Ai Ling' Long is really too big." At this, a look of frustration appeared on his face, and his gaze dimmed a lot.
I patted him on the back, "Don't think so, since you dare to take the initiative to take the first step to ask her to watch a movie, then you have to continue to take the second step and the third step bravely, this life is particularly short, the important thing is what we do in this process, not the so-called result, add 'oil to do, I am optimistic about you, I have always been your strong backing." ”
After saying that, I also made a very bloody oiling gesture, and Zhao Heizi was a little amused.
Two days later, there was still no progress in the identification of the recording.
At this time, Luo Fei suddenly called, saying that he asked me to go over to meet the two senior masters, and maybe there would be some progress by talking to them in person.
I was stunned for a moment, "Why did you think of those two masters?" I asked you to help arrange for them to identify it before, doesn't it mean that they don't have any memories? ”
My heart was beating a little hard, and it was true that I didn't have any hope for those two masters, but as soon as Luo Fei said this, I felt that the clue was close at hand.
"The two masters were locked up in prison, this period of time can be said to be a very big blow to their psychology, he may have selectively forgotten some of the previous memories, before I was in charge of a case, the murderer was in prison after the heart of the special guilt and pain, so he forgot the part where he killed his neighbor, he thought that he could get away with it, but in fact he didn't."
As soon as Luo Fei said this, my eyes immediately lit up.
He also told another case, a little girl was instigated by her classmates to steal things with her classmates, but she was caught, and the security guards of the mall sent them to the police station, and the police station only criticized and educated them because they were still young, and let them compensate for the losses and then released them.
But after many years, this girl chose to forget this memory, and even talked about that classmate and that shopping mall, she said that she had never had such a classmate, and she did not admit that there was such a shopping mall in her hometown.
This case was heard by Luo Fei from a professor who studied criminal psychology, so he felt that the two masters were also very resistant to the previous memories in the Lianshen Sect, and felt that it was a black history that he could not look back on, so if they asked them to identify the relevant character recordings, they were naturally reluctant to recall them.
So Luo Fei asked me to go over and talk to them seriously, after all, I solved this case single-handedly at that time, and I was able to hit their hearts directly.
As for the reason why Luo Fei felt that these two masters could open a breakthrough, except for the first reason, that is, among all the people who cooperated with the identification, only the two of them flatly denied it, and they did not listen carefully and directly said that they had not come into contact with such a person, such an attitude is very suspicious.
The second reason is that Zhong Zhenmin himself is not highly educated, and he is a person who grew up in a small place, and after he went to many areas, he easily mixed the accents of many places, so he has that special pronunciation habit, and among all the suspects, he is a very suspicious one.
Hearing him say this, my heart suddenly brightened, "By the way, Captain Luo, you also reminded me of one thing, that is, Zhong Zhenmin's body was only destroyed by me at that time, but his soul successfully escaped, but he died with that Lan Xin lantern, preserving his soul, he is indeed likely to borrow other skins to continue to exist, he did not fulfill his long-cherished wish." ”
"Yes, if you think about it like this, your thoughts will be clearer, so I suggest that you prepare for it, go over as soon as possible, and talk to them face-to-face, you should be able to have unexpected gains."
I thought about it, so I agreed with Luo Fei that I would go over the morning after tomorrow, and then he would arrange for the police over there to cooperate with me.
After the decision was made, I was very excited and excited, but at the same time, I was very worried that after that result came out, everything in Xue Xiaxia would be changed.