Chapter 212: Xi Yishen's childhood past
Hearing her husband's different way of confessing, Su Yanxi's heart loved her husband even more, and she felt that she couldn't lose him anymore, he was really too important to herself, and he had already occupied all of Su Yanxi's heart.
Hearing her husband's confident confession, Su Yanxi was even more worry-free, so she continued to focus on food and continued to eat.
This dish is so delicious that I can't stop it.
Although Xi Yishen, who was sitting opposite, also wanted Su Yanxi to eat more to gain weight, according to Su Yanxi, the amount she ate today was several times more than usual, and Xi Yishen was worried that her wife would not know if she could eat enough, and it would be very uncomfortable, so Xi Yishen wanted to divert Su Yanxi's attention and let her pay attention to the amount of food.
"Wife, you know what, I was naughty when I was a kid."
Xi Yishen's words successfully aroused Su Yanxi's interest. Su Yanxi immediately stopped the action of continuing to pick up vegetables in her hands, showing the appearance of a curious baby.
"Really? How naughty is hubby? I want to know. ”
Seeing that Xi Yishen, who had successfully diverted his wife's attention, a sense of pride suddenly rose in his heart. Then he plans to continue to tell Su Yanxi the story of his previous childhood.
"I used to yearn for the outside world, for freedom and for nature. But because of the reason of being born in the family, I was surrounded by a group of nannies to take care of it a lot of the time, and I thought it was okay when I was a child, but when I grew up, I wanted to have my own little world, and I didn't want the nanny to follow behind all day, and I wanted to see what the world outside the door would be like. ”
Speaking of this, Xi Yishen paused slightly to look at his wife, and found that his wife was also looking at him seriously, as if he felt that listening to his own story was with relish. Seeing this, Xi Yishen decided to continue to talk seriously.
Then I began to observe the daily habits of the nannies around me, and slowly, I noticed some small details about them, and then the escape plan that I had been plotting for a long time began. That day, I took advantage of the time of their shift change, I ran out of the door by myself, there was no security outside the gate at that time, just a simple gate, that is, the kind of door that opens when pushed, I pushed the door and ran out, ran to the park not far outside, because I was still young at that time and was afraid that I would get lost and not go home, so I didn't dare to go too far. Just walking around the park, I saw a group of children catching dragonflies with nets. I've never seen or played this one, so I was curious and intrigued. ”
Xi Yishen continued.
"Because when I was a child, my parents didn't let me go out to play alone, and then those nannies and aunts were afraid that I would hurt myself if I ran around, and when the time came, my parents would have to take responsibility when they were held accountable, and they didn't dare to run out again. So I basically spent my childhood in a mansion. That time, when I ran out, I realized how happy it was to have a few children playing around in a bunch. Then I saw them catching dragonflies, it was fun, and I wanted to join them too. Slowly, I mustered up the courage and asked a little shyly if they could play with me. ”
"After all, we're all kids, and we don't have too much to count, just have fun anyway, and then they play with me, and soon we have a common topic, and then we plan to play together next time."
"Slowly, they started teaching me how to catch dragonflies. Because I've never played this game, I didn't know that there was something that could fly in the sky, that one called a dragonfly, so I imitated their appearance, holding a net, and then chasing the dragonfly, and then from time to time using the net to catch the dragonfly. But I tried many times but I didn't succeed, and then once I saw a dragonfly flying so low and low, I was very confident that I could catch it, so I kept staring at the dragonfly, and kept chasing it, who knew that if I was not careful, I hit the stone, and the whole person fell, and my nose hit the ground, and my skin was broken, and I bled a little, and my knee was broken. ”
"But when I was a child, how could I have so many scruples, and I was not afraid of bleeding, because it was really fun, I could play with a few children, chase and run together, and catch dragonflies together, it was a very, very happy thing, and now I miss that feeling, that feeling of having friends, because I knew that I was different from others since I was born, so I have few friends since I was a child, and I really hope that someone can chat with me and play with me."
"I've grown up until now, but I haven't really been at ease about it. How so? Because I have experienced a lot, I found that not everyone in this society is worthy of making friends with you, and they can become good friends with you, so I slowly let go and am not so nervous to find my good friends. ”
When Su Yanxi heard Xi Yishen say this, she seemed to feel that Xi Yishen had a lot of things on her mind, and she had a lot of things on her mind that she needed to share with others. In fact, thinking about it, Su Yanxi also knows that Xi Yishen has such a high position, and the pressure he is under must be more than ordinary people, so it is normal to say that he has a lot of troubles and a lot of things that he can't figure out. However, Xi Yishen rarely talked to Su Yanxi about business and his troubles. Su Yanxi thought that maybe Xi Yishen didn't want to worry about himself, maybe Xi Yishen felt that even if he said it, he might not be able to help him, so he still didn't give all the negative energy to himself.
Listening to Xi Yishen's story, Su Yanxi felt that Xi Yishen's childhood was actually quite unhappy, which was very different from the childhood of ordinary children. So she didn't speak, she just listened quietly and carefully to what Xi Yishen was saying, she hoped that through Xi Yishen's story, she could learn more about Xi Yishen, and be able to care about him and love him more.
Xi Yishen looked at Su Yanxi as if she was listening very carefully, and then continued.
"I broke my nose, my feet, and my knees, but I continued to chase the dragonflies with them, and before I knew it, it was evening, and I thought it was getting dark, so I should go home, and then I said goodbye to my friends who had just met, and agreed to play together next time."
"Then when I walked home, I found that the house was a little different, usually at this time there should be a few aunts sweeping the floor outside, but why are they all missing today? At that time, I felt a little strange, but I didn't think much about it, I walked into the living room at home, and when I walked in, I found that my parents were walking around nervously, and then, the nannies and aunts who took care of me today lowered their heads and didn't dare to speak, as if they were being scolded, but what was being scolded? They are usually very careful, they are very, very familiar, how can they be scolded for the things in this family? What made me feel very strange, and then I walked over and called my parents to say that I was back, and then, when my parents saw me, they immediately came to hug me, saw the injuries on my body, and then anxiously asked me where I went, and I told them, I went out to the park to play with the children. ”