Chapter 18 Suffocation
Sitting in the car, I found out that the person driving the vehicle was not Sun Xiaoyou's personal driver, but the housekeeper Norelle. The personable man saluted himself solemnly: "As the master, how can the official family not do his best in this little thing." ”
Like a princess, he helped her into the car.
Noelel's voice was like a sunny autumn day, wide and clear, and Luo Qiong's face couldn't help but turn red. But as Yao Jing said, beautiful things, just appreciate them for two minutes and enjoy them for two minutes. Don't let him ruin you.
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The vehicle was discharged from the hospital and returned the same way, and Luo Qiong sat in the window looking at the familiar and unfamiliar city.
Because she has always been very strict with her mother, Luo Qiong's life is only two points and one line, school and family. And it was only when she was a student, and other than that, her mother hardly allowed her to do anything, and she was not allowed to go anywhere.
I still remember that when she was in elementary school, because she had no friends, she was jointly excluded by all her classmates, and it was because of this that she went crazy and wanted to make friends. It just so happened that at this time, transfer students came to the class.
The new classmate means that the other party is the same as herself, no friends and no socialization, so she hurriedly surrounds her.
At that time, Luo Qiong could be said to be trying her best to please her only friend, because the other party proposed that her parents were elementary school teachers and wanted Luo Qiong to come to her house to do her homework. Actually, she didn't really do anything, just do her homework. It was a fairly simple girl, and her parents were good. But how can Luo's mother endure this kind of rebellion against the sky that her daughter wants to jump out of her sight. I don't know what method was used, but anyway, she found that classmate's home, and then beat Luo Qiong in front of everyone.
After that, that classmate never interacted with Luo Qiong again, "Her mother seems to think that our house is something dirty, and her daughter comes to my house to do her homework as if it is some kind of unsightly thing." Anyway, that's what people said at the time.
Then in middle school, I finally made friends, but it attracted even more anger from my mother. Enraged, Luo's mother rushed into the classroom and broke one of the girl's arms in front of everyone, on the grounds that she was ridiculously bad for Luo Qiong. Although she didn't know how this matter was resolved later, her life was really bleak since then.
In addition to her mother, Luo Qiong's life has no other point of contact, but her pain is precisely the proudest and proudest thing in her mother's life, more than once, Luo Qiong heard her mother and people boasting, "Although I have no ability in this life, and my husband is not successful, I have raised an innocent and clean daughter." My girl is very pure, and she never comes into contact with people who are not careful. ”
Thinking of this, she only felt that deep in her heart, the feeling of being cut with a knife resurfaced.
It hurts so much that I can't breathe.
No one can protect anyone 100 percent. Mother, do you mean that you want to take your daughter on the road after a hundred years?
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Public service billboards, because of the existence of welfare, can be found in almost every corner of the city. Luo Qiong looked at the billboards that rushed by, as well as the sparsely posted advertisements on them, and once again recalled in her mind that when she was in junior high school, she almost went crazy and wanted to leave her mother to live alone.
Also, when all the efforts failed, I was disheartened and died.
There is a square in front of the main entrance of the hospital, which is the square where Luo Qiong was attached to talk to the messenger that night, looking at the 360-degree circular jet of water, unconsciously, she was stunned. Stretching out a foot and kicking at the water column, she watched with satisfaction as the water changed direction because of herself, and then, decisively, turned around and walked into the hospital hall.
To be honest, Luo Qiong did not have hospitalization experience in her past life, but at that time, almost everything was done by her mother, so she really didn't know anything about the hospital. Therefore, it is natural to apply the model of Sun Xiaoyou's hospitalization, because she is a customer of the NIP room, so the hospital has equipped her with a trainee nurse as the front desk to deal with all kinds of visits.
Therefore, it is natural to run to the nurse's platform to ask if the patient named Luo Qiong has any visitors these days.
As a result, it naturally provoked a bunch of rolls.
Because this hospital is well-known far and wide, even the province is not as good as here, and all the patients who come here every day are really like guests. Not only was the outpatient department crowded with people from all over the country, but even the inpatient department, from the wards to the corridors and then to the staircases, was full of patients. Some patients, because they can't wait for a bed, even sit for the infusion after being admitted to the hospital. The illness is like a mountain, who dares to delay the treatment time.
As Yao Jing said, the average guest in an ordinary ward is responsible for hundreds of patients a day, and they don't even have time to drink water or go to the toilet. Although there are no too many medical records or something, others, such as visitors and so on, are really not noticed.
Look at the nurses in front of me who are pushing carts, running around with potions and thermometers, and are so busy that they are crazy.
There are also patients screaming in the ward, asking for help. Luo Qiong consciously made way for these busy angels in white, and she noticed that these nurses were almost all wearing flat heels, and almost all of them were cloth shoes with excellent breathability.
But it's right to think about it, what would happen to your feet when you run around without taking a breath all day like this, and wear a pair of non-breathable shoes?
But at this moment, there was a scolding voice from Luo Qiong's mother on the other side of the corridor, which was like thunder on the ground.
"No, why not, hehe Lao Luo, I can see through you completely. In the past ten years, you have ignored our mother and daughter, and as a father, you have not paid a dime for your daughter's living expenses. Since you have been able to ignore nothing and ignore nothing in the past few decades, what are you going to do now? It's for the hundreds of thousands of the Sun family......"
"Yes, my daughter has your share, but you wash my eyes and take a good look, the TMD lying on the bed is a bottomless pit, a bottomless pit that is not enough to spend money. I remember what the doctor said, even if she successfully woke up, she would be completely crippled in the future...... Lao Luo, you can't do this to me, I will give you all my life and give it to your daughter. You are looking for a woman outside to give birth to a son for you, I don't blame you for abandoning your wife and daughter, who told me to have a bad stomach, but you can't make me helpless in my old age. That money, let's save it and live a lifetime, if you smash it all into this bottomless pit, what will you do if you call me in the future......"
On the one hand, it is the bitter pleading of Luo Qiong's mother, and on the other hand, the voice of Luo's father who uses violence mercilessly.
The slap made the whole building shake.
"This is really shameless, remember what the doctor said, the reason why Qiongqiong is like this is entirely because of you, your mother, because of your secondary injury...... You still dare to tell me about money, why didn't you see it at the beginning, you are such a good thing to see money...... Yes, I don't give anything to my daughter. Why don't you want to think about it, when you went to Qiongqiong School to break someone else's hand, who wiped your ass......"
In any case, a man who uses violence against a woman in public, and there is not even a dissuador is extremely abnormal, this extremely abnormal thing shows Luo Qiong a bloody fact, and it is not the first time that father and mother have fought like this.
The frequency of their fights has numbed everyone, even the righteous people don't want to deal with it.
The so-called military is a positive image of infinite brilliance on the one hand, but on the other hand, it is selfish, hypocritical, machismo, and extremely patriarchal. Then, because of the military marriage protection law, unless the husband has some extra-large fault, the wife cannot unilaterally request a divorce, in short, the affair and domestic violence or anything is not a big deal. As long as the soldiers didn't beat their wives to death, it wasn't a big deal.
Luo's father has the general quality of a soldier, that is, he regards his comrades-in-arms as more important than his wife, and at the same time, he is a person who cares about his family, but this family refers to people who are related to him by blood, such as parents, brothers and sisters, children, and as for his wife, it is an outsider.
That's how he's performed, at least for the past few decades.
In other words, even after deeply understanding the unfairness of military marriage to women, the mother still drove her into the fire pit where she once stayed. Just for, the ridiculous dream of her childhood, she wants to tear her own daughter apart.
For a while, Luo Qiong felt that the sky was dark.
Beside him, several family members of newly admitted patients were muttering, "No, that evil mother wants to pull out her daughter's ventilator again...... In the past few days, I have been making trouble with three meals a day, plus supper and that afternoon tea place. It's unbearable......"
"Unplug the respirator, won't you, is it your own mother or your stepmother...... How can there be such an existence that is not a stepmother is better than a stepmother. ”
"That family is evil...... The doctor said that their only daughter, who is not dead, is also a vegetative cripple, and even if she survives now, she will die sooner or later. It's not like her mother said, the whole bottomless pit. Who can withstand such a thing......"
"But I heard that the reason why that girl was like that was because of her own mother's second injury......"
"It's really fake, how can my mother be so ruthless...... Patriarchal? In these years, in the city, a girl is more expensive than a son...... From the fringe mountains? No wonder this is the case, this forest is so big, all kinds of birds have ......"
A group of people just chattered casually.
The mother gave up on herself, and the mother wanted to die by herself. Even if she gets such a large sum of money from the Sun family as compensation, even if her medical treatment does not require her mother to pay any expenses at all, she still has to die by herself.
Luo Qiong staggered like that, and for a moment, it was as if someone had exploded countless bombs in his mind.
Her mother is a person with little affection, and she doesn't know that she has been like this since she was a child.
Luo Qiong's mother is the kind of person who can't see anyone drag him down. Not to mention Luo Qiong, even the children of other families seem to be dragging down their parents, she is extremely unaccustomed to it.
When I go out with my mother, such as shopping for groceries or something, if I see a disobedient or sick child, my mother can't help but scream anymore. How can that child not die, why doesn't he die, how can the kind of child who completely drags down his parents and will not bring benefits to his parents even if he is raised, how is he still alive.
Luo's mother was so shocked and angry that she shouted on the spot without considering the other party's feelings at all, and she couldn't even endure it for a minute longer.
Living by such a mother's side, although Luo Qiong has long been psychologically prepared, when she can't meet her mother's wishes, she will be ruthlessly cut off. But when the truth came, my heart was still like a knife.
Because that is the Mother, the greatest and most sublime, the Mother of all the beautiful visions of humanity.
her
Mother-sama.
Tears fell down, and now Luo Qiong is simply in tears.
She opened her mouth and wanted to breathe, but her grief suffocated her.