Chapter 259 Warmth is needed

Gu Yanbai, who was hospitalized at this time, originally wanted to come and see what it was like to rain outside, but after trying a few times, he still couldn't walk on the ground, and the wound still hurt heartbreakingly.

There was no way, he had to lie on the bed, he quietly listened to the sound of the rain outside and the thunder mixed with it, and he looked preoccupied, not knowing what to think about anymore.

The other side.

Listening to Yan Ji's words, Su Yimo was not angry, she turned her head sideways and smiled bitterly.

When she was young, she pursued vigorous love, got wounds all over her body, was embarrassed, and even almost died for it, and when she finally understood the nature of life, it was not too late.

"Yan Ji, I am also a woman, and there will be times when I am vulnerable, and I will also want to find a warm shoulder for me to lean on for a while. I really can't hold on to that kind of life anymore, I used to ask if God was too unfair to me, why did all the bad luck happen to me? It doesn't matter anymore, I just want to grab the happiness in front of me. "That's all she wants.

Turning her head to look at the petite body beside her, Yan Ji knew that she had endured a lot of pain, and it was not easy to face life with a smile after experiencing so many things. If it were herself, she would have gone crazy a long time ago, so what qualifications do you have to say about her.

"I know it's hard to wait, I know your state of mind, if you're tired, go out and get some rest. I hope that one day you will be able to figure out what you want, and our friends will always support you. "Yan Ji is always so full of positive energy.

Su Yimo smiled sweetly, "I will." ”

Wen Wan and Yan Ji still had a lot of things to do, so Su Yimo didn't bother them anymore and left with Bai Nisheng.

The city of Yinxi shrouded in night is always so lively, with aunts dancing in the square, colorful street food, and flashing colorful neon lights, everything is so lively.

Su Yimo poked her head out of the car, looking at this lively scene, the feeling of emptiness in her heart became even more obvious. After all, I still have to leave, and where I have lived for a year or two, there is still no place for myself.

"What are you thinking?" Bai Nishang looked at Su Yimo's preoccupied appearance and was a little worried.

Su Yimo put away her loss and said with a smile, "When do you think you can also participate in our wedding of Nishang?" ”

"Dare to lie to me, honestly." Anyone can see how pale the smile on Su Yimo's face was just now, and there is something else that can't be said.

"Okay, Grandma, that's what I thought. If you get married, I will fly back without hesitation and attend your wedding as soon as possible. "This is not a scene, it is what Su Yimo really thinks in her heart.

She stumbled along the way, if it weren't for the intimate care of these two friends, it is estimated that she would not be able to support herself.

Now Su Yimo can easily face parting, not that she doesn't care, but dares to face reality, people always have to grow.

Bai Nishang felt particularly heartwarming, and reached out to pinch Su Yimo's face, "Oh, you finally have a conscience, even if I don't usually hurt you in vain." ”

A friend is a warm companion when you need it most.

Blowing a slight breeze, Su Yimo walked home alone, and had not enjoyed life so comfortably for a long time. Looking up at the bright moon hanging in the sky, I hope that when I am in a foreign country in the future, I will see such a bright moon.

"Mommy."

It was Su Tong'an's voice, and Su Yimo saw a small black shadow rushing towards her from afar. Su Yimo reflexively opened her hands to greet An An.

"Oh, are you having fun at your grandfather's house today?" Although An An is getting bigger and bigger now, Su Yimo is a little difficult to hug her, but picking up her son in her arms is the most comfortable thing for Su Yimo.

"Mommy, Mommy, Daddy sent me back today, you see he's there." Looking at An An's chubby little hand, the lonely figure in the night was Gu Yanbai.

Even if the two have broken up, Su Yimo still hopes that they can be friends again, so that at least they won't be too embarrassed by each other.

"Why don't you go up and sit down?" There was a subtle change in the identities between the two people, and Su Yimo's greetings were a little stiff.

Gu Yanbai quietly looked at the unnatural expression on Su Yimo's face, "It's not very convenient." ”

Yes, they are just ordinary friends now, even if Gu Yanbai still has the key to the house, he can't find a reason to open the door. She had already isolated Gu Yanbai from her own world, and she didn't have much to think about.

Standing there for a long time, Su Yimo still couldn't find a suitable topic, and her head kept looking down at the ground under her feet. It's either that she doesn't have the courage to go to see Gu Yanbai, or she is worried that the psychological defense line she has worked so hard to build will collapse, and she understands how much influence Gu Yanbai has on her.

"Well, nothing, we went upstairs. An An, say goodbye to Dad. Standing here will only continue to be embarrassing, Su Yimo is almost unable to breathe in this embarrassing atmosphere.

An An said goodbye to Gu Yanbai very reluctantly, "Daddy, goodbye." ”

"You ......" Gu Yanbai didn't finish his sentence.

Su Yimo turned her head and looked at Gu Yan's pale face in the moonlight, not knowing what he wanted to say.

Gu Yanbai stiffly withdrew his hand, "It's okay, you guys go back." ”

The small, large figure slowly elongated and slowly walked away from him, and sadly he couldn't find any reason to ask them to stay. What Gu Yanbai wanted to ask just now was when Su Yimo would leave, but what if he thought about it, he knew? Could it be that he really can't watch Su Yimo leave his world with his son.

He is not a good man, he can't even keep the woman he loves, and in the end he messes up the relationship between them. He was not a good father either, he never fulfilled his duties as a father for a day, and when the child looked at him with his eyes in the hope that he could do something, he really hated his powerlessness.

Back at home, Su Yimo finished bathing An An, and was still busy packing up the things she was going to take away when she left, and some of the things she couldn't take away were left.

As soon as I turned around, I saw An An holding the phone, muttering something, except for Gu Yanbai, Su Yimo really couldn't think of who Su Tongan could call.

"An An, what are you doing?" Su Yimo walked over to see what An An was talking about.

Seeing that Mommy was coming in, An An quickly hid her phone, and she didn't dare to look at Mommy's eyes.

"An An, what are you doing?" Su Yimo looked at Su Tong'an with sharp eyes.

An An said hesitantly, "I'm talking to my grandfather on the phone." ”

"Didn't you just come back? Why do you still call, and when did you start learning to lie? Realizing that An An lied to herself, Su Yimo's heart was very sour.

Mommy's fierce expression really scared Su Tongan, and he looked at Mommy aggrievedly, "I just told grandpa that I was home and let him rest assured." ”

No matter how Su Tongan explained, Su Yimo just didn't believe it, she was a little worried that Su Tongan would leak the matter of their departure, and she wouldn't be able to leave at that time.

snatched Su Tongan's mobile phone and saw that the string of numbers displayed on it was something that Su Yimo had long been able to memorize. That is Gu Yanbai's phone, I don't know when Su Tongan and Gu Yanbai have a very close relationship, and even when they make a call, they have to avoid their own ears and eyes.

The child she had worked so hard to raise began to favor others, Su Yimo couldn't accept this matter, even if that person was Gu Yanbai.

"Why are you lying, An An?" Unexpectedly, one day An An would deceive herself for the sake of others, Su Yimo tried her best to endure the discomfort in her heart, and educating children will always be a science.

An An lowered her head, played with her fingers, and stood there without saying a word.

"Do you like Daddy and don't like Mommy anymore?" Asking such a question is a disservice to both Su Yimo and Su Tongan.

Hearing the choking in Mommy's voice, Su Tongan hurriedly stepped forward to hug his mommy, "No, Mommy." ”

"Then why are you cheating on Mommy? Is there anything Mommy can't know? If you like Daddy, you can stay and live with Daddy. The more Su Yimo spoke, the more angry she became.

Rao is Su Tong'an, no matter how precocious he is, he is only a six or seven-year-old child, and he is also a child who can't leave Mommy. Crying and hugging Su Yimo's thighs, "Mommy, An An won't be there, don't leave An An behind." ”

When the mother and son were wiping their tears, there was a rapid knock on the door, Su Yimo hurriedly found a paper to wipe away her tears, and trotted to open the door.

Gu Yanbai outside the door stood there with a gloomy face, with an oppressive momentum, knowing why Gu Yanbai knocked on the door at this time, Su Yimo didn't know whether to let him in or not.

"Daddy." Su Tongan poked out a head from behind Su Yimo, and there were tears on that little face.

This crisp voice woke up Su Yimo, who was still pondering, and instinctively wanted to close the door. When she reacted to close the door, Gu Yanbai sandwiched her foot between the doors and pressed her hands against the door. After all, Su Yimo could not resist Gu Yanbai's power, and reluctantly let go.

"What the hell do you want?" The two of them obviously have nothing to do with each other, why do they always appear in front of their eyes, how can Su Yimo forget it.

"I came to see An An, and I heard him crying on the phone." There was worry in Gu Yanbai's voice.

Su Yimo hated the concern in Gu Yanbai's voice, "Do you want to care about him now?" Where were you when you first gave birth to him? Where were you when he had a fever in the middle of the night? Where were you when you were crying and shouting for Daddy? Why are you a good daddy now? ”