Chapter 159: I Never Loved You (1)
However, the happiness of that moment made her nightmare for three years, her world was turned upside down, and overnight, she lost her care, was divorced, ridiculed, expelled from the family, and fled from the imperial capital in embarrassment.
When she left, she was still thinking, what did she do wrong? Why did Gu Yu do this to her?
Now that I think about it, the only thing she did wrong was that she loved Gu Yu too much, so, because of this love, she endured all the embarrassment, all the pain and sadness.
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Xu Fufu sniffed hard, raised his hand, and wiped away the tears that had covered his face for some time.
She never regretted that she had loved Gu Yu so much, and she thought that it would be difficult for her to meet such a desperate love in the future, but if she hit the south wall, she should learn to turn back.
Otherwise, you will hit your head and bleed, and no one will sympathize with you.
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A-PUB。
When Xu Shuai walked to the door of the box, he heard a man's low, hoarse, and soul-touching singing voice coming from inside.
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That day, you disappeared into the sea of people.
Your back, silent and terrifying.
I answered the questions you said firmly.
But at that time, I missed you the most.
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Xu Shuai's eyes darkened slightly, and he sighed deeply, he didn't go in immediately, but leaned against the wall outside, took out a cigarette, lit it, took a puff, and spit out the smoke.
In the mist, he suddenly remembered that on the day Xu Future went abroad three years ago, Gu Yu also went to the airport.
Xu Future walked away without looking back, he stood behind her, watching in silence, until her figure disappeared completely, he lowered his head and looked at the ring he was holding in his hand.
Later, the plane flew away, and he came back from the airport in despair, came here, and sang the song all night, which is the song.
Singing was heard from inside again.
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I didn't love you, I lied to myself.
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Xu Shuai dropped the cigarette, raised his toes and crushed it, then stretched out his hand and pushed open the door of the box.
His eyes were obviously looking at the big screen on the wall, but his eyes were unfocused, as if everything had been gouged out, and he even had no soul.
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I didn't love you, I lied to myself.
I think I'm calm, but I still fall into my own trap.
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Xu Shuai stepped forward, pulled out the plug without saying a word, the big screen suddenly went black, and the melody stopped, he threw his hands away, put his hands in his pockets, walked over, sat down, skillfully opened a bottle of beer, stuffed it into Gu Yu's hand, and replaced the microphone.
He also opened a bottle himself, touched it with Gu Yu, and said, "Stop singing, I'll drink with you, and you won't rest when you're drunk." ”
Gu Yu lifted his eyelids, a touch of self-deprecation flashed under his eyes, he didn't speak, raised his head, and poured a sip of wine fiercely.
"No need to ask, there was a conflict with Xu Future again, what did you do this time?"
Gu Yu lowered his eyes, looked at the beer in his hand, his fingers clenched unconsciously, silent, and just when Xu Shuai thought he wouldn't answer, he opened his mouth and muttered to himself.
"I made her hurt, but why...... The one who hurts more, is it me? ”
Gu Yu's hand lit his heart, and a thin layer of tears appeared at the bottom of his eyes, "From beginning to end, I have never been angry!" ”
Xu Shuai and Gu Yu have known each other since birth and grew up together in open crotch pants, except when his parents died, this is the second time he has seen his true feelings revealed.
He's Gu Yu...... He would say, "His heart has never been angry." "That's the case.
A sourness surged up his throat, Xu Shuai pressed it hard, and then raised his hand and patted Gu Yu's shoulder, "She is already your wife, and if she wants to start over, it's still too late." ”
After a pause, his voice lowered, and he added, "Unless ......"