Chapter 357 Two people
What he said almost made Su Yimo choke, what is this, she knows Rorschach completely because of Jennifer, she and Rorschach have only met once, how can the word "like" be so easy to produce, seeing Su Yimo silent, a smile appeared on the corner of Gu Yanbai's mouth, "It seems that it's you!" ”
Su Yimo immediately looked up at Gu Yanbai, "It's not me!" How could it be me" She lowered her head as she spoke, in fact, she didn't like it much, she hated this clearly, but she didn't need others to like it, because she only needed Gu Yanbai to like it, but now it seems to have become a luxury.
Hearing Su Yimo's retort so quickly, Gu Yanbai couldn't help laughing, he couldn't even figure out why he was laughing, he only knew that he wanted to laugh in his heart at this time, Su Yimo saw Gu Yanbai laughing, and asked with some curiosity: "What are you laughing at?" Gu Yanbai ignored him and her, and drove the car by herself, Su Yimo began to start, was it just because Rorschach lent her clothes at that time? Does he suspect that Rorschach likes her?
Gu Yanbai saw that Su Yimo was silent, so he asked, "Why don't you speak?" This question, Su Yimo didn't know what to say, in fact, if it was in the past, she would definitely have a lot to say, sometimes Gu Yanbai disliked her for talking too much, but now that the two of them are sitting together, she really doesn't know what to say, so she asked her heart knot.
"You and Gu Cheng are really getting married?" In fact, Gu Yanbai was a little surprised to hear her ask, he didn't expect Su Yimo to ask so directly, so he was silent for a moment, and finally nodded, he didn't open his mouth because he didn't know how to speak, he did make a decision on impulse, but this decision was not allowed to be changed by him, and he had no reason to change it, hearing this answer, Su Yimo was silent, but she quickly asked again: "Do you love her?" In fact, this made Gu Yanbai more difficult to answer than the previous question, and now his heart began to mess up, even he didn't know the reason, he didn't know how to answer the question, so he thought about it for a longer time than before, and said after a long time: "Do you want me to love or not?" “
Yes, he threw the question back to Su Yimo now, Su Yimo didn't expect such an answer at all, she thought that he would answer yes, so she was ready in her heart, but when he threw the question back to her, she was really not prepared at all, she didn't know how to answer, according to her thoughts, she naturally didn't want to, but on this occasion she couldn't speak, in fact, many times Su Yimo lost to herself. If she said those words well when he gave her a chance, maybe there would not be so many detours between them, and many years later, recalling this incident, Su Yimo regretted it very much, blaming her for it, the stubbornness in her heart was too heavy.
Gu Yanbai seemed to have thought that Su Yimo would be silent, so he didn't ask anything more, he didn't ask Su Yimo and felt even more difficult, in fact, many times they were making the same mistake, he Gu Yanbai specially sent her home, completely ignoring his fiancée and not objecting, but what he wanted was to be alone with her, but Su Yimo didn't find out at that time, even Gu Yanbai himself didn't find out, sometimes he didn't know what he wanted, Many times, he had already told him what he wanted, but he didn't want to believe it.
He didn't know how much he liked the person in front of him, and he didn't know how much the person in front of him liked him, because they had never said it to each other, even if Gu Cheng had done a lot of things wrong, but these things, she was easy to say, she liked him, she would tell her, because she was not afraid of his rejection, but Gu Yanbai and Su Yimo were both afraid, so it was obviously something that could be said in one sentence, and they often needed a long time, but the opportunity would decrease after a long time.
The two of them sat together, feeling that this road was much longer than usual, in fact, Gu Yanbai did not deliberately go around the bend, but reduced the speed, he didn't even know that he had reduced the speed, just thinking that Su Yimo was a little worried about time now, in fact, she didn't want time to pass so fast at all.
But no matter how slow he turned the speed, they still had to get to the destination, after a few hours of driving, they finally came back, the moment they saw their house, Su Yimo didn't know what kind of mood she was in at this time, she hugged An An and got out of the car, Gu Yanbai helped her take out the electric car, the two of them just looked at each other, but none of them spoke, knowing that An An coughed lightly, only to pull back their sight, Su Yimo hurriedly carried An An upstairs, I don't know if it was intentional, or really anxious, She forgot to thank him, and he forgot to say goodbye, he seemed to be very affected by this feeling, in fact, now the twilight was only slightly dark, he really wanted her to walk with him, the cough was not said after all, they were all people who were afraid of rejection.
When he was about to open the car door, Gu Cheng appeared in front of him, and he asked her in surprise, "Why are you here?" Gu Cheng just smiled faintly, of course she was not at ease, where did he need to send someone so late, obviously it was only half an hour away, he actually walked for two hours, maybe even he didn't find out, when he returned home Gu Cheng kept waiting for him to come back, but after waiting for half an hour, there was no trace of him, so she waited for another hour and still didn't see him, she knew what he must have sent to her, she was afraid, afraid of that short distance, he began to think of everything, for her, Gu Yanbai's recovery of memory is equivalent to forgetting her Gu Cheng, this is the most unacceptable thing for Gu Cheng, so she will wait for him here, she thinks that there is always a chance in everything, but that one in 10,000 chance, she may lose her.
In fact, Gu Yanbai had already discovered the difference between Gu Cheng and Su Yimo, she was afraid that if he left, she would wait for him on the way away, he didn't know how much she loved him, so she told him with her actions that she was going to marry him, even if he refused at that time, she still didn't leave him, in fact, Gu Yanbai knew that if the same thing happened to Su Yimo, it was estimated that he would never see this person again in his life, how stubborn she was.
In fact, sometimes people can't be too stubborn, otherwise many things obviously belong to you, and they are often lost because of your stubbornness, and Su Yimo seems to never see it, and Gu Yanbai can't see it, two people with similar tempers are most likely to break down their relationship because of such things.
Gu Yanbai saw that Gu Cheng didn't speak, so he said to her, "Get in the car!" The voice was very soft, and it sounded weak, but Gu Cheng was very happy, she looked at the sky outside and said, "I wonder if you would like to walk with me in the early morning?" He didn't expect her to say this to him, in fact, it was what he was going to say to Su Yimo, he thought that if Su Yimo said such a thing to him at that time, maybe they would really be different.
In the end, it was Gu Cheng who said this, in fact, Gu Yanbai knew that the person he was most sorry for was Gu Cheng, he knew that she gave up a lot of things for him, the first thing he saw at first sight was Gu Cheng, so he only believed what she said, he thought that the person who could accompany him at this time must be the one who valued him the most, but the fact is that Gu Cheng loved him, so at first he thought that he also loved Gu Cheng, which should be the most beautiful thing, but everything was broken because of the appearance of a Su Yimo, He had a familiar feeling at first sight when he saw her, but he couldn't remember who she was, he thought it was probably a passerby in his life, so he didn't ask about his relationship with her, Gu Cheng gave a good answer, they knew each other but didn't love each other.
At that time, he believed it, because he had said that he would believe what Gu Cheng said, so he thought that he and Su Yimo were just an acquaintance after drinking, but she often appeared in his life later, he thought that they would no longer see each other, but they still met, every time they saw him, he had a different feeling, that feeling even he couldn't say, but Su Yimo was so stubborn, he obviously gave her a lot of opportunities to make their previous things clear, but she didn't say it, Gu Yanbai didn't want to ask anymore, but they still kept seeing each other, in fact, he saw her at the birthday party that day, so at that time, Gu Cheng said that he wanted to marry him, but he didn't respond to Gu Cheng, just because Su Yimo was here at that time, but they didn't have anything to do in the future.
They had enough time to get along that day, and he also wanted to ask her if there was such a person in her heart, it turned out that Su Yimo had been alive in the past, and now Gu Yanbai was just a stranger to her, Gu Yanbai felt really ridiculous, it was obviously the same person standing in front of her, but she couldn't say what she thought in her heart, many times Gu Yanbai thought that it was just Su Yimo who couldn't accept it for a while, so she gave her enough chances, but Su Yimo just thought that he was just a stranger, she was not the Gu Yanbai she wanted, The man who carried their memories of each other is gone.
On this day, Gu Yanbai had no way to refuse Gu Cheng, although he wanted to take a walk here with Su Yimo, but Su Yimo did not give him this opportunity, in fact, Gu Yanbai later realized that he had the opportunity again and again, but he did not express it explicitly, and sometimes he didn't say it himself, how could others say it.
The journey was very quiet, Gu Cheng was actually just casually proposing, after all, she would definitely not be able to sleep after she went back, so she wanted to ask Gu Yanbai what he thought, she Gu Cheng was really selfish sometimes, but she knew that she was really dedicated to Gu Yanbai, she never wanted to lie to Gu Yanbai, but if she didn't lie to him, she wouldn't have a chance, this was a problem given to her by God, and she had to continue.