In the past few days, Bei Xiaoqi has been obediently staying in the house to raise the fetus with peace of mind, drinking the fetal medicine sent from the kitchen every day, not because she wants to raise the fetus well, but her thoughts are very chaotic now, and she has no heart to think about other things.

Fortunately, Jun Chenmo has been very busy these days, otherwise Bei Xiaoqi would have to think about his affairs. Bei Xiaoqi sat in the pavilion in the house, looking at the koi swimming in the water, and couldn't help but feel sad.

"Koi, Koi, are you like me, you seem to be free, but in fact you are still deeply constrained. It is this pond that binds you, but it is ..... that binds me."

Bei Xiaoqi muttered, she stroked her bulging belly with one hand, and sighed at her fate.

Bei Xiaoqi wanted to feed the koi fish as usual, but when he looked closely, he saw that there were many more fish species in the pond that he had never seen before.

It's just that this is not very attractive, she is still thinking about Jun Chenmo.

He hasn't been here much in the past few days except for eating, and he really doesn't like it, and he doesn't like me, the child in the belly.

Jun Chenmo didn't want to tell Bei Xiaoqi, who was pregnant, about some of the troubles that happened recently, so he never explained the reason why he didn't accompany Bei Xiaoqi, he didn't think that Bei Xiaoqi would think that he didn't like her because of this.

It is because of these misunderstandings between what to say and not to say that the relationship between the two has been stumbling.

But that's all for later.

At this time, Bei Xiaoqi stroked her stomach, and remembered what she thought that night, was the child in her belly a good thing for her and Jun Chenmo?

Jun Chenmo doesn't have anyone he likes, and he doesn't like himself, so having a child is really just a burden for him.

Bei Xiaoqi closed his eyes, lowered his head, and said to the child in his womb: "Child, don't blame my mother for being ruthless, it's just that instead of letting you be born in a family without love, it's better to be when you've never been to this world." ”

After Bei Xiaoqi finished speaking, he opened his eyes, and his eyes were clear. Just now, she made a decision.

She's going to knock the baby out!

Bei Xiaoqi has always been a man of action, and after secretly making this decision in her heart, she immediately got up and returned to the room, and asked the maid Cuiyun to collect some medical books, only saying that learning this aspect is good for fetal care.

Cuiyun only thought that Bei Xiaoqi was stuffy during this time, and he didn't suspect anything, so he collected some medical books to show Bei Xiaoqi.

After Bei Xiaoqi got the medical book, he seriously studied the herbs in the book, and people who don't know will only say that Bei Xiaoqi is a mother and pays attention to raising the fetus, but a discerning person will find out if she wants to raise a good fetus, she wants to slip the fetus.

Bei Xiaoqi picks out some cold drugs to see, this kind of medicine is absolutely impossible for pregnant women to touch. After eating cold food, pregnant women will have symptoms such as fetal restlessness and abdominal pain and diarrhea, which can lead to miscarriage in severe cases, not to mention drugs.

At first, Cuiyun just thought that Bei Xiaoqi wanted to take care of the fetus, so he looked at it so seriously, and then glanced at the herbs in the book, but it was strychnine, the medicine for slipping tires after giving birth to Nanxing, Cuiyun really didn't worry about Bei Xiaoqi, but at this time he didn't understand Bei Xiaoqi's thoughts, so he just secretly kept an eye on it.

Bei Xiaoqi spent two days carefully choosing some drugs that were less harmful to the pregnant woman's body, keeping them in mind, and preparing to find an opportunity to break away from the maid and buy these drugs alone.

Oxknee crab claw is willing, and the magnetic euphorbia coriander. Spotted ochre and sand, mercury and miscanthus are developed. Add peach kernel grass, musk with Ling flower. Cook the safflower in vinegar and take the child down.

This is a passage in medical skills, and Bei Xiaoqi memorized it. Most of this prescription is a medicine for diluting water and urinating, such as hyssop, Gansui, Euphorbia, coriander, Tongcao, Linghua, and spotted hair. Water can be good, and the fetus can also be laid. Peach kernel and safflower invigorate blood circulation and dispel blood stasis, because of this, this recipe is less harmful to pregnant women, so Bei Xiaoqi chose this recipe with confidence.

After choosing the prescription, Bei Xiaoqi opened his own personal maid, and then bought off the back door guard, so that he could forget all about what happened today.

After making all these arrangements, Bei Xiaoqi went to the pharmacy with confidence, but she thought that she had done everything right, but she didn't expect someone to follow her secretly.

After coming to the pharmacy, Bei Xiaoqi reported the medicine he needed to the store, and the owner of the pharmacy knew that this was a medicine for abortion, and looked at Bei Xiaoqi carefully, and said seriously: "Girl, this medicine is not good for your health, it is better not to buy it." ”

Of course, Bei Xiaoqi knew the boss's kindness, but she had made up her mind, she raised her head, smiled at the pharmacy owner, and said, "I'm here to buy this medicine today, the boss just takes the medicine for me, and I will take care of my own affairs, it's just ....."

Bei Xiaoqi raised his hand, put down a few taels of silver on the table, and then said: "It's just that I came to buy medicine today, and I hope the boss won't talk about it to anyone." ”

The pharmacy owner also knew that he couldn't change Bei Xiaoqi's mind, shook his head, and reluctantly went to grab the medicine.

After getting the medicine, Bei Xiaoqi returned to the mansion through the back door, looking at the peaceful scene in the mansion, Bei Xiaoqi felt a burst of sadness.

Unsatisfactory things are often eight or nine, and they can be the same as the language people.

Bei Xiaoqi returned to the room, put the medicine he had just grabbed on the table, his eyes were dilated, and his hand couldn't help touching his stomach.

When I first heard the news, I was sad and happy, happy that I was pregnant with her child, sad that he didn't love him.

Later, Jun Chenmo told herself that she didn't have anyone she liked, but this means that he didn't like him either.

Since that night, Jun Chenmo has rarely come here, and he really doesn't like it.

But..... Thinking of the previous bits and pieces, Bei Xiaoqi hesitated again.

I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to do this, after thinking for a while, Bei Xiaoqi only felt bored in his heart, so he decided to wash up first, and then think about the medicine.

She had forgotten her medicine and had it on the table, so that anyone who walked in could see it.

Cuiyun secretly kept an eye in her heart when she read the medical book from Bei Xiaoqi, and today she saw Bei Xiaoqi take away her personal maids, and she knew that something was going to happen.

She quietly followed Bei Xiaoqi to the pharmacy, and couldn't help but wonder, because Bei Xiaoqi was pregnant, the house had invited an imperial doctor, why did Bei Xiaoqi not go to the imperial doctor at this time but secretly came to the pharmacy by himself?

After Cuiyun was still in her heart, at this time, Bei Xiaoqi had already grabbed the medicine and was about to go back, thinking of the medicine she accidentally glanced at a few days ago, Cuiyun exclaimed, but at this time she was not sure if it was what she was thinking.

After returning to the palace, seeing that Bei Xiaoqi only sat in the room for a while and then went to the pavilion, Cuiyun knew that Bei Xiaoqi had not taken these drugs at this time, she quietly entered the room, and saw that Bei Xiaoqi had just grabbed the medicine on the table, quietly took a little, and restored the medicine to its original state, and then quietly left.

After leaving, Cuiyun quickly came to the courtyard where the imperial doctor lived in Fuzhong, wanting to deny the thoughts in his heart.