yes, I don't remember anything, and even if we did, how could we move the rocks away, it was impossible.

I breathed heavily, I couldn't do anything but heartache, and I knew in my heart that from the moment the grave was blown up, there was no going back.

Brother Shen's evasive spirit is too strong, even if I waited for him outside the tomb gate for two weeks, he did not waver, although he was not begging for death, but he was also iron-hearted, time was the most useless thing for him, he slept in the ancient tomb for more than two thousand years, and the long years were nothing to him at all.

He has long been accustomed to loneliness, even if we do go, what is the use, for the first time I have a sense of despair for a person, this is a real can't be asked, can't let go.

Nothing can make up for it, we are just a passing guest in a long life for him, we can never really stand with him, put yourself in his shoes, when we are about to die, he is still a teenager, if it were me, I don't know how sad it will be.

He knows what a long pain is better than a short pain, he is smarter than anyone else, more rational than anyone else, he knows that giving up now is the best result, and the left and right are only two years of companionship, needless to say for him, and it is not long for us.

I understand everything, but I just can't let it go, I know how selfish I am, maybe for Brother God, that's the best and the right place to be.

I didn't cry anymore, my eyes quickly became dry, sluggish and uncomfortable, Lao Huang sighed again and again, raised his hand to pat my back, I held the jade tightly, as if I could feel the breath of Brother Shen through it, even if I knew that this was a bone filled with blood, I didn't feel scared at all, as if there was it by my side, there was him by my side.

"Let's go, Lao Huang, let's go."

I said, I didn't even dare to stay here longer, this lama temple is not only soaked in sandalwood, but also soaked in the smell of Brother Shen, as long as you see it, you will think of him.

I'm really a coward, and now I'm thinking about escaping again, I took out the jade, it's enough, it's really enough, if I have to put it down, I should cut everything clean.

With trembling hands, I handed the jade to Lama Rinzen, but he shook his head: "It's not an evil thing anymore, so there's no need to put it here." ”

I didn't expect him to refuse, but I was relieved to think about it, we are also passers-by to the Lama Temple, and a story happened here, but it has nothing to do with the Lama Temple itself.

I withdrew my hand, and I felt a sense of relief in my heart, and it was only then that I realized that I didn't want to leave the jade here, and my heart began to hurt again, and only gods and saints could let go, and I wasn't.

"Let's go, Lao Huang, let's go." I said it again.

It was already dark, and it was not a good time to leave, but Lao Huang did not dissuade him, nor did Lama Rinzen, he just stood up silently and said to me: "Someone asked me to bring you a word." ”

I looked up at him in surprise, only to see him speak calmly: "It's a man wearing a black half-mask, and he said, when you come here for the second time, just tell you this sentence, under the stove in your hometown, there is everything you want to know." ”

It's nineteen!

My heart skipped a beat, and I hurriedly said, "When did he come?" ”

"Two years ago, as soon as you left into the mountains, he came."

I only felt like something had struck my heart, and it was nineteen who had followed us, and I immediately remembered the humble makeshift dwelling on the other side of the hill, when I had looked at it like a ghost, and found nothing unusual, but I knew that he must have been there.

Why did he leave such a sentence two years ago, how would he have known that I would come again, and if I hadn't come, wouldn't I have known nothing?

This person always gives me an indescribable sense of familiarity, sometimes it seems to be deliberately away from me, I have no relatives for a long time, and there is only one friend, Lao Huang, he knows so much about my family, and even hides some things about the Mo family, is he really the Mo family? Who the hell is he?

His name is only available to Mo Xia, and the staff and the Mo family are completely different, I don't think there will be a person in my family who I don't know and have any connection with the Mo family, if there really is, I won't wait until now.

Everything I want to know.

I couldn't help laughing, he wasn't me, how could he know what I wanted to know, not to mention that it was two years ago, and there were many things that even the Mo family wasn't sure about.

But I have to admit that this is an extremely thoughtful person, in some aspects, he knows more than Xiao Qi, my heart suddenly became heavy again, no matter what he wanted to tell me, it was contrary to the Mo family's family rules, is he not afraid of breaking the rules.

I vaguely remember the clan rules of the Mo family, revealing what should not be revealed is a traitor, and it is to be killed, Xiao Qi in the ancient tomb warned Ah Chuan, I believe this group of people did it.

What will he tell me even if he betrays his family? I can't figure it out, I can't understand it, maybe I'll know the answer when I go back.

The sadness of Brother Shen was suppressed by another eagerness, I wanted to go back immediately to see what happened, when I went back with Lao Huang, I had doubts, looked for clues, but found nothing, who would have thought that the clues would be under the stove.

Nineteen knows too much, which probably means that the Mo family also knows that my father has been a staff member of the Mo family for more than ten years, and the things in the old family should be left by him, and I know that he can't leave nothing to me.

It's time to go back and see.

Lao Huang looked complicated, I don't know what to think, we hurriedly said goodbye, facing the sunset on the way home, I looked back at the top of the snowy mountain, the white lama temple is as holy as the snow mountain, is gilded with a layer of golden light by the afterglow, the flying five-color prayer flag is the only color, magnificent and sad, this farewell, should never come back, even if you come back, I am afraid that I will not see this old lama.

Even people who have only met a few times will be sad when it comes to parting, I thought that after experiencing the life and death parting with my father, I should be able to see these things, but it turns out that I have not changed at all, and I have not grown at all.

It's frustrating.

The sun soon disappeared behind the mountain, and the last snow roof reflected a blinding light in an instant, like a person who had returned to the light, burning out the last of his life.

My steps were vain and chaotic, as if I had lost everything, there was nothing, I was busy, only Lao Huang remained by my side, I looked up at him countless times, for fear that he would disappear at a moment when I didn't pay attention, I kept thinking about everyone who appeared around me, it turned out that it was so good to have someone to accompany me.

I've never been the worst one, some people have to survive year after year in the dark tomb, some people have to fight for life and death with a group of people who can't really make friends, I'm the most useless and humble one, sometimes mediocre but also happy.

It would have been nice if I had given up at the beginning, I wanted to forget this experience, and I couldn't bear it, I wouldn't have been in pain without all this, but I also lost an unforgettable memory, I struggled in contradictions, blessings and misfortunes, gains and losses were accompanied, everything was involuntary.

I was suddenly bored, I didn't want to go back, but fate was like a hand holding me, I couldn't help but give up, from the first time I refused to give up, I didn't have the right to choose to give up, Ah Chuan was right, I regret it, this is a tempting whirlpool, as long as you jump in, you will never recover.

Nineteen really knows me, he is a master who controls people's hearts, since I came to the lama temple, it means that I still want to explore, and I haven't given up, he just told me everything I want to know, lest I continue to pursue, if I don't come here, then I really give up, and there is no need for me to know everything in the past.

He saw so thoroughly, so thoroughly that it was frightening, my mind was in a mess, I didn't even know what I wanted to know, and I walked in a daze, and I fell down many times along the way.

Lao Huang helped me again and again, and it was only the first time to walk, the night of the snow-capped mountain was still very cold, the long-term ice under my feet was still very slippery, the sky was completely dark, the flashlight shone a piece of white flowers, I couldn't see anything clearly, it was really dangerous to go down the snowy mountain at night like this.

We stumbled and walked to the bottom of the valley unharmed, and there were many falls in between, and there was no major problem, perhaps because everything was known, and there was no need to be cautious in order to find the truth.

It's like walking on a single-plank bridge, if you think of it as an ordinary road, you won't fall, and you will always have danger in mind, but you will easily fall into the abyss.

It took longer to go down the mountain, until the sky appeared misty and bright, we came out of the snowy mountains, Lao Huang did not shout tired, my legs were frozen numb, and I didn't feel tired, we silently walked back to the hotel, casually ate a little and fell asleep, obviously there are still a lot of things in my heart, but I slept very soundly, perhaps the most important thing I care about has been the result.

The atmosphere of the return trip was very depressing, I saw Lao Huang wanted to speak several times, and held back, the depressed person in his heart is unable to enlighten others, he is used to using big things to make small, small things to persuade me, but he knows that this time will not work, because this is not a small matter, this kind of persuasion will make people angry.

"Go back to the inn first or fly directly to Lhasa?" Lao Huang was quiet for a long time, and finally said only this sentence.

"Let's go directly to Lhasa, I don't want to delay." I spoke.

Lao Huang didn't object, my heart was so anxious that it was like a fire, this matter should have ended a long time ago, as long as I went back to figure it out, it was all over, I was really tired and scared.

Lao Huang put the car in the parking lot outside the airport, and directly bought the ticket for the latest flight, it was already eight o'clock in the evening, and the last plane was about to take off.