Chapter 114 Self

At breakfast, there was another uninvited guest on the dining table of Sun's house in addition to Wang Aiyi-Zhang Ai.

Obviously, she was very afraid of Wang Aiyi, who was on the other side of the table, and Zhang Ai was a little timid, but she definitely had a plan to drive for several hours in the early morning to Sun's house in the suburbs. In any case, Zhang Ai will not give up his pursuit because of some dangers that have not yet happened. Therefore, while taking a sip of preserved egg and lean porridge, he chatted about Sun Xiaoyou's past without a word. Her childhood, her girlhood.

In short, it was the time when Zhang Ai and Sun Xiaoyou used to sleep together in the same bed.

Although Zhang Ai is just the child of the Sun family's nanny, how to say it, the foundation of the Sun family did not fall from the sky in vain, they were accumulated little by little by the Sun family and his wife through their own efforts. Because Sun Xiaoyou's childhood coincided with the most difficult and busy time for the husband and wife to start a business, the husband and wife did pay a little less attention to their daughter. Feeling lonely, she really needs such a playmate.

Therefore, Zhang Ai, a girl who is not only the same age as Sun Xiaoyou, but also has a very innocent identity and background, and has a good personality (at least the husband and wife think so), are integrated into her daily life step by step.

Stirring the porridge in the bowl with a small spoon, Zhang Aimei danced and talked about the common affairs of the two.

Slowly, Luo Qiong heard it, and the girl came over early in the morning in order to pull her feelings. However, if the relationship between the two is really as good as Zhang Ai said, why didn't Zhang Ai come to see her at the beginning of the accident, but after he promoted Ma Junya and Liu Sese, he ran over to relive the old relationship.

Mushroom cool, don't you think your remedy is a little too late?

Since the other party didn't really care about herself, Luo Qiong didn't think that she needed to spend too much energy on such a person, so she politely entertained the girl. It's not enthusiastic, and it's not polite. How to say it, the complexity that Luo Qiong is showing now is completely related to the twenty-six years she lived by her mother's side.

Because the mother is a person who absolutely cannot tolerate rejection and resistance, and the only end of rejecting the mother's wishes, even the most insignificant and insignificant, is death. Luo Qiong's upbringing determined that she would never really reject someone. But since her mother didn't like passionate and active people, she saw it as a symbol of ambition and poor control.

When a child shows a personality that is not easily controlled by his mother, the only fate that awaits him is death.

Therefore, Luo Qiong is not too enthusiastic about dealing with people, in short, she is a forest shrouded in a thick fog that does not melt all year round, and no one, including herself, can know her true thoughts. Her every move was influenced by countless outside worlds.

There are no boundaries of their own, and this is precisely the universal nature of women, the universal nature that has been forcibly given by the whole world.

It's like the so-called femininity.

As for Luo Qiong's mother, she is a quite capable woman by men's standards, at least in terms of childbirth, and the strength of that woman is incomparable. From marrying Luo Qiong's father at the age of sixteen to Luo Qiong's father when she was five years old and completely separated from his wife, she gave birth to a total of eight children for her husband, but unfortunately these children are all girls.

These girls who flaunt their incompetence in a patriarchal society, except for Luo Qiong, who knows her best, all of them died on the road of growth. Their tiny corpses were all buried by their mother in the cauliflower patch in the backyard.

Maybe she felt that she had killed too much, or maybe she was terrified, and every year in the middle of July, the mother would secretly worship these children. And this is the reason why Luo Qiong still remembers her mother's secret after so many years.

No, she had seen and experienced firsthand how mothers executed children who did not do what they wanted.

squeezed his face hard and smiled like a flower, recalling this interesting story about the growth of the two, and playing the role of former friends, but unfortunately Luo Qiong was always so lukewarm to herself. Zhang Ai felt a cloud of sorrow in her heart, she was not very attentive, but she slowly lost interest, and finally hurriedly found an excuse to no longer bother Luo Qiong.

In her opinion, instead of spending her energy on the boss who is no different from the living dead, it is better to save it and do something else that is more useful and can turn her situation around.

……

The work on the thirty-fourth day was so dull that it was no different from the past, Luo Qiong still didn't see Huo Jing at lunchtime, but unexpectedly saw Kang Jiawu, the male doctor who helped Huo Jing treat her nose after the auction.

Picking up the coffee and smiling at Luo Qiong, Kang Jiawu said with a smile: "I have heard that kid say a long time ago, the food in this shop is average, the environment is average, and it is strange that there is a different maid." Tsk, being served by a maid with a net worth of billions, that's not something you can meet anywhere. Miss Sun, I'm really curious. ”

He saluted her with a glass and said he was just joking.

With her head down and not saying a word, her eyes were completely covered with neatly trimmed bangs, so that people couldn't see Luo Qiong's eyes at all, just like her rejection of the whole world. No one can probe her inner world through her self-defense.

After a pause, he said, "He, is he okay?" ”

With such a narrow-minded father, Huo Jing's life must be difficult, especially after giving herself a head at the auction, especially after the other party took over her rough stone. Luo Qiong didn't think that Huo Dehua would let Huo Jing go while dealing with him vigorously. It is true that he is the son of Old Man Huo, but so what, Luo Qiong still remembers the slap that the old man raised his hand to make at the auction. Even if you can do it in front of so many people, you may not know what will happen behind your back.

Taking a sip, Kang Jiawu said: "It seems that you are really interested in that kid, and it is not in vain that he treats you like this." To be honest, his current state is indeed not good, although he has not been doing well because of his disagreement with his father. I haven't been able to contact him for more than 24 hours since the auction. This is the first time that I have lost contact for such a long time, and I can't help but wonder if he has been quietly solved by his father and buried deep in the mountains and forests.

Looking at Luo Qiong's panicked face with satisfaction, Kang Jiawu smiled and said further: "It seems that our eldest Miss Sun is indeed interested in Huo Jing. If you want to get further information about him, I can't help it, but in this world, if you want to get it, you have to pay a price. It's good to come out and sing together in the evening, and then I'll call a few friends and call that kid out in your name. I believe that with your face, Miss Sun, he will never refuse. ”

Without thinking much about it at all, Luo Qiong agreed bluntly. "Okay," after a pause, he continued, "May I bring a companion?" She thought of Yao Jing who had been singing to herself in the back garden last night.

"Men and women? Women are welcome to all extents, but men are ...... If you want to bring Mr. Huang, two words, don't talk about it. ”

"Female, her name is Yao Jing." Luo Qiong said eagerly.

"Oh, it's a beauty, welcome, big welcome." Kang Jiawu made a gesture of applause, looked at Luo Qiong for a long time, and then continued: "Huo Jing cherishes this opportunity very much, you can give him the opportunity, he is really happy, so please don't have a psychological burden." That kid and his father are not right, this has been an open fact a long time ago, all because Old Man Huo is the most feudal, traditional and conservative parent, and he can't tolerate a parent who doesn't have supreme authority. So even if Huo Jing doesn't do anything, he only needs to grow up quietly a little to offend his father. ”

"Because the growth of the son just brings out the father's aging completely?"

"Think about the first princes to be made crown princes in all dynasties, and most of them ended up tragically, the father who refused to recognize the old and the son who couldn't stop the growing up, and the war between them. It's not just you, just one I can resist. This is a necessary and predestined fact, a fact that does not change by the will of the individual. ”

Because Old Man Huo is the most traditional parent, the oppression and restriction of children have reached the limit, so although Huo Jing's talent and talent are not inferior to him, he has never given him the opportunity to show himself throughout the process of growing up. Not even the slightest chance. On the other hand, Huo Jing, as a man, has always been suppressed by his father, even if he knows that this person is his high-minded father. As an adult man over twenty years old, how long do you think he can endure Old Man Huo's unscrupulous life for him. How long can he endure it. ”

"So even if there is no you and your stone, Huo Jing will automatically look for another opportunity. Another opportunity to show and prove one's worth, even if it can lead to a sharp decline in the relationship between father and son. ”

"So, please don't feel any more psychological pressure."

"No one can stop a child who thinks he has become an adult from embarking on the path of pursuing the value of his own existence."

Kang Jiawu's words hit Luo Qiong's heart like lightning, and then like lightning that hit the primeval forest, it quickly caused a raging fire, completely illuminating the entire darkness.

That's right, the ego, the existence that every adult child will eventually pursue.

No one can suppress anyone's self-awakening, even if that person is his father and mother.

As the two were talking, they heard a snap, the door of the store was pushed open, and the furious Zhao Ya rushed in. Seeing that Luo Qiong was chatting with a man who seemed to be even many times better than Li Shucheng, he was chatting with laughter, and for a while, new hatred and old hatred were mixed together. "Slut, you actually instructed your concubine to hurt my friend."

As he spoke, he grabbed a small vase with flowers on the empty table, and wanted to splash it on her head.