Who knows, as soon as she arrived at the bedside, before the outstretched hand touched Ye Lingchen, he opened his eyes, and the two eyeballs were round in his sockets, looking at the ceiling above his head.

"You're not asleep, are you?" Xiao Qingge withdrew his hand.

Ye Lingchen looked at the roof and did not reply.

This atmosphere is not right!

Xiao Qingge looked at him suspiciously, and there was no expression on his face.

"What's wrong with you?" She asked with concern.

Xiao Qingge couldn't help but think in his heart, this stingy man wouldn't blame himself for not telling him when he left in the afternoon, right?

But wasn't he asleep?

"Okay, don't be angry, see what I brought you?" As she spoke, she turned around excitedly and walked to the table, carefully took the lunch box, turned her back to Ye Lingchen and continued to speak: "This is the soup that my mother made for you with her own hands, and it is still hot." ”

She gently unscrewed the lid of the lunch box, picked up a small blue and white porcelain bowl, and put the soup into the bowl with a small spoon: "Ye Lingchen, you are so blessed, Aunt Tong and my mother's, all kinds of delicious soups are delivered to your mouth every day!" ”

Ye Lingchen listened to Xiao Qingge quietly, he knew that Li Xiufen had agreed to be with Xiao Qingge, before he changed, he would definitely be very happy, and then drank the soup without a drop left.

But now, it only makes him more sad.

When Xiao Qingge was busy serving soup with his back to him, Ye Lingchen turned his head to look at her back, she was much thinner than before.

After only a slight glance, he withdrew his gaze, worried that if he looked at it any further, he would only be more reluctant.

Now that the decision has been made in my heart, the excess nostalgia and affection have to be put away.

Ye Lingchen supported the bed with both hands and sat up, he continued to exert force, dragging his numb legs in his crotch, and sat firmly against the head of the bed, his hands crossed on the quilt, and his eyes looked straight ahead.

Even such an easy little action was very difficult for him to do.

Xiao Qingge turned around with a small bowl and saw Ye Lingchen sitting up from the bed, she was a little surprised.

Ye Lingchen usually didn't want to sit.

"You're ignoring me, huh? Then I'll drink this soup myself. Xiao Qingge said this deliberately, his eyes looked over to observe his expression, and there was still no change.

She suddenly had a bad premonition in her heart, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Let's go!" Ye Lingchen, who had been silent, finally opened his mouth and said these three words in an indifferent tone.

As soon as he said it, Xiao Qingge chuckled in his heart, and the hand holding the soup bowl almost slipped it off.

"What do you mean?"

"The meaning is very clear, I can't give you happiness anymore, so please leave." He still had a cold attitude.

"Night Moon!" Xiao Qingge almost shouted these three words, she slammed the bowl in her hand on the table behind her, and the soup overflowed, running down the table, ticking to the ground.

She walked a few steps to the opposite side of Ye Lingchen, forced her into his sight, and asked angrily, "Why can't you give me happiness?" ”

Ye Lingchen turned his gaze sideways and didn't look at her, and after laughing at himself, he opened his mouth and replied, "I'm already a waste." He bit the word "waste" in his tone.

"How can you say that about yourself?" Xiao Qingge was very angry with him.

It seems that he really knows everything, no wonder Wang Zheng saw him just now and immediately avoided it.

"Isn't that true?" Ye Lingchen asked Xiao Qingge rhetorically.

"No, no, no, no!"

"I don't want to kid myself." Ye Lingchen smiled bitterly.

"Night Turn! You want to me off, don't you? Seeing his reaction now, I knew that it was the right decision to hide from him a few days ago.

Xiao Qingge walked in the direction he was glancing into, Ye Lingchen would turn her head to dodge, she was angry, she walked over directly, put her hands on his face, twisted his head, and forced him to look at herself.

"Look at me! Ye Lingchen, I love you, you love me, we can be together is the greatest happiness for me, take your damn self-esteem for me! ”

"Anyway, I won't leave you! It's not completely hopeless, and none of us are allowed to give up until the last moment! ”

"Did you hear that?"

Xiao Qingge's call still didn't convince Ye Lingchen, he just raised his head indifferently, glanced at the emotional Xiao Qingge, and didn't answer immediately, but raised his hand and pulled down her hand that was pinching his face.

Xiao Qing's singer stubbornly didn't let go, but was still pulled off by Ye Lingchen.

"Enough!" He said in a cold tone.

"No matter what you say, we won't be able to do it anymore, please go."

"Night Moon!" This name, Xiao Qingge doesn't know how many times he roared tonight.

"Xiao Qingge!" Ye Lingchen suddenly shouted her name in accordance with her tone, raised one arm and pointed in the direction of the door: "Please leave immediately." ”

"Do you have to go so far?" Xiao Qingge's face was incredulous, and her tone softened: "I don't care about anything at all, you have to ......"

"I care!" Ye Lingchen interrupted her: "Xiao Qingge, please recognize yourself, I will not marry someone of your status, if you have self-knowledge, hurry up, don't stay here and humiliate yourself." ”

"You! Okay, Ye Lingchen, you'll be happy when I'm gone, right? Xiao Qingge asked him in a calm tone.

"That's right! That's right! So hurry up, immediately, right away! ”

Hearing his ruthless words again, Xiao Qingge shook his head, as if he felt that time had returned to a year ago, his cruelty and indifference, as in the past.

Xiao Qingge knew that he just wanted to drive himself away when he said such ugly words, so she didn't put it in her heart when she heard this, she was really angry because of this, what she was really angry about was that Ye Lingchen didn't understand her heart at all!

If you love someone, you will accept all of him, all the good and all the imperfect, and you will want to experience and face it with him.

And Ye Lingchen was unwilling to give her this opportunity.

Xiao Qingge didn't say anything in the end, his words didn't really scold her away, but now, both of them need to be calm and calm.

Especially the night of the moon! He had to think about how important he was to him, and see if he wanted to get rid of her again!

Xiao Qingge finally looked at Ye Lingchen, his head was deeply lowered and he couldn't see his expression clearly, and he didn't want to put down his arms in the air for a long time.

She withdrew her gaze, turned around directly, and walked out of the room without looking back.

She slammed the door of the ward from the outside, making a loud noise.

The shocked Ye Lingchen trembled fiercely in his heart.

He raised his head, which had been kept down, and looked at the doorway, which had been closed for a long time.

She's gone.

It was he who forced her away.

The goal has been achieved, but why does it hurt so much?

Ye Lingchen's arm raised in the air was retracted, covering his chest, his nails digging into his flesh.

God knows how painful he felt when he just said every word!

But he had no other way, if only that cruelty would make her die to herself and find new happiness, he could only do that.

Ye Lingchen looked at the door for a long time, and when he breathed, he smelled a fragrance, which came from the soup bowl on the table.

His gaze retracted and landed back on the table, in a bowl that was no longer steaming.

Xiao Qingge said that her mother made it for herself.

There was not much space between the table and the bed, but the area was very large, Xiao Qingge put it in the middle, Ye Lingchen stretched out a hand, and even took half of his body out, but he still couldn't reach it.

"Smack!" He withdrew his hand, clenched it into a fist, and slammed it into the table in some annoyance.

I can't even do such a little thing now, so how can I talk about giving her happiness?

......

When Xiao Qingge came out of the hospital, it was already dark outside, the hospital was overcrowded during the day, and the roadside parking spaces were all full.

She turned her head to look at the hospital building, thinking of Ye Lingchen's face, she still felt very hateful! She withdrew her gaze and walked along the road in a huff.

The summer nights are cool, and the breeze hits you, which is extra comfortable.

Xiao Qingge's depressed mood also improved a little.

She thought about where to go tonight, it was impossible to go home, she didn't want Li Xiufen to worry, thinking about it, Xiao Qingge took out her mobile phone and dialed Lin Xixi's number.

......

Xiao Qingge has been gone for three days, no one in the hospital is gone, he refuses to accept treatment, Xu Jian will be yelled away by him as soon as he enters the ward, Wang Zheng paced at the door of the ward for several days, and he didn't dare to go in to take a look.

This great god, if you don't serve well, you can't leave.

On this day, Mo Feng came to the hospital to visit Ye Lingchen, what happened to Xiao Qingge and Ye Lingchen that night, he had already heard what Lin Xixi said, he didn't express his opinion for the time being, just came to see the show.

See what happens if someone has to do it?

Sure enough, as soon as he stepped to the door, before he could open the door with a hand stretched out, there was a kicking sound in the ward, and the sound of various instruments colliding with the ground, accompanied by his roar: "Get out!" ”

Mo Feng sighed helplessly, opened the door and walked in, and the ground was in a mess.

Potions, medical tools, and utensils of all kinds were thrown into a mess, and they emitted strange and unpleasant smells.

Mo Feng frowned, put one hand in front of his nose and fanned it, making a look at it, and letting Xu Jian out.

When Ye Lingchen saw Mo Feng coming in, the expression on his face was slightly restrained, he pulled the quilt to cover his exposed legs, and raised his head to look at him

"Why are you here?" Ye Lingchen asked him.

"I haven't seen you for a few days, and my temper is getting better and longer." Mo Feng didn't answer his words, but teased.

Ye Lingchen glanced at him coldly, his face full of displeasure.

"Don't stare at me, brother, do you know what you're called?" Mo Feng stretched out his feet and kicked away the bottles and cans blocking the road with a disgusted face, approached the bedside, looked at Ye Lingchen and said seriously: "You are called self-inflicted." ”