147 In this life, I probably won't lose my mind again.
Pu Xun raised his hand and gently sorted out the broken hair on Chu Xinyue's forehead, his eyes contained deep and boundless friendship and some profundity that Chu Xinyue couldn't read no matter what: "I am a great general, and on the battlefield, every decision I make is related to the life and death of thousands of soldiers." My sanity and calmness have been forged by countless comrades with their lives and blood...... In this life, I probably won't lose my mind again. ”
Chu Xinyue's heart suddenly twitched.
Relying on the words of the king to seal the marquis, one will succeed and ten thousand bones will wither.
The heaviness in this verse is the burden that Pu Xun always carries on his shoulders.
She suddenly felt that Chu Jiu's unintentional sentence 'Xiao Yueyue, you are too willful' seemed to make sense.
She took it for granted that Pu Xun should be as desperate as she was for Chu Jiu.
No, he did work hard for Chu Jiu.
He stepped down as a general, and then infiltrated the country of Yi alone, the country of Yi where the whole country was eager to eat his flesh and drink his blood.
He went to save her and Chu Jiu, but she was blinded by her emotions and couldn't see his efforts.
She didn't think about it from Pu Xun's point of view, let alone try to understand what he was carrying.
Pu Xun said that she was always speculating on him with the greatest malice.
Now it seems that he is right.
"In this way, when you have stepped down from the post of general this time, are you not ashamed of those soldiers who entrusted your lives with you?"
Pu Xun thought about it and nodded thoughtfully: "It's right." ”
"What about you...... It's better to write a letter, please don't remove you from your position as a general. ”
Pu Xun hooked his lips, wrapped his hands around Chu Xinyue's waist and gently kissed her forehead, and said: "Tao Guo has no general Zhenguo, as well as the general of Zhengnan, the general of Dingbei, and if it doesn't work, there are Tingyan and Cangjiang, if it is not enough, Ye Jing is also a good hand." I won't be left without me. But my Yue'er only has me as a husband, and I am the only father in the ninth year of the first year and the little one in the belly. ”
There are ripples in my heart, rippling in circles.
It was the moon's fault that even her voice became a little different.
"That's your career, and it's your ideal...... You have worked hard from birth to death, won't you regret giving up like this? ”
"There's going to be a little bit of it. It's just that without me, there will be others to protect Datao. I don't really care who will stand for this meritorious service and who will sit in the position of the general. ”
Pu Xun was very free and easy, not sticking to the supreme glory in the eyes of the world, he let go of a hand, and then moved a step to the side to put one hand around Chu Xinyue's waist, and moved his chest behind her for her to lean a little more.
After all, after pregnancy, she is prone to backache and needs someone to share it for her.
Seeing her snuggling up to her chest and unconsciously breathing a sigh of relief, Pu Xun's gaze became more gentle, and her tone became more determined.
"Where I care, at this time, by your side."
Chu Xinyue raised his head and looked at Pu Xun, who was staring at him with lowered eyes.
When the four eyes met each other, only Pu Xun's clear and powerful heartbeat and the tremor in his chest were left in Chu Xinyue's ears, and the frequency gradually unified, and finally turned into a deafening noise.
The moonlight seemed to be grained, with fine starlight fluttering around the two of them, and there was an illusion that the world was spinning, which made it difficult for Chu Xinyue to hold onto herself, and she had to hold on to Pu Xun's arm tightly to stabilize her body.
At this moment, Pu Xun put his lips to her ear, and said in a voice like hot sanding iron and a slightly frivolous tone: "Doctor Jiang said that you need to be cautious in the first three months, and you can't have a round house. Tonight, I have failed my wife's kindness, and I will be safer in this belly...... and he who is a husband will compensate thee. Be patient, I'm not good at concentration...... I'm afraid I won't be able to stand the test of my wife. ”