"That's how you want to go to jail? Well, I will fulfill you. Lu Yan laughed angrily, grabbed the paper on the table and crumbled it into a ball on the ground, and turned to leave.

The police watched Lu Yan leave, and they were a little in a dilemma. I smiled at him, "Send me back." ”

Maybe the best place for me to live right now is prison.

It cuts off all contact with the outside world and isolates people and things from the outside world.

I don't want to face Lu Yan and Su Wanyan anymore, I don't want to face everything that happened today, and everything in the past.

Think about it, what can I do when I go out?

Watching them love each other, watching them get married and have children, but they can't do anything?

Why.

I was unwilling, but I couldn't do anything about it. Rather than this, I would rather shrink into my shell and deliberately turn a blind eye to everything and give myself such a result.

Most importantly, I don't want Luyan's charity, pity, and favor.

I want him to remember what made me who I am today. Although all this is just my inner insistence.

But I don't regret it, not at all.

The night was a nightmare, with frequent auditory hallucinations and sudden awakenings. The policewoman who was in charge of guarding me took care of me and specially added an extra double quilt to me. Covered with two pairs of quilts, I still feel cold in my bones.

Especially the heart.

I was escorted to the courthouse by two policemen, both hands in handcuffs. The others in the courtroom gave me strange looks, as if surprised that I was a woman.

When I returned to the detention cell yesterday, the policewoman advised me to find a lawyer and fight for a lighter sentence. I just shook my head and didn't say anything.

But this morning, the policewoman told me that my lawyer had come to the court and would fight for me.

I pursed my lips and didn't answer. I know, it was Lu Yan who did it.

Except for Lu Yan, there is no one around me anymore.

Standing in the defendant's seat, I swept to the auditorium.

There is no Lu Yan.

What else could I ask for? Will he come?

He lowered his head and smiled mockingly.

The door opened again, and I looked up and saw the person in my eyes, and I was stunned for a moment.

He's coming. Why?

This made me a little flustered, and I quickly turned my face.

Xu Luyan told the lawyer that I would not cooperate with him, so the lawyer did not defend me, but admitted to the crime I committed. Towards the end of the trial, the lawyer spoke, "Your Excellency, I have a statement. ”

The judge nodded and motioned to the lawyer.

"I learned this morning that the defendant had just had a caesarean section yesterday. But the baby was weak and unfortunately died. This caused a certain irritation to the defendant, and for some other reason, the defendant ..."

I didn't listen to what the lawyer said at all, but peeked at Lu Yan in the auditorium.

His face was expressionless, his thin lips pursed into a straight line.

Shen Ruolin, female, 27 years old, was born on September 6, 1990 in Xinghai City, Han nationality, unemployed, household registration is located in Shuiyun City, No. 9 Shun'an Road, Xinghai City, and now lives in the villa area of Linhai Road, Xinghai City. On suspicion of intentional injury, he was arrested by ..."

"After verification of evidence and testimony, Shen Ruolin was sentenced to two years in prison and escorted to women's prison."

Two years in prison.

Two years, two years still passed very quickly.

Lu Yan, who was in the auditorium, got up, frowned, calmed his face, and turned to leave.

Out of the courthouse, at the door, I saw Lu Yan. Lu Yan smoked a cigarette, his eyes drifting into the distance.