Text Chapter 366 Decision
The two of them were not too happy for a while, and now Gu Cheng is going to get engaged to Gu Yanbai, so she no longer has the feeling of being scheming before, in fact, she has not changed much, but she is just not understood, in fact, Jennifer has not really been angry with Gu Cheng, thinking that she knows what Gu Cheng has to do, she can't stop it, but she doesn't mean to blame her.
Jennifer found that Gu Cheng's complexion had improved a lot recently, so she quipped: "It seems that the person who wants to get married is different!" I envy what I see! When Gu Cheng heard Jennifer say this, she couldn't help but laugh faintly, she looked at Jennifer, the smile in her eyes was no longer as uncomfortable as before, and Jennifer also laughed.
Gu Cheng said: "This is not a marriage, it is just an engagement, I don't know if he is willing to marry me!" What is there to envy, you must find someone who loves you in the future! Although she was laughing when Gu Cheng said it, Jennifer could hear the bitterness in her words, because every word she said seemed to be extremely difficult to say, Gu Cheng was so strong, but in a certain aspect, Gu Cheng chose to compromise.
After listening to what she said, Jennifer was a little sad, in fact, many times she didn't really think about Gu Cheng, she just took into account the previous relationship between Su Yimo and Gu Yanbai, she just considered that her brother liked this woman deeply, but she seemed to have forgotten, how she got to this point step by step, she was alone all the way, walking slowly alone, no one spoke for her, even her best friend helped outsiders, in fact, she must be very uncomfortable in her heart, But she never showed it, she was not Su Yimo, she was unwilling to show weakness, she hid herself intact, she was so strong in front of everyone, so they all forgot, that Gu Cheng also had a forced reason.
She really likes Gu Yanbai, so she will be so unscrupulous, Jennifer used to think that she was just unwilling, but the person she liked since she was a child was snatched away by Su Yimo, she was just unwilling to lose to Su Yimo, but now she has found out how deeply Gu Cheng loves Gu Yanbai, so deep that she has never felt at ease for a long night, she is afraid that she will lose him, but she is still insisting, in fact, in some ways, Su Yimo's loss to Gu Cheng is really human nature, often a person always needs to pay something, otherwise just wait for the result, That's impossible to get.
Jennifer smiled and said to Gu Cheng: "How difficult it is to find someone who loves herself, often people look at what I love first, and then chase all the way, and maybe in the end, they are all covered in ......bruises" Jennifer suddenly realized that what she said was wrong, she said this should be the last thing Gu Cheng wanted to hear, but Gu Cheng didn't make any bad moves, her face was still like that, and suddenly she sighed and said: "That's true, often this road will really make people bruised, That's why I hope you don't go down such a path, you deserve to be loved! ”
I don't know why Jennifer feels that Gu Cheng has really changed today, and she has become a little bit unrecognizable, maybe she has experienced too much along the way, which has made her change, but there is no trace of impurity in her eyes, Jennifer suddenly blurted out, "Do you hate?" She didn't know why she asked this, she asked unconsciously, she wanted to take it back but couldn't take it back, at this time, Gu Cheng shook her head, she said: 'Who do you hate? Su Yimo? I did hate, but later I found out that it had little to do with her, she was just a woman who couldn't grasp happiness by herself, what did I hate her for? Is Gu Yanbai so ruthless? I hate, but I love him more than I hate him, who do you say I should hate? She laughed again, leaving no trace, "So it's better not to hate!" She seemed to sigh when she spoke, Jennifer didn't know what to say, in fact, Gu Cheng was right, it was too tiring to hate someone, and sometimes it was better to forget than to hate.
Gu Cheng seemed to think of something, so he said: "Don't be angry with your brother, no matter how much he is wrong, he loves you, you want to really be good for you, he is your only relative in this world, can you bear to let him be like that one day?" “
Of course Jennifer thought about this problem, but she really didn't accept Rorschach so easily in her heart, she used to be good for this brother everywhere, but as a result, he never seemed to really think about her, so this time she really wouldn't forgive him so easily, so Jennifer shook her head, "A lot of things, it's one thing to think, and another thing to do!" “
Hearing Jennifer say this, Gu Cheng knew that it might be meaningless to persuade again, so she asked again: "I'm engaged, are you coming?" She seemed to be asking, but in a sense, she wanted her to answer yes, after all, she didn't have many friends, and there were few sincere ones, and this was the only one.
At this time, Jennifer suddenly asked, "Did you invite Su Yimo?" Gu Cheng was a little curious that Jennifer would ask her this, so she was stunned for a moment before saying: "No, what did I invite her to do, the last time I wanted her to retreat, I didn't mean to show off, since I was engaged to Yanbai, I naturally didn't want her to go" After hearing this, Jennifer suddenly laughed, and Gu Cheng asked curiously: "What are you laughing at?" Jennifer said: "I didn't expect Gu Cheng to change back, En, it's a good thing!" Gu Cheng also smiled faintly, so Jennifer said, "I'll go that day, but I'm a person, don't stop me if you think about it!" Gu Cheng smiled and nodded, she knew Jennifer's temper very well, she wouldn't be able to stay long on that occasion.
Gu Cheng left after saying goodbye, and soon after Su Yimo came with An An again, Jennifer sighed for a while, these people were not so attentive before, it seems that they are sick.
When Jennifer saw An An, she hurriedly beckoned him over, and also beckoned Su Yimo to sit down, An An ran to Jennifer and asked, "Sister, when will you be okay!" Jennifer touched An An's head and said, "Sister, it's been fine a long time ago, it's just that those villains won't let me go, otherwise my sister can take you to play again" Jennifer was talking about the doctors who didn't let her out of the hospital, Su Yimo couldn't help laughing when she heard Jennifer say this, since she still has the strength to say this, it seems that it is really much better.
Jennifer saw Su Yimo laughing and asked, "What are you laughing at?" Su Yimo was stunned for a moment before saying, "I see that you have improved, and I am happy for you!" After that, Jennifer shook her head and said, "What are you happy about, I'm not staying here yet" Su Yimo still smiled, she has too many things to do in the past few days, but she has learned to do everything like this.
Jennifer didn't talk to Su Yimo, she began to talk to An An, the two of them were very happy, Jennifer laughed on her back, it seems that she rarely laughs like this, Su Yimo was going to persuade her to persuade her to have a relationship with Rorschach, but if you think about it, forget it, Jennifer herself can't figure out what others say is in vain, so let's wait for her to figure it out herself.
Jennifer and An An were a little tired, so they stopped, at this time Jennifer looked at Su Yimo, and it took a long time to say what she wanted to say, she looked at Su Yimo and said: "He is engaged to Gu Cheng, you ......" She didn't know how to ask, because she knew that this matter was a very serious blow to Su Yimo anyway, she didn't know how Su Yimo was going to face this problem, in fact, if anyone changed, it was nothing more than a blow to such a thing, a brother of her, a Su Yimo were all victims, But Gu Cheng has been her friend for many years, in a sense, these things have nothing to do with her, she said it very vaguely, because An An is here, no matter how they are adults, but it is very unfair to children.
So Jennifer's first thought was An An, because in this matter, it would only be An An who would be hurt the most, in fact, Su Yimo naturally thought about this, but many things often don't follow her wishes, so often Su Yimo doesn't care about this, she really wants to take An An away, but what about after leaving? They are still like this, in fact, the obsession in Su Yimo's heart has not dissipated, so she still wants to wait, as long as there is still a glimmer of hope, she will also wait.
Su Yimo told Jennifer about Gu Yanbai's invitation to her, Jennifer was very surprised after hearing it, she didn't know what Gu Yanbai was thinking in her heart, he was engaged to Gu Cheng on the one hand, and on the other hand, he asked Su Yimo What kind of medicine was he selling in the gourd?
Jennifer thought about it for a long time and didn't figure it out, Su Yimo looked at her and seemed to be looking down and thinking, so she laughed and said, "Don't think about it, I can't figure it out, what do you think, take care of yourself!" Su Yimo was indeed right, Jennifer nodded secretly, but still asked, "Will you go?" This question, first of all, Su Yimo was stunned for a moment, she smiled, "Yes, of course I want to go!" There are some things that she always needs to face, and at this time Jennifer suddenly spoke, "What about An An?" "Is she going to bring An An over, is she going to hide it from An An? An An is such a smart child, he will definitely know, she can't hide it for long.
Su Yimo looked at Jennifer, there was determination in her eyes, which she had never seen in Su Yimo's eyes, she smiled and said, "I will take An An with me, he will always have to face his son!" After that, Jennifer quickly glanced at An An, An An was sitting there like a nobody at this time, Jennifer suddenly felt so sad and sad for An An.
She felt that this child should not face these things from an early age, but what could she do, she had no position to decide their affairs, and even An An she didn't know what to do? She could only be a bystander, quietly watching their dispute.
So since it was Su Yimo's decision, it was inconvenient for Jennifer to say anything, she looked at An An'an and felt pain, but she was really powerless, she had to sigh helplessly, I don't know what Su Yimo thinks, what do they think when they are all low, sometimes Jennifer suddenly feels that in their group, it seems that she is the only one who is normal, and the thoughts of others are really not flattering. After a brief chat, Su Yimo took An An and left, in fact, she didn't think about something on the way, but what if she thought about it? Many things are not what people want, and she doesn't want An An to experience these things since she was a child, but what can she do, after all, she is just a woman, and she is far from being as strong as Wen Wan.
I don't know when on the way, An An gently held her hand, at that moment, Su Yimo's tears couldn't help falling, she really would rather An An be stupid, he doesn't understand anything, she doesn't want An An to bear these pains with her, so she lowered her head, touched An An's face and said, "Mom is fine, An An rest assured!" An An looked at her, as if he had something to say, but he didn't say anything, looking at An An like that, Su Yimo was very heartbroken, and she was even wondering if it would be better to hand over An An to Gu Yan to raise him, with her, she really couldn't give An An anything.
An An seemed to be very sad for Su Yimo, so he pulled Su Yimo and walked back, Su Yimo finally settled down, she walked with An An, she was thinking for a while, An An would not blame him when he grew up in the future, he shouldn't have grown up in such an environment, he could have lived a better life, it was because of her that he and she fell here.
But thinking about it, Su Yimo was still reluctant to hand over An An to Gu Yanbai, so she smiled heartily, no matter what, she would work hard for An An, she definitely couldn't let An An live that kind of hard life.
Time passed quickly, Jennifer was also discharged from the hospital, when she was discharged, almost everyone who knew her went to pick her up, just like she said, this illness may be a good thing, usually these people are difficult to see, Su Yimo naturally met Gu Cheng, but Gu Cheng seemed to have no disgust with her before, she smiled faintly, very gentle, Su Yimo looked at herself a little distracted, she got everything she wanted, so she didn't care about anything anymore, sometimes Su Yimo felt that she was happy for Gu Cheng, But what about herself? She sometimes thinks that maybe fate is really uncertain, so she should have left well.
In the next few days, the days became more and more boring, Su Yimo still sent An An to kindergarten, and she continued to commute to work, of course, those colleagues were still the same to her, Su Yimo sometimes wondered, did she look too gentle, so they were bored all day and wanted to trouble her? But Su Yimo is no longer the Su Yimo of the past, when she encounters such a thing, she is mostly evading, she feels bored, her life is a mess, she really doesn't want to earn some inexplicable things with them, so many times she chooses to ignore it, but when they see Su Yimo don't say anything, and ignore them at all, they tend to be more rampant, those words that were originally talking behind people's backs gradually came out in front of Su Yimo, but Su Yimo still chose to ignore them, once these things are ignored, It's going to be really endless.
But one day they talked too much about An An, An An is Su Yimo's weakness, she doesn't care what others say about her, but once someone starts talking about An An, she won't care, the one who said those words is nothing more than that Zhao Yun, she seems to keep emphasizing that An An is the illegitimate son of Su Yimo and others, and even she doesn't know who the child's father is, which makes Su Yimo think that it is a reason for the child to be called An An Yezhong last time, so she walked up to Zhao Yun and slapped her hard, this slap came too suddenly, Zhao Yun didn't react at all.
After a long time, Zhao Yun remembered the hot pain on the left side of her face, she glared at Su Yimo angrily, and raised her hand, but she hadn't raised it yet, Su Yimo gave her another slap, Su Yimo looked at her and said angrily: "Zhao Yun, do you care so much about other people's affairs?" I tell you, I don't care what you say about me, but you must not say anything about my child! Looking at her angry eyes, Zhao Yun became timid.
But she still raised her head without admitting defeat, and began to glare at Su Yimo angrily, she smiled: "You can do something like that, don't you allow others to talk about you?" Do you dare to say that your child is not a wild seed? Haha, Su Yimo, you have nothing to say, your child is a wild seed, and even you don't know who the child's father is? Su Yimo, you're really not simple! When she finished, the people around her laughed.
As soon as she heard this, Su Yimo was really angry, she stretched out her hand and gave Zhao Yun another slap, Zhao Yun was furious, and also threw Su Yimo a slap, this slap seemed to make Su Yimo think of the slap that Gu Yanbai slapped her before, so the anger was even greater, her hand began to wave non-stop, and she didn't know how many hits, until those people next to her came to stop her, she stopped, she looked at Zhao Yun's face There were already a lot of red marks, she glared at Su Yimo, and a little blood flowed out of her mouth, But they didn't dare to step forward and say anything, because they felt that Su Yimo at this time was no longer the gentle appearance she usually had, and she seemed to be crazy.
Looking at their departing backs, Su Yimo said: "Don't talk about others behind their backs, otherwise you won't know how you died!" After hearing this, Zhao Yun was angry again, but she didn't dare to say anything more, so she had to leave, and she was very speechless, these people usually tell her this and that, why didn't anyone come out to stop it at a critical time? Feelings, they want her to be beaten to death. But Zhao Yun was very unwilling, and she didn't know why, since Su Yimo came here to work, she looked at her very unpleasantly, so she always tried to find a way to pick her thorns, but the key was that Su Yimo didn't pay attention to her at all, as if those things had nothing to do with her.
This made Zhao Yun even more angry, so she kept looking for Su Yimo's bad luck, and the people around her also said that it was unpleasant to look at this Su Yimo, the reason was because Su Yimo just came here, she didn't pay attention to them at all, and she was always alone, and generally such people were easy to cause public anger, so they all began to hate Su Yimo.
In fact, Su Yimo also saw it early in the morning, but she really didn't have the heart to think about these things, but they went too far enough to say that An An was not, then she would be really angry, and they didn't expect that since Su Yimo also had such a strong side, she still felt a little cold when she thought of the scene just now.
Su Yimo went to pick up An An from school normally, but as soon as she arrived at the door, she saw someone clashing with An An, or the child that day, he seemed to have said something that made An An very angry, his little fists were already clenched tightly, and it seemed that he was about to hit someone, but at this time An An seemed to hold back, Su Yimo was very distressed when she saw it, she approached An An and hugged him into her arms, and the child said: "You see, this is the shameless woman, my mother said such a woman" Suddenly, An An broke free from Su Yimo's embrace, and went over to beat the child hard, and the child said angrily: "Su Tongan, you dare to beat me!" An An looked at him, hit him again, and then pulled Su Yimo out of the teacher gradually, he lowered his head and said: "Mom, let's change to a kindergarten" In fact, with An An's cleverness, Su Yimo knew that it was okay for him not to go to kindergarten, she just didn't worry about him staying at home alone.
But what should she do now? She let An An bear this, it was really very bad for him as a child, she couldn't let An An bear these anymore, so she made a decision, maybe An An really stayed by Gu Yanbai's side better, she couldn't give An An too much, she could only let An An be talked about, so she had to let An An have everything he should have.
Su Yimo never thought that she would go to Gu Yanbai, she didn't go to Gu's house, because she didn't want to meet Gu Cheng, so she chose to go to Gu's family, often here, only Gu Yanbai was alone, at the door, she was successfully stopped again, she couldn't break in like a shrew like before, she looked for someone to help her inform Gu Yanbai, but no one paid attention to her at all, after all, many people knew that she seemed to have a certain relationship with Gu Yanbai, and many girls were very fond of Gu Yanbai, so they chose to think that all this was Su Yimo's fault.
She had no choice but to pull An An to wait at the door of the Gu family, someone came to catch her up, but at this time, Su Yimo was a little irrational, she looked fierce, causing those people to go back after a glance, and since she said that she was looking for Gu Yanbai, then she must have a little relationship with Mr. Gu, they are just security guards, but they don't want to offend people casually, so they went with her.
An An looked at Su Yimo and asked, "Mom, are we looking for Dad?" Su Yimo nodded and said, "Does An An miss her father?" She said, and then gently touched An An's hair, but at this time, An An suddenly raised her head and looked at Su Yimo, "I want to be with my mother!" She saw the reluctance in that child's eyes, in fact, how could Su Yimo be reluctant, she really had nothing if she lost An An, but she couldn't be so selfish, she wanted to give An An a good future.
"Mom. Let's go back, let's not look for Dad" He said softly, Su Yimo really wanted to promise him, but when he thought of what happened at school today, how many such things he would suffer in the future, he couldn't bear it with such a good temper, she couldn't let him go on like this.