Chapter 239: Have You Ever Liked It?
When Jun Chenmo heard Bei Xiaoqi's words, he noticed that she was very angry now, and he was stunned for a moment.
The people in the palace didn't know where to hide for a long time, and no one wanted to touch their heads at this juncture.
Bei Xiaoqi trembled all over, and his heart was even more complicated and uncomfortable. But the more uncomfortable she became, the more she wanted to maintain her apparent composure. No matter what Jun Chenmo says or does, she has to do the opposite! As if this is the only way that the heart will not be uncomfortable.
For a while, the two were rarely silent. This silence is not as harmonious as before, but is full of the smell of gunpowder, as if it is about to erupt.
Quietly clenched his fists, Jun Chenmo only felt that he was standing on the edge of the cliff at the moment, and if he took a step back, he would never recover.
The peach blossoms in the courtyard fell on the two of them, but they did not attract the slightest attention.
Jun Chenmo felt that they were simply torturing each other, obviously it was so joyful before. Thinking of the days when he and Bei Xiaoqi lost each other before, Jun Chenmo felt that now it was like a dream, a nightmare.
The previous memories were like sugar wrapped in a knife, Jun Chenmo even thought that those previous times were deliberately made by Bei Xiaoqi for revenge, but he still planted it.
Jun Chenmo clearly knew that he was in love with Bei Xiaoqi, unconsciously. But as soon as he thought that Bei Xiaoqi liked someone else, he couldn't wait to break that person's body into thousands of pieces and tie Bei Xiaoqi to his side.
"What the hell are you... Is there any," Jun Chenmo felt as if his voice was filled with lead, extremely heavy, "Have you ever liked me?" ”
I don't know how much strength this sentence cost Jun Chenmo, and he has illusions. If Bei Xiaoqi said that there was, then he would definitely be desperate.
When Bei Xiaoqi heard Jun Chenmo's question, he seemed to be poked in the heart, and he felt even more uncomfortable. Angry, she didn't notice Jun Chenmo's caution, she only felt that Jun Chenmo was sarcastic about her, sarcastic at her, and she didn't know what to do.
Obviously, Junchenmo has someone he likes, why do you still ask yourself, do you think you are not embarrassed enough? Bei Xiaoqi was a little broken in his heart.
Bei Xiaoqi said loudly: "I didn't, never!" How could I have fallen in love with someone as selfish and venomous as you! ”
obviously has someone she likes, and she has to force her to admit that she likes him, Jun Chenmo is too selfish. Bei Xiaoqi thought sadly, how could I be tempted by this kind of person.
"We've been together for so long, haven't we at all?" Beichen Mo felt that he had used up all his courage, and the palms of his hands had been pinched out of blood marks, but he didn't know the pain.
Bei Xiaoqi shook his head and said stubbornly: "No." ”
"Okay." Jun Chenmo smiled, but it made people feel like they were about to cry.
Jun Chenmo felt that he had fallen off the cliff, and his whole person was extremely desperate, and even gave birth to a trace of dark thoughts.
After turning to leave, Jun Chenmo let go of his clenched hand. A few petals of peach blossoms fell on Junchenmo's head at some point, and the hairband moved with the wind, as if he wanted to sweep the peach blossoms down.
Looking at the peach blossoms on Jun Chenmo's head, Bei Xiaoqi subconsciously wanted to reach out and get it down for him. Halfway through his hand, Bei Xiaoqi was stunned, and suddenly wanted to cry.
Jun Chenmo's back was too resolute, Bei Xiaoqi's heart was empty, but he couldn't cry.
"Perhaps, it's time for me to go." Bei Xiaoqi muttered, "I should go back to Jiangnan, I should go to see my father and mother." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, Bei Xiaoqi burst into tears. Reaching out and touching it, Bei Xiaoqi smiled self-deprecatingly again and left.
After both of them left, it took a while for people to come to the yard one after another, cleaning the peach blossoms in this place.
The butler frowned and stroked his beard, not knowing what to do. He hoped that his master could be happy, but it was not his turn to intervene in this matter, so he had to sigh helplessly.
Bei Xiaoqi didn't want to go back to the house full of memories, so he went to find the beckoning cat. I guess it's a lot of fun to think about it.
Walking on the road, looking at the palace that was much colder, Bei Xiaoqi suddenly realized that Jun Chenmo had really dismissed those concubines, without the slightest hesitation, and was really ruthless.
Now Bei Xiaoqi doesn't think it's because of himself, it should be because of the person Jun Chenmo likes. Because you have someone you like, do you want to give her the best? But why not let yourself go? Bei Xiaoqi thought sadly, yes, he still has to treat him. If it weren't for this reason, I'm afraid I would have been dismissed a long time ago, and I would have said that one of the palaces would be enough to make a fuss.
When he found the beckoning cat, Bei Xiaoqi didn't want to talk anymore. Before deciding to find the beckoning cat, she also wanted to hold the beckoning cat and talk a few words.
The beckoning cat was raised fat, and Bei Xiaoqi had some difficulty holding it, but he quickly found a pavilion, sat in it, and put the cat on his lap.
Bei Xiaoqi followed the hair of the beckoning cat for a while. As if he knew that his owner was in a bad mood, the beckoning cat did not jump away for a while as usual, but stayed quietly on Bei Xiaoqi's lap.
In front of the pavilion is a pond with several goldfish.
Bei Xiaoqi suddenly spoke: "Don't you have freedom either?" What are you looking for, is there something you are thinking about? ”
But Yu'er won't answer, after asking, Bei Xiaoqi smiled, this is not like her. She Bei Xiaoqi should be a person who always smiles, should be a person who is not afraid of difficulties, and should be a person who can let go.
Maybe the decision to go back to Jiangnan was the right one, and he couldn't torture like this anymore. Bei Xiaoqi thought to himself.
At dinner, Bei Xiaoqi didn't see Jun Chenmo either, only one table of food. After learning that Jun Chenmo had already eaten, Bei Xiaoqi was stunned for a moment, and ate without knowing the taste.
Bei Xiaoqi thought that she was sleeping alone in this house tonight, but she didn't expect Jun Chenmo to come back.
Jun Chenmo didn't say a word, went straight to the side of the bed and lay down, closing his eyes.
At first, Bei Xiaoqi was a little worried about whether Jun Chenmo would do anything, but when he saw Jun Chenmo being honest, he breathed a sigh of relief.
While relaxing, Bei Xiaoqi felt a little complicated in his heart, and then forced himself to sleep.
Bei Xiaoqi didn't know that when she was breathing for a long time, Jun Chenmo, who should have closed her eyes, opened her eyes and stared at her for half a night.
Jun Chenmo felt that he was really crazy, and after getting such an answer, he couldn't help but think about worrying about this woman.
The candle seems to be burning out, and the candle flickering and flickering, and there is a possibility that it will be extinguished at any time. Finally, there was a "snap", and the room was completely plunged into darkness, and the people outside the house seemed to hesitate to come in and change a candle, and finally gave up.
Listening to Bei Xiaoqi's breathing, Jun Chenmo also slowly fell into a deep sleep. It's just that his brows are furrowed, as if he had some nightmare, and he utters a few more dreams.
In the dream, Jun Chenmo looked at Bei Xiaoqi, Bei Xiaoqi smiled happily, and asked him why he was not happy. Jun Chenmo was just about to answer, but he woke up, looked at the Wei tent, and his mind was rarely a little chaotic.