When I think about it like this, I don't feel happy, I just feel empty.

That hollowness urgently needs something for her to fill the void.

Quietly, she became addicted to cigarettes again.

It seems that only when you smoke will your mind be empty, you don't have to think about anything, and you don't need to break your heart.

is already almost thirty years old, and when he encounters things, he naturally will not be as free as he was when he was young, and all his emotions seem to have been gradually consumed over the years, even if his heart is broken, he has not fallen apart as he once thought.

She used to think that when she fell in love with someone and lost him, she would die with him, but in fact, it wasn't like that.

She lives very well, travels from south to north, eats three meals a day, and spends all day drinking.

Without Wen Xili, her world, the sun still rises in the east and sets in the west, the sea is still so blue, the wind is still so light, nothing has changed.

Sooner or later, she will still forget that person and fall in love with a man again, just as she once gave up her teenager to choose the man who forgot her.

In this world, no one can live or love without anyone.

*

Just as another winter was approaching, Jiang Jiu received a call from Mrs. Wen.

On that day, she was on vacation with Jiang Xiaoci in Hawaii.

Mrs. Wen told her in a hoarse voice that Wen Fengmian agreed that Wen Xili and Coco had married.

After a full stalemate for a full month and a half, Wen Fengmian still couldn't refuse his younger brother after all.

Jiang Jiu was not surprised, and even felt that this day came later than she imagined.

When she left the Wen family, she thought that Wen Fengmian would soon compromise, just like he had compromised her and Wen Xili.

It seems that Wen Fengmian can't accept this fact that Wen Xili marries a rehabilitation therapist as his wife, even more so than Wen Xili marrying her.

"Wine," Mrs. Wen's voice was hoarse and dry, she seemed to have aged a lot in the past year, and she couldn't see her face, but she could hear the tiredness on the phone. "Auntie really can't do anything. Xili really can't remember it at all, Auntie is sorry for you. ”

Jiang Jiu was silent for a while, and her mind flashed through the grievances and grievances with Mrs. Wen over the years, but at this moment, she didn't know why, and suddenly forgave her.

At the very least, she really wanted her to be with Wen Xili, and it was true, and she felt sorry for her.

In fact, all the things, the separation and integration of her and Wen Xili, have nothing to do with her.

It doesn't matter that she doesn't need to feel sorry.

"It's okay." She whispered, "I've accepted it." ”

The blue sky and white clouds of Hawaii are reflected on the sea, Jiang Xiaoci and a blonde girl are holding hands and digging shells on the beach.

"Auntie, you don't need to call me in the future." She whispered to her, "Say goodbye like this." ”

The family that has been entangled with her for most of her life has nothing to do with her.

……

On the day Wen Xili and Coco got engaged, Wen Fengmian suddenly lost the news of ginger wine and Jiang Ci.

Mother and son were obviously on vacation in Hawaii, but the world disappeared overnight, and when the tour guide went to her room to look for her, he found that his passport and luggage were gone.

Not a soul was there.

Wen Fengmian naturally couldn't let Jiang Jiu go like that, he sent someone to find it, but he didn't know what means Jiang Jiu used, and he actually hid all his news networks, and she and Jiang Ci disappeared into his intelligence network like this.