Text Chapter 48: Is it a coincidence
Chapter 48
The uneasy thing in Yin Yufu's heart really came true, and there was an indescribable taste in her heart for a moment, mixed with all kinds of flavors, obviously still with a warm breeze, but it was a little cool at the moment.
The sky is getting dark, every house is lit with oil lamps, and those bustling streets are also lit up, like stars in the sky, shaky, and beautiful.
The bustling downtown was diluted by the darkness of the night, and it was already the middle of the night, except for the occasional sound of a few drunks outside, and the sound of small animals squirming, there was no daytime bustle.
In the princess's mansion, only the footsteps of the maids when they walked around, and the sound of clothes rubbing, in the huge mansion, only a few rooms still had lights flickering.
Meng Yanxiu sat alone in the room, all the servants were sent back, there was something wrong with his face, and a layer of sweat beaded on his head, but it was just a moment, and he returned to normal.
The man who was on the guard outside the door, his voice was a little hoarse, in such a quiet night, it was extraordinarily clear, and the voice came in shallowly, and disappeared faintly.
The maid in the house also retreated early, everything fell into a deep sleep under the quiet darkness, Meng Yanxiu walked out alone, followed the most familiar road, walked to the door of the Su Mansion, stood for a while, and then circled and wandered.
The door was tightly closed, and Su Mansion was also sleeping in such a dark night, Meng Yanxiu changed into dark clothes, and in such a twilight, he blended into the scenery behind him, raised his head from time to time, and refused to leave outside the door of Su Mansion.
I don't know if the night breeze is too dry, the paper window is blown a little moving, the rouge is not sleepy, the body is not completely healed, and the wind is a little itchy.
I couldn't fall asleep over and over, but there was a layer of slightly damp sweat on my body, and there seemed to be something in Rouge's heart, and there was no way to calm down and rest at ease.
The sky outside was already dark, only a few lights shakily illuminated a little vision, Rouge got up, picked up the clothes around him, put them on casually, and gently pushed the door open, wanting to walk around outside at will.
Holding a lantern that is not very bright in his hand, it can vaguely illuminate the road ahead, Rouge holds it tightly, the economic night looks a little gloomy, the surrounding leaves accompany the night, the cool breeze blows, Rouge can't help but shiver.
The sweat on his body had already dried, and Rouge felt the feeling of the wind blowing on his face, compared to the feeling of being suffocated in the house, and when he came out for a walk, his heart was also relieved a lot, relieving the inexplicable irritability just now.
"Ugh."
I don't know which way to go, aimlessly, Rouge sighed lightly, and unconsciously walked to the door, just stepping out.
The figure outside the door heard that shallow sigh, his body stiffened slightly, and when he looked back, the two of them just looked at each other.
The lantern at the entrance of the Su Mansion was swaying, and the shadow that came down blocked the body on the side of Rouge, Meng Yanxiu looked at the person under the lamp a little nervously, and saw that she could come out and walk around, that is, her body was better, and she was relieved.
It was like a stalemate between the two parties, and Rouge didn't know what to say, but he felt very relieved inexplicably, his eyes followed Meng Yanxiu's figure, and his mouth moved a few times, but he didn't speak.
Blowing in such a cold evening breeze, Meng Yanxiu's hands were still covered with a layer of sweat, what to say, his mouth opened, and he wanted to say sorry, but when the words came to his mouth, he turned a few corners, and was swallowed back alive.
Apologize? What to apologize for and why?
Meng Yanxiu's heart was full of all kinds of emotions, and it was not his own heart that hurt Rouge, but this body, so how to apologize.
Even if he has been silent for so long, Rouge doesn't care very much, the two of them have long been close to each other, but it's just a short silence.
Meng Yanxiu's body stiffened for a moment, obviously wanting to take a few steps closer, obviously wanting to take a good look at her face, obviously wanting to say something, but the steps under her feet seemed to be glued, and the roots under her feet were rooted, and she couldn't take that step.
Rouge held the lantern, the candle inside was clearly extinguished, and the shadow on the ground was also constantly shaking, and when he walked to Meng Yanxiu's side, he already knew what the other party meant without a single word.
The two of them walked side by side on the silent and deserted streets, and the bustling shops had closed their curtains early, leaving only a few dogs barking at the door, and a few sounds of babies barking in the middle of the night.
The silence of the street seems to be contagious, and the pace of the two people is very slow, but no one speaks, and this kind of night scene is also unique, and it seems that there are only two people left in the whole world.
After bypassing a few streets, the wind blew up the cloth strips of the shops, and Rouge's hands were blown reddish and gradually became slightly cold.
Meng Yanxiu reached out and took the half-lit lantern in her hand, and his fingertips touched Rouge's cold fingers, Rouge's hands were a little thin, and his bones were painful.
The lantern swayed to the side of Meng Yanxiu, and the halo spread on the ground, forming one circle after another, walking mischievously on the ground.
I don't know how long it was, the speed of the two people was not very fast, they were still on the quiet long street, their hearts were full of words, but they didn't know where to start.
'Wangwang', a dog with messy hair ran around a corner of the street, barking all the way, running to the side of someone, and from a distance, it looked like a small black dot, straight ahead.
'Ah', Rouge exclaimed from the depths of his throat, and his steps unconsciously took a few steps back, the unbound green silk scattered over his shoulders, and the hem of his skirt was tightly pinched.
As the little wild dog ran wildly, the original little black dot gradually revealed, barking all the way, breaking the silence of the entire long street.
Meng Yanxiu's brows furrowed slightly, and he took a few steps forward, just blocking the rouge behind him, his hand tightly gripping the handle of the lantern, and watching the things rushing forward vigilantly.
The little wild dog probably smelled the untouchable smell, and a few steps away from Meng Yanxiu, he stopped running wildly, whimpered a few times, walked slowly, stayed beside the two of them a few times, sniffed vigorously with his wet black nose, and lay on the ground.
Meng Yanxiu took a few steps forward, only a few steps forward, and the dog whimpering on the ground hurriedly stood up, the hair on his body exploded, although he was ready to attack.
The growl in the dog's throat grew louder and louder, and its paws still froze in place, neither moving forward nor retreating, as if it wanted to die observing the actions against the Fa.
Meng Yanxiu's brows furrowed a little deeper, and the light of the lantern hit the dog's body, and the displeasure in his heart turned into the aura around him, oppressing the dog.
Feeling the pressure from the other side, the dog whimpered unwillingly, and finally smoothed the hair down, circled a few times, and left with his tail between his legs.
Rouge, who was hiding behind Meng Yanxiu, felt very relieved, a kind of wholehearted dependence, and the corners of his mouth were shallow with the arc of the floating, hidden in the shadows that fell.
The inexplicable dog had already walked away, Meng Yanxiu had his back to rouge, time seemed to freeze at this moment, and the silence on the long street could even hear the sound of breathing clearly.
"I'm sorry." It took a long time for Meng Yanxiu's throat to utter such a syllable, which was low and flowed into Rouge's heart.
In fact, what I want to say is not limited to this sentence, Meng Yanxiu's hand holding the handle, due to excessive force, the hand is a little white, and the faint green tendons burst out.
I really want to tell Rouge, tell her that she didn't betray her, didn't empathize with her, didn't even want to hurt her, but I can't control my body, I can't hug her better.
However, nothing can be said, if it is said, if Rouge knows the truth, it will only bring her more pain, and this is not what she wants.
After being silent for so long, except for such an apology that resembled a sigh, all the other words were clogged in his throat, and his mouth was open and he couldn't pronounce a syllable.
Rouge was shocked in his heart, and a numb feeling spread throughout his body, and then, the curvature of the corners of his mouth deepened a little, "I know, you didn't mean it, I know it, I don't blame you." ”
This is trust, as if there has never been a gap, as if nothing has ever happened, Meng Yanxiu's hand loosened a little, and the expression on his face was a little soothed.
She didn't ask, it was always there, as long as that was enough.
Meng Yanxiu turned around, took a few steps forward, the lantern in his hand fell to the ground, ignored it, stretched out his arms, wrapped around the rouge, and a warm feeling flowed in the hearts of the two people.
Yin Yufu was standing around the corner, the shadows falling from the protruding edge of the house hit her body, half of her body was hidden in the darkness, half was in the moonlight, and the expression on her face was not very real.
Looking at the two people hugging each other in the distance, all the feelings in my heart are like overturned bottles, all the tastes are mixed together, I can't tell what the feelings are, like a momentum, Chong's eyes are sour, and it is uncomfortable.
"Na ......" I don't know what sound came out of my mouth, it seemed to be stuffed with bitter lotus, dry with a strong bitter taste, blinking her dry eyes, Yin Yufu's body took a few steps back, completely hidden in the shadows.
The eyes were dry and couldn't be opened, but the eyes were glued to the two people, and the heart was stung by the scene, the previous things overlapped with the figure in front of them, one after another, and each overlapping scene deeply pierced the nerves.
"What should I do?"
How? If it's just a coincidence, then how do you explain it this time, is this the colt that I have always trusted deeply? Or do you just recognize the wrong person, but it's just a similar face?
No matter how much explanation there is, in front of the two people who hugged each other under this moon, they were all pale and powerless, Yin Yufu's heart was very sour, if she could defend it a few times before, then this time, how should it be explained this time.