Chapter 61: Fear and Loneliness (Part 2)
From that day on, it was as if Park San had evaporated from the world, and the adults in the village never saw him again.
But from that day on, there were always people in the village who had non-stop accidents, and the first people who died were the few people who went into the city with Park San to sell cauliflower.
When he hurt someone for the first time, Park San was extremely nervous. The first thing he looked for was the kid who asked him to take out the money and divide it at that time, he didn't remember what it was called, he only remembered that his nickname was Jiang Erdan.
Pu San stared at him for several days, until Jiang Erdan was alone, and he suddenly came out and said to Jiang Erdan, I found a sweet rod growing on the side of the self-reserved land in front, do you want to go?
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Jiang Erdan forgot that he had cheated him out of money, beat him and framed him, maybe it was common sense for Pu San to be bullied in the village. Jiang Erdan asked him, where have you been during this time? Park San said that he went to the city to ask for food.
Jiang Erdan also laughed at him, saying that you were born to be a beggar for food. Then he left with Park San without any suspicion, and when he walked to his own place, he asked Park San where was the sweet pole? Park San said that it is inside, you look inside.
Jiang Erdan thought about it and drilled into the bud rice field in his own land, Pu San touched a brick prepared next to him, gasped a few times, and then smashed his heart on the back of Jiang Erdan's head.
This time with real strength, Jiang Erdan made a "snort" sound in his throat, and the person had already climbed into the bud rice field, and by the way, he also overwhelmed a bud rice pole.
Park San's heart was beating to his throat, his mouth was dry, from his neck to his face, it was like a fire, and his head was buzzing blank. It was the blood that stained the red earth that woke him up, and he desperately dragged Jiang Erdan, who didn't know whether he was alive or dead, to the field.
Until he couldn't drag it anymore, and he couldn't see the outside at all, Jiang Erdan was surrounded by layers of bud rice stalks.
After listening nervously for a long time, I made sure that no one was passing by outside. Pu San took out a small clay statue that looked like a human and a chicken from his arms, and dipped it with the blood on the back of Jiang Erdan's head.
In an instant, the whole body of the mud statue shook, the black wind was wrapped in golden light, and the pheasant spirit rushed out of the mud statue. It didn't have time to pay attention to Pu San on the side, and plunged its beak into the wound on the back of Jiang Erdan's head, sucking frantically.
Pu San watched the pheasant suck his brain, from the initial fear, he slowly became excited, and then a perverted pleasure rose in his heart for no reason.
After a while, the pheasant essence not only sucked up the brain marrow, but also the blood of the whole body. Looking at Jiang Erdan's shriveled corpse, Pu San got up and prepared to run.
The pheasant spirit asked him to make a good clay statue, and at the same time a gust of demonic wind was blown, blowing the bud rice field all around, and even Pu San's footprints were all covered by the soil turned out.
With the first experience, this thing is getting easier and easier to do, and within a month's work, those who sold cauliflower with him at the beginning, and even their families, all suffered miserably.
During that time, people were panicked, and because of their vigilance, Park San simply didn't deceive. directly took advantage of the fact that people were sleeping in the middle of the night, smashed the glass and turned into the house, and released the pheasant essence to do it. After the pheasant essence covered the scene, they walked away.
A series of incidents aroused the vigilance of the village's big fairy, Liu Cripple. When Liu Cripple found the rest of the big immortals to investigate the matter, Pu San took the pheasant essence out to hide for more than half a year.
When he came back, Pu San asked the pheasant spirit to go to Huangpizi's grave with him to find Huang Rongyi's seven brothers for revenge.
At first, the pheasant spirit shirked that he was not at home yet, and his ghost was not stable, so he was not Huang Rongyi's opponent at all.
After Pu San did a few more votes, he told the pheasant spirit that if he didn't do it again, the two would part ways in the future. So since then, the pheasant essence can only go to the Huangpizi Tomb with Pu San every once in a while to harass him, and if he can't beat it, he will continue to find blood food for the pheasant essence.
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When Park San said this, I already understood it in my heart. Huang Rongyi only told me how the pheasant essence had a falling out with them, and then how to drink too much wine and make it difficult. But I didn't expect that Pu San would come together with the pheasant essence in such a way.
As far as I know about the seven brothers of Huang Rongyi, the Taoism of the seven of them is really pitiful, let alone decades ago. Even if they can't come out of the Huangpizi grave, even if they will release the so-called immortal qi of the Huang family, if the pheasant spirit really wants to kill them, there are still many ways.
The pheasant spirit didn't plan to really avenge Pu San at all, because if Huang Rongyi and the seven of them really died, Pu San would have nothing else to ask for, and I am afraid he would not continue to look for blood food for him.
Sure enough, Pu San obviously understood this, and he still kept saying to me at that speed: "Actually, since I built a temple for the pheasant, I found out that it didn't really want to help me, but just used me. So you killed him for me, and I want to thank you. ”
"I didn't kill a goblin when I saw it, it didn't offend me. So whether you really thank me or fake thank me, I've done it. I said, staring into his eyes.
Then I looked at the five-way god on his shoulder as if he was half threatening, and said, "Moreover, this ugly thing on your shoulder is also guilty of me!" ”
Park San gave me a nonchalant look, and then began to look into the distance in a daze, as if he didn't care about my threat.
It suddenly occurred to me that all these things he said had nothing to do with the dime I asked.
So I was stunned for a moment, and asked in a cold voice again: "What do you mean when you just said that you don't need to go, someone has gone?" After saying it in one go, I don't have time to listen to your life profile! ”
When Park San heard me say this, he finally reacted again, sighed and continued to tell me.
When I joined forces with Huang Rongyi and the seven of them to break the law of pheasant essence and pressed it into the underworld, Pu San immediately knew, and the day I took Huang Rongyi and them away, Pu San also came over to see it.
At that time, he had no hope of revenge, and he said that he came over to see if Huang Rongyi and they could kill him. I don't understand this idea in my heart. Either I die, or you kill me? Generally speaking, people who have this kind of thinking are definitely not normal people.
But I glanced at Park San's stunned expression and sighed in my heart, this guy really doesn't look like a normal person.
Pu San said that he took the rope to the old locust tree that night and finished himself. As a result, when he put his neck in, he saw the five-way god on his shoulder.
The five-way god appeared suddenly, and the target seemed to be a tree next to it, but I don't know why, the five-way god looked eager and didn't dare to do it himself.
Pu San found that Wutongshen looked at him for help, and he didn't know what to think, so he pointed to the green fruit on the tree and asked Wutongshen if he wanted this.
Wutong God could understand his words and shook his head. Pu San pointed to the leaves and asked Wutongshen, but Wutongshen still shook his head. In the end, Pu San knew that what Wutong God wanted was a branch.
After Pu San broke off the branch and threw it to Wutongshen, Wutongshen grabbed the branch as if he was crazy, kept sniffing it in front of his nose, and then rolled all over the ground. I think what Pu San said should be the little wooden stick he gave to Wutong God just now.
At the same time, I thought to myself, Pu San is really not a normal person, ordinary people see something like this, even if they don't cry, they are scared to pee. It seems that in Pu San's eyes, any species other than humans can be approached. No, it shouldn't include yellow skins.
Park San told me that he turned around and was about to continue hanging himself after helping, but Wutongshen jumped onto the branch and broke the rope with a single grab.
Pu San tied the rope several times, but it was all like this, and he couldn't drive away after chasing the five gods. Wutong God is very human, and he won't come down if he jumps on his shoulder. In desperation, he could only return home with Wutongshen, and slowly, he kept this thing as a pet.
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Park Sam-yue said, the more I couldn't understand the thoughts in his head. I keep thinking about revenge all day long, and once there is no hope of revenge, I think about death.
I can see that he is not afraid of death, but when he mentioned Huang Yunlan, I didn't even feel any gritted teeth expression in him, and there was no wave in his tone. The most ridiculous thing is that every time he hangs himself, he still has a mind to meddle in his affairs, what does revenge mean to him?
From his account, I think he's actually quite pitiful, although that's not a reason for him to kill those people. But I don't know why, through this moment of contact, I feel that he is different from the evil person I define in my heart.
It's all crazy to do, but it always gives me an indescribable feeling.
I didn't control it and asked him: "You have also come to the world once, in the past few decades, in addition to revenge is seeking death, all you have in your heart is hatred?" ”
"Hate?" Pu San was a little dazed, then lowered his head and said: "I don't know what hatred is, I don't hate Huang Yunlan, my father killed her whole family at the beginning, she has the ability to kill my whole family, why should I hate?" ”
Seeing that I was stunned, Park San thought for a while and said to me, "At the beginning, when I met the pheasant essence, it aroused my hatred. At that time, I felt that all my experiences were due to Huang Yunlan. I don't have food for others, and I can't if others can go to school. Other people's children steal like me, and their adults can protect them, and I am the only one who gets beaten·······"
Speaking of this, Park San paused for a moment and said to me with a puzzled expression: "But I don't know why, over the decades, I don't hate it more and more." ”
I really couldn't get along with him, so I simply asked him, "Then since you don't hate anymore, why do you have to take revenge?" I'm not saying revenge is wrong, but you think about it. Huang Yunlan killed your family because your father picked her child's skin in front of her, and you sought revenge on her because she killed your whole family. I won't comment on the cause and effect, but what about the people you killed? They ·····"
Before I could finish speaking, Park San suddenly said, "Because of fear." ”
"Huh?" I subconsciously asked, I didn't understand what he meant by fear or who he meant. He is not even afraid of death, what is he afraid of?
"It's too quiet." Park San said to himself: "I don't want to live anymore, I'm afraid." I knew what I was supposed to do when I thought about revenge. When there was no hope of revenge, I was scared. ”
He may have been out of contact with people for too long, does he mean, fear of loneliness?