Chapter 260: Bubble
After Jian Xinyu returned home from the cemetery, as soon as she arrived home, a very thick coat was draped on her body, Lu Feng was always thinking about Jian Xinyu's body, this girl's pale and thin body, how could she stand it on such a cold day when she went out, Lu Feng wanted to follow Jian Xinyu, but Jian Xinyu didn't let this girl really persistent and strong, very similar to her.
Lu Yu is not at home, every afternoon at this time Lu Yu will go out to buy vegetables, since Jian Xinyu arrived at this house, their food is not very rich, there is no intention to welcome guests, and there is no intention to make him a big supplement, usually just boil some soup for her, maybe Lu Feng specially instructed, Lu Yu obviously dislikes Jian Xinyu very much, and wants to drive Jian Xinyu away, but due to Lu Feng's obstruction, they quarreled several times, and Jian Xinyu heard it several times.
Brother Bao doesn't mind these at all, in fact, she is a very selfish person, she doesn't care about what happens to others, what she sees or what other people's lives will be, she just wants to live her life well and complete the tasks she wants.
"Where did this go today? It's freezing outside, I'm really worried about letting you go out alone, but you're so persistent, you have to go out alone, I don't have a job today, and I'm very worried about being off duty at home all day. ”
Lu Feng frowned and said to Jian Xinyu, he completely treated Jian Xinyu as his girlfriend, and it could be seen that this man was sincere to him, Lu Feng said this because he regarded Jian Xinyu as Jian Xinrou, and unconsciously Jian Xinyu always had the shadow of Jian Xinrou on her body, and their appearances overlapped.
Lu Feng sometimes suspects that he is sick, a kind of paranoia, imagining that the girl in front of him is a feeling that he has admired for many years, Jian Xinrou likes it for a long time but can't get it, only Lu Feng can understand it, and now it is finally possible to have a person who is happy with each other, and it is too late for Lu Feng to be happy.
"I know you're worried about me, so I'm back early today, I'm just going to see my father, I think you should know where I've gone, I don't have anywhere else to go, as long as I want to live, I'll definitely come home."
Jian Xinyu forced her face and smiled, as if she was going to fall down anytime and anywhere, the more she looked like this, the more she aroused the love and liking of men.
"I know that you went to your father's place, and the departure of your father and mother must be a big blow to you, but I don't want to mention these things, since you want to be alone for a while, I won't interfere with your private space, but during this time in our family, you can leave yourself to me to take care of you with peace of mind, you believe me I will definitely be able to take care of you, since I brought you back at that time, it is my responsibility to take care of you."
Hearing Lu Feng say this, Jian Xinyu was unconsciously a little moved, but after thinking about it, it was not right, it was completely like a sense of responsibility for stray cats and dogs, which made Jian Xinyu's heart a little sad, but she still didn't say anything.
"Did you pity me from the beginning? If it's because it's so good to me, then I think, put away your sympathy and pity. ”
Jian Xinyu's eyes became as if she had been hurt, and she turned around and wanted to leave, but she was suddenly stopped by Lu Feng, Lu Feng understood that this woman wanted to admit something by saying this, but Lu Feng didn't want to say it, because there was a woman hidden in his heart The woman in front of him was just a stand-in for Jian Xinrou before.
"I didn't mean that, I didn't have any purpose for you, and I brought you back because of that, but I saw you faint on the road, and no one cared about my background and after going through so many things, I felt that you were an extraordinary girl."
didn't say it so thoroughly, he just said the true feelings in his heart, and he didn't confess or say something else, and the affection in Lu Feng's eyes was hidden.
Listening to the man in front of him say these words, the hope in Jian Xinyu's eyes disappeared, this man really didn't confess to herself, since she didn't confess, she would take this opportunity to retire, if the two of them really have feelings, this man will help herself, otherwise Jian Xinyu is alone in this world, why should she push down Jian Xinrou?
"I think you must be curious about what happened to me before."
Jian Xinyu said this completely to hang Lu Feng's appetite, of course Lu Feng was very interested in this woman, but he never asked, out of the most basic respect, just like Jian Xinrou suffered a lot in her own home before, Lu Feng didn't ask, because if he wanted to say something, he would take the initiative to say it.
"I'm curious, but I don't want to ask you."
Lu Feng nodded, meaningful, pulled her to the sofa, and the two of them sat down, this is the place where he talked to Jian Xinrou before.
Jian Xinyu knew that although the man in front of him didn't want to know much, he also had a lot of doubts in his heart, but Lu Yu especially wanted to know what had happened to him, because Lu Yu's impression of himself was not good from the beginning, from the first moment Jian Xinyu woke up, he saw that Lu Yu and the two of them were not in harmony with each other, and they didn't say much, and even Lu Yu might not even know what her name was.
"There are so many stories that have happened to me, and you may not believe it when you say it, but I am alive today because of the many people who have helped me."
Jian Xinyu coughed after saying a few words, Lu Feng hurriedly found a kettle from the coffee table and poured a glass of water, and put it in front of Jian Xinyu, Jian Xinyu's eyes were a little warm. It's just that when I think that this man is about to be used by himself, or use such a bitter trick, I will have some reluctance in my heart, if this matter passes, Jian Xinyu would rather live a good life with Lu Feng, and use as much as I can make up for this man.
"A strong girl like you is willing to help you, so you must not lose hope in life, I am willing to listen to what happened to you."
Lu Feng's hands were clasped together, and his eyebrows wrinkled slightly, for fear that he would not dare to accept the following words, because he had already developed feelings for this girl, since so many days of getting along, although he only said that Jian Xinyu was Jian Xinrou's stand-in, but after so many days of getting along, Lu Feng did find hope for life, and he couldn't even see Jian Xinrou's shadow before, and now at least he can see a trace of bubbles.
"I gave birth to a child."
After Jian Xinyu said this, the corners of his mouth hooked up a smile, but Lu Feng, who looked incredulous next to him, had a more and more serious expression, although he didn't speak on the surface, but his heart was actually very shocked, and he didn't expect that this sentence was indeed like a knife piercing Lu Feng's heart, but now in this era, it is normal for men to accept this.
"I know you're probably going to be shocked right now, but it's my fate, and I can't say anything about it."
Jian Xinyu smiled, as if she looked down on everything, looking pitiful, which made Lu Feng want to hear what happened before.
"I have a Lu Yu, she is half-brother and me, my mother and I appeared when she was already not young, and since the moment I appeared, she began to exclude me, and the whole family she thought was her own."
Jian Xinyu came slowly, although what she said was a lie, Lu Feng didn't know whether Jian Xinyu said it was true or not, after all, she didn't even know Jian Xinyu's true identity now, she only knew that her name was Du Xinyu.
"I have lived in endless darkness since I was a child, my mother has never been upset for me, my father also likes my Lu Yu more, and even the last moment when my father left, the person you want to see is me Lu Yu, so I haven't even seen the last side of my father, I hate her, but I have never resisted."
Jian Xinyu seems to be completely in accordance with Jian Xinrou's feelings, she thinks that only in this way can Lu Feng believe it and consider the problem from Jian Xinyu's point of view, only when she is pitiful, only by accepting the sympathy of others, coupled with Lu Feng's feelings for herself, the feelings between the two of them will go further, and Lu Feng will help her.
"You may not believe it, it's really too dramatic, all of what I've experienced is because of a girl, and the child I'm pregnant with is not by my side now, and she snatched all my children."
Jian Xinyu's tears fell as she spoke, and she didn't know what she was thinking, her eyes didn't look like she was acting, and her whole person was very angry, which looked very distressing.
"Don't be upset just yet, speak slowly."
I was particularly shocked in my heart, I never thought that this girl would bear so much, although she was shocked, she still had to make time to comfort Jian Xinyu.
"Five years ago, I was framed by coquettish at work, and I accidentally gave birth to a child with a man, and the child was later taken away, I was disappointed in a car accident, and the woman I hated the most in my life was that woman, she took away everything from me, my youth."
Jian Xinyu is now thinking about all of Jian Xinrou's thoughts, and she is not afraid of her blushing when she says it, Lu Feng completely believes it, not because this woman acts too similarly, but from the beginning to the present, it is completely logical.
"I can't do it without hating her, but I can't do revenge either, I'm afraid that when I come back to him, he will also destroy myself, I'm afraid that I will ruin everything, so I wait until my parents die, I can understand that at this time I shouldn't be weak again, either die or stand up."
Jian Xinyu wiped away her tears, and her eyes gradually became firm.