Chapter 38: Down
"Compared to those mental injuries, I even feel that the physical pain you have caused me has been completely helpless to hurt me? You can beat as much as you want, until you are happy, until you are willing to leave me, until you are willing to be absent and worry about the existence of this child with me! β
Shen Wenzhou put down his hand in pain, and then slapped himself in the face: "I'm sorry!" β
"I'm sorry, and I can't change any of the facts." Gu Qingyu said untouched.
Shen Wenzhou, who stayed in place, was heartache in addition to being sad. He tried to suppress his emotions, but found that all this was in vain.
He had never felt such a deep sense of powerlessness.
Since there has been no way to convince Gu Qingyu, it is better to talk to Du Han.
The two of them were originally friends, and among this group of fox friends and dog friends, Du Han was one of the few that he could afford.
But at the same time, he also had a grudge, he had no way to change his suspicious character, and he had no way to imagine whether Gu Qingyu really had an affair with that man.
The facts and the truth tormented him together, but he himself was unwilling to let himself go, but he always lived in guilt for his son and Gu Qingyu, and he thought that getting Gu Qingyu back would make up for his mistakes.
His mental pressure was too great, and even, when he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he could still get Xiao Heng's hands stretched out to him, but when he touched his son's hands, he instantly turned into white bones.
Even his first son couldn't enter the ancestral tomb of the Shen family, what an ironic thing!
He stubbornly hoped that he could be reversed, and now his embarrassing position in the Shen family probably hoped that he could get rid of his grandmother's shackles. But in fact, he is just struggling deeper and deeper in the cage, which is a quagmire that cannot be escaped, a swamp that cannot be crossed.
He went home and sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of his room... From here you can see the pool outside, and everything in the house is furnished according to grandma's preferences... Even his own surname belongs to his grandmother.
He lit a cigarette, the ethereal smoke that temporarily pulled his thoughts away and gave him a moment of peace.
He frowned, looked at the lit cigarette butt, thought about the scar on Gu Qingyu's shoulder, and then pointed the cigarette butt at his arm...... Just this moment made him feel the pain of his heart.
The hot cigarette butts scorched the flesh on the arms, and you could even smell the burnt proteins... How much pain and humiliation did his son suffer in the kitchen in the back?
For the first time in his life, Shen Wenzhou faced his cowardice and incompetence and shed tears.
When Du Han received the invitation to visit Shen Wenzhou, he was a little surprised.
According to his thoughts, he wanted to reject him fiercely and humiliate him, but he thought about it carefully, and still met him, and some things were more hurtful to say to his face.
Shen Wenzhou looked at this company, which was not big or small, and said with a condescending perspective: "It seems that you have been doing well all these years. β
Du Leng looked at the invincible man opposite him with a smile, and said with a bit of self-deprecation: "Thanks to you, I still survived well, at least on my own, with my own hands." Spell out a piece of the world. β
The two of them were brothers before, at least friends, he never thought that his friend would do such a thing to him, now think about it, according to Shen Wenzhou's temper, can he keep himself? Still thinking about the love between the two of them at the beginning?
Shen Wenzhou wanted to say something apologetic, but he knew that according to his temper, he couldn't say it, and his pride didn't allow him to bow his head.
He still decided to say his purpose straight to the point, he sat at the table with his hands folded: "I don't want to say anything in a roundabout way, let's just say it, you should know that Qingyu is pregnant with my child." β
Du Han smiled: "How do you know that the child is yours, you may be a little suspicious of being amorous, you and her have been separated for a long time, I might as well tell you that the child is mine." β
His gaze was calm, as if what he was saying was the truth.
Even so, Shen Wenzhou stubbornly believed that the child must be his own. "Why should you deceive yourself, and besides, do you have any habit of raising your own son for others? I've checked the date of her pregnancy, and for a while, it's impossible for her to be with you at all. β
But as long as he thought about it, for such a long time, in fact, it was entirely possible that Gu Qingyu had already had a relationship with Du Han, and he felt that his heart was like a knife.
But no one can blame this, only himself.
Du Han knew that there was no point in continuing to lie, but said calmly: "I mind raising children for others, but it doesn't mean that I will mind raising her children for the woman I love, after all, according to my current conditions, it's not that I can't afford to raise them." β
There was clarity and clarity in his eyes that Shen Wenzhou had never had.
"I don't know what you're up to." Shen Wenzhou stood up from his seat and looked at him condescendingly, with a little sense of coercion: "I hope you can understand that I hate others being by my side the most, doing some irrelevant things, and no one can interfere with me." β
He made up his mind, Du Han approached Gu Qingyu deliberately because he had made a move against the Du family, wanting to take revenge on himself, or he didn't believe that there was such a broad-minded person in the world.
He sighed and made a gesture of concession: "Why don't we talk about a condition, I will return everything to you that used to be the Gu family, and you will return Gu Qingyu to me." β
Du Han stared at his eyes with a fearless gaze: "People who do wrong things always have to pay the price, how can you let me return what I once was, I don't blame you?" β
Shen Wenzhou called to slap the table and get up? said angrily, "Sure enough, you have ulterior intentions, in fact, why do you want to do this, I admit that what I did to the Du family is really a bit excessive... But don't forget, it's not a smart thing to hit a stone with an egg! β
Du Han didn't mean to be afraid at all, he even looked at this man with a smile, he sensed his panic, it turns out that such a cold-blooded and ruthless person will also have something he cares about, but he doesn't understand that he is waiting for that poor woman, to his child in her womb.
"You told me that all threats and exploits are useless, the important thing is that you have no way to leave the impression on Gu Qingyu, if there is no way, then I can't help."
Du Han looked at Shen Wenzhou, who was helpless against himself in front of him, and suddenly took a long breath, "If there is anything, please ask Mr. Shen to leave my company, there are still some affairs to be dealt with in my company, so I won't send it." β
Shen Wenzhou, who was ordered to be evicted, naturally didn't feel that he had any face to stay here anymore, since he stubbornly didn't want to compromise, then he naturally had other ways to deal with this matter.
However, there is one thing, Du Han is very right, in the final analysis, it is Gu Qingyu who is in charge.
Even when he saw Shen Wenzhou's embarrassed appearance, he didn't feel a little tacit understanding in his heart, and even his dejected expression when he left him made him feel sad, and even a little distressed...
Gu Qingyu is more than her own news, but she has no way not to admit that this man, the man she has loved for so many years, makes her so haunted and unforgettable.
It's not that there are too many things between them, not to mention for the time being, the marriage between Gu Qingting and Shen Wenzhou that has not yet ended, just Xiao Heng's death, this is a gully in her heart that can never be crossed.
She curled herself up in the quilt and hugged her belly, and her whole heart was crumpled with sadness. She restrained her feelings, and at the same time, she restrained the disappointment brought by the man she loved so much.
Even with such sadness, life still has to go on, and the next day she still cheered up and went to work in the restaurant, but the whole person couldn't give up.
"Sister Gu, this is flour, this part is starch, what's wrong with you? Isn't it uncomfortable? How to confuse all of this today. Xiao Zhao in the back kitchen saw that she had made a mistake with the ingredients, and hurriedly reminded.
Gu Qingyu hurriedly put down the basin in his hand: "I'm sorry, I was thinking about some messy things just now, so I ignored it, thank you for reminding me." β
Xiao Zhao grinned: "Don't worry, I don't know you yet, you have always been rigorous in doing things, if you are uncomfortable, hurry up and go to the front to rest, I see that your face is not very good today." β
The boss has said that he must take care of Sister Gu, not to mention that Sister Gu has a good temper and has no shelf, and she has taken care of herself as a newcomer before.
Gu Qingyu clearly understood that her current state was indeed not suitable for continuing to work, she walked to the lounge in front, planning to be alone and calm her thoughts.
After Du Han received the message from Xiao Zhao, he hurried over after dealing with the affairs at hand.
Gu Qingyu sat alone next to the small square table, her eyes were empty, and she didn't know what she was looking at, her thoughts had drifted far away, as if she was about to fly away at any time.
It was not the first time that Gu Qingyu had attracted Du Han's attention, before that incident happened to them, he had already understood that he had different feelings about this woman.
Appreciation, it is easy for a man to have a different affection for another woman.
It's just that he knew that after she was already Shen Wenzhou's fiancΓ©e, he withdrew his thoughts. After all, it's just an interest, and there's no need to throw away your future for the sake of this person.