Chapter 391 Unexpected
The two of them were so silent, the surroundings seemed to be quiet and abnormal, Jennifer didn't say anything, just looked at her so quietly, at this time she suddenly felt so strange in front of her, as if she had never known her, when did he start to feel that this person seemed to have changed, originally thought that he was really at ease with Su Yimo, she thought he let go, but now?
Jennifer suddenly felt very funny, it seemed that something had changed subconsciously, but she didn't expect them to get along every day, she didn't even notice anything, Jennifer was still wondering if all this was real, Rorschach didn't say a word until now, because he didn't know what to say, in fact, he had already thought about a lot of things, but he never thought that one day he would face Jennifer like this, he actually thought about everything, but he didn't think about Jennifer, he thought he could keep it a secret, but he didn't expect it.......
Maybe it was really in response to such a sentence, many things were unexpected, he really didn't know how to face Jennifer for a while, at first he could see that she was glad that he really came out, in fact, he knew that even if he didn't come out, Jennifer didn't really blame him, just helped Gu Cheng to do these things, Jennifer would never forgive him.
Jennifer sat down, she leaned back on the sofa, and never looked at Rorschach again, at this time they all maintained a tacit understanding, as if as long as one side spoke first, they exposed themselves, as if they were engaged in psychological warfare, Jennifer thought about picking up a bottle of wine and drank it, Rorschach saw her like this, and felt very uncomfortable, but he knew that it was useless for him to say anything at this time, after all, he would make her look like this, once something is done, there is no excuse to find it, the truth is so simple.
Sometimes people choose to deceive themselves, but how to fill the gap in their hearts, no one wants their closest people to suddenly turn away from themselves one day, she doesn't want to guess, as if everything has changed, and it seems that not guessing or asking seems to have made her so so.
There is this person who can't face some things, and he will make such a choice, but even so, what can he do, drinking and drinking, Jennifer couldn't help laughing, she used to think of everything so simply, that in the end it was revealed later, and it was unacceptable.
Speechless, the current situation is speechless, she doesn't know what to say to him anymore, maybe now she can only drink.
She really regrets it now, maybe some people shouldn't have met, so there wouldn't have been such a result, some encounters are not destined by God at all, in a sense, they are simply fate.
Tangled, untidy and messy, she looked at the ceiling, as if this would make her forget all this, how she wished these were all jokes that Gu Cheng and Rorschach were playing with her.
Rorschach couldn't stand it anymore, so he finally spoke, "What's the use of you doing this?" He said as if he was telling himself again, that regretting some things was useless, and that he didn't need the sympathy and understanding of others.
"yes...... It's useless, of course it's useless......" Jennifer couldn't help laughing, very gentle, as if it could warm everything up.
"What's the use? I don't have a trace of aha jue, it's you who disguise it too well, I have nothing to say......"
When she spoke, she looked very weak, as if the whole person was old in an instant, "I have no heart and no lungs, I thought I could really do it, but since a person has a heart, it is impossible for her not to think, how I hope I can forgive you like before!"
Sometimes some words are destined to hurt, but some words have to be said, Rorschach naturally understands this truth, he looked at Jennifer and said: "If you really don't want to forgive me, then don't forgive......" He never thought of asking for forgiveness from others, since Jennifer couldn't do it, he wouldn't force her.
At this time, Jennifer laughed, "You really did anything for a Gu Cheng!" Do you know she's going to ruin you! She really felt sorry for Rorschach, his connivance also pushed Gu Cheng to the edge, they were all ruining themselves.
Listening to these words, in fact, Rorschach also felt it in his heart, but he didn't want to look back, and he couldn't turn back, he looked at Jennifer and smiled faintly: "What do you know?" You don't understand anything! "Understanding this word is really too heavy, she doesn't understand, she didn't understand anything at first, but now that it's become such a situation, she still doesn't understand, it turns out that all your discomfort and grief and regret, he finally doesn't understand a sentence can really cover everything, what else can she say? Before, whenever she was in opposition to him, he said she didn't understand.
So what should she understand, she doesn't think that a relationship can go deep into the bone marrow, and she doesn't think that it can be done like this, in fact, what is left between them is no longer a relationship, what is it, it is estimated that Rorschach himself can't say clearly, "Yes, I don't understand, I always thought I knew everything, so I kept arguing with you, but now I realize that I really don't understand, I don't know when my brother started to become!" ”
Rorschach looked at Jennifer a little helpless, he didn't know how to say to her, he did have some changes that kind of invisible change, even he didn't expect it, but he didn't want to regret it, some people are obsessed to the end and are unwilling to let go, no matter what the so-called ending is.
"Let's stop talking about that, okay?" With a hint of pleading in Law's eyes, Jennifer knew that she would never really be angry with him, she sighed and smiled, "Good! With that, she put down the wine bottle and returned to her room, Jennifer at this time was unusually quiet, if she had been arguing with him in the past, she would not stop until she won her, he didn't know what happened to Jenny now, at this time Rorschach called her, "Lan Lan ......"
Jennifer looked back at him and smiled faintly, "I'm disappointed in you!" With that, there was no further thought, and she quietly returned to her room.
Rorschach knew that maybe Jennifer was really disappointed this time, he would rather her quarrel with him and make trouble with him, than she would be so quiet now, after all, he would be at a loss in this way, Jennifer was a very important person to him, he didn't want to hurt her like this, but he knew that it was useless to say anything now, when did he and Jennifer start arguing? It seems that they are arguing more than each time to leave, and after Jennifer's accident, he said that he would never make her angry again in the future, but now he has broken his promise?
He doesn't know how many times he said this to Jennifer, she is his sister, the only relative in this world, but he often forgets that she also needs to be cared for.
Rorschach's mind is very confused now, he doesn't know how Jennifer knew about this, could it be Gu Cheng? But he believed her, after all, he helped her, how could she never tell Jennifer these things, besides, Gu Cheng had disappeared since he came back, and he had never seen her, so it was impossible for Jennifer to see her, so what was going on? Could it be Su Yimo and them, it is also possible to say this, after all, if he does something like that, Su Yimo will forgive him, he wants to do this, so that he will not be soft on Su Yimo.
Sometimes this kind of self-comfort can often make you very comfortable, and it also makes an excuse for yourself to escape, in fact, many people are used to escaping.......
On this road, people often are in a hurry, but they have to insist, after all, they all have their own goals, so they will do their best, no matter what the ending is, he has to go on, seeing Jennifer like this, in fact, Rorschach thinks maybe it's a good thing, he knows Jennifer's temperament, he will give her enough time to digest these contents.
At this time, Gu Cheng suddenly called him, Rorschach never thought that Gu Cheng would suddenly come to him at this time, after he answered the phone, Gu Cheng said that he would make an appointment with him to meet somewhere, so Rorschach prepared for a while, and went out, and it was also at that time that the door of Jennifer's room suddenly opened, and she looked at the back of Rorschach leaving a little stunned.
Rorschach didn't know what Gu Cheng was suddenly looking for him, but he still got to the place as soon as possible, it was a restaurant, it looked chic, Gu Cheng was sitting in the quietest corner, Rorschach walked over and sat down opposite her, he looked at her and didn't seem to be too good, she looked a lot thinner, so he asked with concern, "What's wrong with you?" Gu Cheng couldn't help laughing when he saw him, but he looked so pale and weak, "You're here, I'm here to tell you, Jennifer came to me, but I feel like she should know something, although I didn't tell her about you, but she should have guessed!" With that, she laughed even more, as if everything had nothing to do with her, but Rorschach knew that her smile was not really happy.
At this time, Gu Cheng said again: "Are you satisfied?" As if asking, but sounding a little sarcastic, Rorschach seemed to understand the questions, and finally laughed, "Didn't I do all this for you!" ”
"For me?" Gu Cheng couldn't help but shake her head, she looked at Rorschach, and suddenly said for a long time: "What are you doing for yourself, you know in your heart, if you always use my banner, Rorschach, we are just a cooperative relationship, but you don't have to put me to death!" ”
Hearing Gu Cheng say this, a mocking smile appeared on the corner of Rorschach's mouth, he looked at Gu Cheng as if he was looking at an idiot, he said: "Your current situation doesn't seem to be so bad, it seems that you are doing well, why is it not good for someone to raise you?" ”
"Rorschach, you demon! I shouldn't have believed you, I shouldn't! ”