Zhang Meishou was originally sitting on the couch in the inner room cutting paper, and when he heard that Zhang Meixian was coming, he put down the scissors in his hand and went to the outer hall.

"Second sister."

When Zhang Meixian saw Zhang Meishou, she smiled, raised the oil paper bag in her hand, and said, "Your favorite sesame shortbread is still hot." ”

Zhang Meishou didn't expect to see such a bright and unintentional smiling face.

In her impression, she hadn't seen such a brisk eldest sister for a long time.

She asked Ah Li to come forward and take the things, and asked with a smile: "The eldest sister went to Xishi Street?" ”

Let people sit on one side.

Zhang Meixian sat down, nodded and said: "I went, I ate a bowl of Yangchun noodles that I loved when I was young, although I haven't eaten it for some years, but it still tastes like that, and it hasn't changed at all." ”

He quipped again: "It's the vegetable leaf, and if you count it, it's still four, one is not much, and one is not much." ”

Zhang Meishou laughed when he heard it, looking at her relaxed expression without a trace, but he was thinking in his heart.

According to her experience, the eldest sister can have such a change, under normal circumstances, there should be two possibilities-

First, Xu was enlightened, really figured it out, and let it go.

Second...... But it is similar to the "return to the light" of a seriously ill person - perhaps because he has some bad and resolute plans in his heart.

Of course, what she would like to see is the first one.

"I heard that the eldest sister went out to make incense, and I thought that I left it in the temple to eat, and I went to Xishi Street."

"No, no matter how delicious the food in the temple is, it can't compare to a bowl of Yangchun noodles."

Zhang Meixian stood up at the right time and said, "Second sister, let's go inside to talk." ”

Zhang Meishou willed, so he didn't let the maid follow up.

"I'm not afraid of the second sister's jokes - I went to Dayongchang Temple today, and I wanted to make it clear to him." Zhang Meixian smiled and sighed, and said a little self-deprecatingly: "But guess what? ”

After that, there was no need to guess Zhang Meishou, so he said: "He doesn't even want to see me." ”

What the attitude is, it can no longer be obvious.

However, it would be nice to be so neat and tidy.

Zhang Meishou then understood what was going on.

She originally thought that the eldest sister would return home so late, and she didn't know if she had a long talk with the monk, but she didn't see it at all, so she went to Xishi Street to eat noodles and buy sesame shortbread for her......

"What are the plans of the eldest sister now?"

"According to him, and according to my own heart."

Zhang Meixian's tone was calm, and there was not much unwillingness in her heart.

Don't tell her anything about "I'm afraid of implicating her", "I'm afraid I can't give her a stable life" - when she listens to the play, what she is most tired of is this kind of nesty and slimy bridge.

Every time I hear it, I can't wait to punch the man and knock him out.

cough, of course, maybe people don't do this at all, but they are just worried that if their identity is already known to her, too much contact will bring disadvantage to him.

She has also roughly figured out this these days.

Her entanglement, for him, is really only a disadvantage but not a benefit.

In life, love is never everything, he changed his name and surname, concealed his identity, and had his own plans.

If self-righteousness persuades him to let go of hatred and past, it may not be to redeem him, but to suppress it selfishly.

He has things he has to do, she can't stop it, she can't help it, and even companionship will be a drag.

dragged him down, dragged herself, don't talk about it, but if she drags down the Zhang family, she will never die.

He is not only himself, but also a descendant of the Bai family.

The same goes for her.

Everyone, every identity, has their own responsibilities, even if it is not for others, just for their own peace of mind, that is to be done.

Besides, her temperament was here, and when she saw that her grandmother and aunt were worried about her, her heart was as uncomfortable as if she had been stabbed.

She thought about it, if she really turned her back on everything and insisted on reluctantly, she would have a result with him, and she would not be happy.

On the contrary, you will spend this life with guilt.

Therefore, if you don't have that hard heart, it's better to save effort.

And, if there is enjoyment, there must be a commitment - this sentence she heard by chance when the second sister taught Heling and Trillium.

It was only then that she truly felt a sense of identity.

Ahem, in this way, fortunately, when she said the big sentence "As long as he says a word, I can wait for as long as I want", the other party did not agree or hesitated, if not...... She's going to go back on her word and become a shameful emotional liar.

Therefore, a woman's heart is needle-piercing, and she can't believe it easily......

"After that, he quietly and quietly comprehended the Buddha's path, and I also lived my own peaceful life." Zhang Meixian finally said: "I feel that this should be regarded as the fulfillment of each other. ”

As for that little bit of unease, secretly put it in the bottom of my heart, and remember it once or twice a year, it is sour and obscure, and it has a different taste-

Compared with the situation of insisting on seeking a result, hitting the head and bleeding, and then blaming himself with remorse, and even resenting each other day by day, it is needless to say which one is more comfortable.

Zhang Meishou thought about it, although he didn't know what kind of mental journey the eldest sister had experienced, he still had a little admiration in his heart.

"It is certainly not easy for ordinary people to turn their backs on the world, make a desperate bet, and do not ask about the way back." She looked at Zhang Meixian and said: "But I think that the eldest sister can have such a decision and understanding, which is the real courage." ”

There is no compassion for others, and even being able to let go and accept it calmly, and regard this as fulfillment, such a state is really difficult for ordinary women to compare.

"The second sister praised it." Zhang Meixian was a little embarrassed, but couldn't help but say: "I'm ashamed to say it, all along, it was the second sister who set a good example for me." If this matter were changed to the second sister, she would definitely be able to do more than a hundred times more than me-"

At this point, the voice stopped abruptly.

Phew, ......!

What to change, you can't change it, the second sister will definitely be able to marry happily, and marry smoothly and smoothly, how can you get such bad luck!

Zhang Meixian hurriedly remedied it in her heart.

But he still felt that it was far from enough, so he hurriedly said: "Second sister, don't take it seriously, I'm talking fast for a while-"

As he spoke, he patted the corners of his mouth regretfully, got up again and said, "I'll go back and burn incense!" ”

After all, she was the one who cursed the former Ministry of Rites to death!

Zhang Meixian has always been apprehensive about this matter.

Zhang Meishou couldn't react to what she said wrong, and walked out like her eldest sister.

When he walked outside the curtain, he suddenly turned his head and confessed: "Sesame shortbread, eat it while it's hot!" ”

The corners of Zhang Meishou's mouth curled, and he nodded with a smile.

……

Since then, Mrs. Zhang's mood has improved day by day.

The Song family has been busy carefully selecting candidates for Zhang Meixian recently.

On this day, after she came back from the street with Zhang Meixian, she was furious.