Text Chapter 201: One Dream and Three Lives 5
Chapter 201
No matter what Su Li said, he was interrupted by Lin Ling, and even walking to Su Rui's side was a luxury, so he could only watch Su Rui and Lin Jia pass by him.
Lin Ling didn't want to be with Su Li, or rather, he was not a person who was all the way with Su Li, there was nothing to talk to, if it wasn't for his sister, Lin Ling wouldn't be so close to Su Li.
"Let's go over there and have a look." It wasn't until Su Rui and Lin Jia walked away that Lin Ling let go of Su Li's arm, and pointed to the position on the other side with some embarrassment.
If it's even more embarrassing to stand here all the time, it's better to walk around, maybe it can ease the awkward atmosphere.
Su Li was in a trance, and kept looking at Su Rui's back as he walked away, and when the eldest brother and other women left, Su Li's heart was very uncomfortable.
Lin Ling and Su Li didn't like each other, but they had no choice but to follow the bustling street, no one talked to anyone, and each looked at the surrounding scenery.
Su Rui and Lin Jia talked and laughed and walked to the place of the lanterns, and there were some charade activities, looking at Lin Jia was very happy with a lotus lantern, Su Rui squeezed forward, thinking hard about those anagrams.
"Congratulations to Childe." The vendor smiled and handed Su Rui the lotus lantern, which was the prize for the charade.
Su Rui carefully took the lantern, squeezed out of the crowd, and handed the intact lantern to Lin Jia, the weather was a little cold, but Su Rui's face was dripping with a little sweat.
"What a beautiful lantern." Lin Jia had been standing outside the crowd, watching Su Rui squeeze in just now, not knowing what was going on, until Su Rui came out with the lantern, he understood Su Rui's intentions, took the lantern, and was very happy.
Lin Jia held the lantern in her hand, looked at the lively scenes around her, and talked to Su Rui from time to time, looking very warm and harmonious.
Passing by the place where the lion danced, when I looked up, I saw Mu Yan and Yin Chenglu standing beside them.
The previous things may not be so pleasant, but it has been so long, and Yin Chenglu and Su Rui's eyes met together, and they both responded with smiles, which can be regarded as erasing the previous things.
On such a day, Yin Yufu did not participate with the horse, at this hour, it was already in Pengcheng, the unmissable opera and lantern festival, Yin Yufu still chose to let the horse accompany her to Pengcheng.
Almost all the people on the street were in pairs, Su Rui and Yin Chenglu said a few words, and when they saw that their sister was doing well now, they were relieved, and they each took the beauties around them to see elsewhere.
And all this was seen by Su Qi, Su Qi had nothing to do, he originally wanted to come out and walk around, who knew that what came out was all together, only he was alone, and no one was with him.
Everywhere Su Qi went, there was laughter and laughter everywhere, and there were many young boys and girls in pairs, playing in front of the lanterns together, which set off Su Qi's loneliness even more.
No one accompanied Su Qi out, and no one cared if he was accompanied, Su Qi stood under a thick tree, looking at the lively scenes around him, Su Qi felt that no matter what he did, it seemed that he couldn't fit in.
The lantern overhead was constantly swaying by the wind, and Su Qi stood under the lantern with half of his face in the light, and the other half of his face in the shadows, and he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.
Not far from Su Qi were Su Rui and Lin Jia, the two of them got together intimately, I didn't know what to say, Lin Jia occasionally raised her head, and the smile on her face was even brighter and moving.
The sourness in Su Qi's heart became more and more powerful, which point was worse than Su Rui, why didn't Su Rui have it!
The resentment in his heart was full, Su Qi's face was ugly, and the vendors around him who were pushing and selling things looked at Su Qi a little scary, and they didn't dare to approach, so they went around one after another, not touching their brows.
This Lantern Festival passed, some people were happy and some were sad, until he returned to Su Mansion, Su Li was sullen, and kept watching Su Rui and Lin Jia in love, but Su Li could only watch, but there was no way to separate the two people.
On the way back to Su Mansion, Su Li's mouth moved a few times, looking at Su Rui's handsome face, and he couldn't help but want to tell Su Rui that big secret several times.
"What's wrong?" After playing all night, Su Rui was a little tired, and after sending the Lin sisters home, he leaned on the carriage, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Su Li's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, and asked.
To say or not to say?
Su Li felt that he couldn't hide this matter anymore, and he couldn't wait to tell Su Rui about himself now, tell Su Rui all his thoughts, and tell Su Rui that he wanted to stand by his side in a bright and bright way, and accompany him to see the prosperity of the world.
I didn't know how to say it, Su Li hesitated for a long time, and didn't say a reason, and Su Rui, who was sitting beside Su Li, was really tired, and before Su Li's answer, he fell asleep.
"I actually ......" Su Li mustered up the courage to say this, but as soon as he opened his mouth, he looked up and saw that Su Rui had already fallen asleep with his eyes closed, and the unfinished words were choked in his throat.
Su Li looked at Su Rui's sleeping face blankly, his hand seemed to have some magic power, and he involuntarily stretched out his hand next to Su Rui's face, and almost touched Su Rui's face.
"Young Master, Miss, it's here." The coachman parked the carriage at the gate of the Sioux house, grabbed the reins, and shouted to the people inside.
Su Li was less than a finger away, he touched Su Rui's face, heard the sudden sound, his hand trembled, and he quickly withdrew his hand, pretending to be nothing, but the slight panic on his face was too late to hide.
Shocked by the sound outside, Su Rui woke up from his dream, his body sat upright suddenly, his eyes opened, and he looked around in confusion, his consciousness was not awake for a while, and he couldn't react to what was going on.
"Huh?" Su Rui's voice was a little hoarse, he didn't regain consciousness, he didn't know what was going on, and he didn't even know where he was now.
"Big brother, we're home." Su Li still didn't say that thing, but rolled up the curtain and said to Su Rui.
"Okay." Su Rui rubbed his forehead, didn't see the change in the expression on Su Li's face, nodded, and prepared to go out.
Sleepless all night, Su Li tossed and turned on the bed, there was no sleepiness at all, his legs and feet were a little sore because of the long walk, Su Li's eyes kept looking at the moonlight that fell on the ground, and the thoughts in his heart were full of thoughts.
No matter what, you must find an opportunity to make it clear to your eldest brother, you must get a definite answer, whether the answer will make you feel excited or despairing, at least if you know the answer, your heart will not be as uneasy and floating around as you are now.
After the Lantern Festival, everything is back to its original life, stable and unfluctuating, and living as plain as water.
Su Li has always been in a trance for the past two days, no matter what he does, he is absent-minded, and he doesn't know what's going on.
The Ding family is already busy, and after a few festivals, the Ding family can be regarded as having time to breathe, and it is a little strange to see Su Li's soulless appearance.
"What are you thinking, eat well first." Ding didn't want to say anything, but he couldn't help it, Su Li held the bowl in his hand, and the rice in it was basically not touched.
"I'm not hungry yet." Su Li came back to his senses, looked at the dishes on the table and had no appetite, and was thinking about how to explain that matter to Su Rui.
Su Li put down the dishes and chopsticks, and was about to go out, there were some things in his heart, those things couldn't be completed, and he didn't have any thoughts about doing anything.
"You haven't eaten much in the past few days, what's going on?" Ding was a little worried about Su Li's body, and if it went on like this, Su Li's body would have problems.
Su Li had no way to explain his current situation to his mother, and was a little upset, "When I'm hungry, I'll naturally eat, I don't have an appetite now, I'll go back first." ”
Back in the house, Su Li locked himself inside, and he didn't know what he should do, walking around the house, he couldn't stop for a moment, he couldn't help but want to explain to Su Rui, and finally endured it for so many days.
Who knew that during the Lantern Festival two days ago, seeing Su Rui and Lin Jia's loving appearance in front of him deeply stimulated Su Li, and for a moment, Su Li didn't even want to hold back this secret.
After about four or five circles in the house, he finally made up his mind to tell this matter, Su Li grew up with Su Rui since he was a child, and naturally believed in Su Rui wholeheartedly, even if he told him about it, Su Li believed that he would not say it.
As soon as he made up his mind, Su Li couldn't sit still, pushed open the door, and walked anxiously towards Su Rui's room.
"Where's the big brother?" Su Li walked into the courtyard, but he didn't see Su Rui's shadow, and pulled the guard guarding the door and asked.
"The eldest young master has gone to practice martial arts, and he will be back in a while, do you want the third young lady to go to the house and wait for a while?" The guard pointed outside and said to Su Li.
"yes, okay." Su Li nodded, pressed his thoughts, pushed the room open, walked in, sat on the chair in the room, and kept knocking his fingers on the table.
If Su Rui was not there, Su Li would have left, but now Su Li couldn't help but want to say it, and he couldn't bear it for a moment, so he could only sit inside and wait for Su Rui to come back.
When Su Rui came back from outside, his clothes were completely wet with sweat, he took the clean white hand towel, wiped the sweat on his head, and handed the sword in his hand to the guard on the side.
"Big young master, the third young lady is here, and now she is waiting in the house." The guard at the door lowered his head slightly and said to Su Rui.
"Okay." Su Rui was a little curious, why did Su come to find him at this hour, he had just finished breakfast, could there be anything, with doubts, Su Rui pushed open the door and went in.
Su Li heard the sound of pushing open the door, his back tightened unconsciously, his teeth bit his lower lip tightly, and he didn't turn his head for a long time.
"Why did you come so early, is there something going on?" Usually, when Su Li came to look for him, it was in the afternoon, but this time he came so early, Su Rui couldn't help but guess.
Su Li turned his back to Su Rui, took a few deep breaths, suppressed his thoughts, and covered the expression on his face before slowly turning around.
"I'm just a little bored, so I'll come to play with my eldest brother, and my eldest brother won't dislike it." Su Li pulled a smile on his face, tried to be natural, and said with a little coquettishness.
"If you like to come, you can come often, how can the eldest brother not welcome it." Su Rui didn't think too much, sat opposite Su Li, smiled and said.