Rhodes always wrote to talk about Gu Tan's life in the previous five years, but stopped at a critical moment.

Lu Mofeng could see from his words how dangerous Gu Tian's situation was at that time.

Although Gu Tian is safe and sound now, Lu Mofeng still wants to know how she survived.

Lu Mofeng stared at the last few lines and knew that he could only wait for Rod's next letter.

He missed out on more than just five years.

Even if she finds Gu Tian at that time, it will only bring her more damage.

Lu Mofeng didn't regret Su Yan's matter, but now that he thinks about it, it is really karma, and the cause planted must always taste the bitter fruit by himself.

……

After the children came, Gu Tian and Lu Mofeng couldn't sleep in the same room, she rested in the guest room next to her.

I didn't fall asleep for half a day, and slowly walked to the balcony.

There was a smell of smoke blowing along the wind, Gu Tian turned his head to look over, Lu Mofeng was standing on the balcony, with a half-half cigarette in his hand.

When did he start smoking, Gu Tian looked at his face, and there was a feeling of indescribability in the smoke.

Lu Mofeng turned his head and saw Gu Tian, put out the cigarette and put it in the ashtray.

"How can you smoke?" Gu Tian looked at him and asked.

"Tobacco is a paralyzing thing." Lu Mofeng's eyes didn't have any emotion, he just said, "I need a little paralysis sometimes." ”

Lu Mofeng is indifferent and powerful, this is something that everyone knows. No matter what time it is, he is always unfazed.

Gu Tian has been by his side since he was a child, and even in his most difficult times, he did not have a trace of fatigue.

And at this time, Lu Mofeng said that he needed a little paralysis.

Gu Tian stood on the balcony and looked at him, her heart knot couldn't be opened.

Hatred is like a seed that sprouts when put in the heart. But the seed in her heart could not grow, only rotted.

Lu Mofeng and Gu Tian were separated by a balcony distance, and they looked at each other quietly.

Lu Mofeng suddenly smiled, and the indifferent man's smile was especially charming.

"Baby, I'll let it go." Lu Mofeng said with a smile, "Go live with Rhodes, you will be happy." ”

Gu Tian looked at his smile, and tears fell down all of a sudden.

This was the first time she had seen Lu Mofeng smile like this, as if the hospital bed had melted.

His blood gave him a noble status, but it also flowed cold and ruthless blood in his body.

Gu Tian confessed to Lu Mofeng at the age of sixteen, and it has been ten years. At that time, he was also laughing, but it was a shallow smile, as if with a cold fragrance.

Now he was also smiling, his smile was very bright, but Gu Tian was crying uncomfortably.

"So what do you do?" Gu Tian looked at him with tears in his eyes, and said in a choked voice.

"Ten or twenty years, it will go on." Lu Mofeng looked relaxed, "Life is like that, you see, you have been gone for five years, am I still very good?" ”

What the hell is good, do you think I don't know anything?

I lost so much weight and learned to smoke. I was very drunk and had severe allergies and lay in the hospital for a month before I came out.

I stay in the office every day and work day and night, and I always travel around.

Can't sleep at night, standing on the balcony blowing the cold wind.

Is this called a good life?

Lu Mofeng, do you really think that I don't know anything? When Yinguang said it to me word by word, do you know how I feel?

Gu Tian sat on the floor and tilted his head.

The summer afternoon sky is blue, blue, sadly tuned.

She has had a messy relationship in the past five years because of illness, but Lu Mofeng is also like living in dire straits.

Sometimes life is so helpless, missing a little bit, time flies by and stays at a certain moment, a look, ah, it turns out that I missed so much.

Perhaps when Gu Tian was eighty years old, recalling the scene of her crying on the balcony, he felt that time was far away.

She would say to Wuwu, "When my mother was young, she loved someone very much, but she couldn't be together. Worry-free, love is helpless. Life can only go on without looking back. ”

But she didn't understand this truth yet, so she could only cry helplessly. Somewhere in her heart is rotten, she can't bear her love with Lu Mofeng.

Maybe Rhodes can help her forget, but what about the future. That was unfair to Lu Mofeng, she could only leave.

Yubai and Wuwu are five years old, and they were raised by Rhodes. Luci Weide's bloodline was too cold, and Gu Tian knew too well that it would be difficult for the two children to accept Lu Mofeng.

When she was sick, Yubai and worry-free were in her eyes. They felt that it was caused by Lu Mofeng, and they had always rejected him.

So the two children knew that Rhodes was not their biological father, but never mentioned it.

Gu Tian is a mother first, and then a person who loves Lu Mofeng, she has to consider Yubai and worry-free.

Lu Mofeng looked at Gu Tian and cried bitterly, his expression was very calm.

Gu Tian followed him at the age of eight and confessed to him at the age of sixteen. Reunited at the age of twenty-two, he became the mother of his children at the age of twenty-seven.

Little girls, little girls, big girls, little women.

Gu Tian's twenty years of life, her best years, all belong to Lu Mofeng.

In this way, they also gather less and leave more.

Lu Mofeng saw Gu Tian in a white dress in the United States, it was a tragedy.

In the end, they ended in tragedy.

Who would have thought of such a result.

Sometimes, Lu Mofeng recalled whether he had ever hated anyone in his life.

Lu Cheng abandoned him and Mo Hua for the sake of Su Yan. At that time, Mo Hua cried hysterically and wanted him to beg Lu Cheng to stay.

In fact, he was quite calm at that time, and leaving or staying was just a choice. In this life, there is no eternal stay.

So he didn't hate Lu Cheng's departure.

Later, Mo Hua went crazy for a while, didn't give him food, and beat him. He was always scarred in those two years, and he didn't hate Mo Hua, but his heart was cold.

Mo Hua is just a poor woman who has been hurt emotionally, and there is nothing to hate.

When Lu Mofeng was taken away by his grandfather, Mo Hua cried and said sorry to him, but he didn't speak.

Later, his grandfather asked him, "Mo, do you hate her and don't want to forgive him?" ”

"No, I just think he's pitiful." When Lu Mofeng was young, he was already so indifferent.

"Sure enough, it's a Ludwig child." Old Lucived just smiled and didn't say anything.

It is estimated that he didn't expect that one of the children he admired the cultivation most would give up the surname Luci Weide for Gu Tian and settle in Beicheng.

When Rhodes found Gu Tian on the balcony, Lu Mofeng was no longer there.