Chapter 182: You Can Choose to Hate Me
Yan Lie said, "You can't go back with me for the time being. ”
Ye Yaqi looked up at him violently, but another female voice interjected.
"Your Majesty, it's time to go back." Chrissy stood beside Yan Lie, her voice becoming seductive, and she kept staring at Yan Lie, smiling bewitchingly.
The two who also have Shenglan's excellent genes stand together, and they are so compatible.
On closer inspection, Chrissy's hair had become longer, and her golden hair was as smooth and dazzling as gold satin.
Suddenly thinking of her previous provocation, Ye Yaqi's heart suddenly sank, and she couldn't help but tighten her fists.
It was she who took it lightly, thinking that Chrissy was just a homosexual, and that it was impossible for her to have any development with Yan Lie.
Now it seems that she was so wrong!
But her mistakes in other ways can't be a reason for Chrissy to snatch love!
Taking a deep breath, Ye Yaqi smiled and said, "If you are afraid that I will not be able to withstand the scolding of Madame Rose, then you are also underestimating me, and you have forgotten our agreement?" ”
Yan Lie's body stiffened obviously, and then he said: "Xiaoya is sick and can't stand the fatigue of the journey." ”
Ye Yaqi still kept smiling: "I will take good care of Xiaoya in the next few days, and when she is well, our family can be reunited." She bit the word 'family', and at the same time, out of the corner of her eye, she saw Chrissy's displeasured expression.
She is not alone now, she still has Xiaoya, and Xiaoya also needs a complete and happy family, she will not give up easily!
"Whatever you want." Yan Lie said and turned to leave.
Ye Yaqi tensed up and watched them go away, until they disappeared in front of her eyes, and she gradually relaxed herself.
Dragging heavy steps into the ward, Ye Yaqi just sat down, like a deflated ball, lying on the sofa.
I kept telling myself to be strong and not to be cranky, but I still had in my head what Chrissy said: hot muscles are tempting......
Yan Lie is not an exhibitionist, how can he be naked in front of his subordinates?
She had reassured herself countless times that they were facing each other day and night, especially on that ship, and that she could see that his body was normal.
However, she still couldn't help thinking that they must have something, otherwise Chrissy would not have been so bold to provoke her.
They must have something!
Suddenly, Xiaoya's cry sounded in her ears, interrupting her vicious circle of thoughts.
Ye Yaqi became more and more upset, and said hurriedly: "Mary will take care of Xiaoya for me, I ......"
"What did you just tell the boss?" Mary's voice was cold.
Ye Yaqi hurriedly looked at her, but met her hot eyes: "Originally, I thought you were showing signs of a depressive episode, but now it doesn't seem to be the case at all, you are cowardly and you are afraid of losing the boss, but you don't know what you are doing now will push him further!" ”
Mary's words of reproach echoed in Ye Yaqi's ears, knocking heavily on her heart.
She's right, she's cowardly, she's afraid of losing him, the more afraid she is, the more chaotic she is, and the more chaotic she is, the more stupid she has to do!
The pain that had been accumulating for a long time finally found a breakthrough, and she simply let go and said freely: "I don't want to lose him, but what can I do?" He has a capable and beautiful woman by his side who can help him, what should I do?! ”
Before she could finish speaking, Mary laughed: "Don't you feel less terrible when you say something you're afraid of?" ”
Ye Yaqi was slightly stunned, and suddenly felt that Mary's words had come true, and the things that were pressing on her heart just now were poured out, and her chest was not so uncomfortable.
As if seeing a savior, she slowly looked at Mary and asked in a low voice, "Mary, what should I do now?" ”
"Be yourself." Mary said solemnly.
The two looked at each other for a moment, Mary didn't give her extra time to think, and said, "Come and hug Xiaoya, don't talk about children, we adults are sick and we all crave the comfort of our relatives." ”
Ye Yaqi suddenly woke up, quickly came to the hospital bed and picked up Xiaoya, affectionately pressed her little face, and murmured: "Xiaoya baby, it's all mother's fault, mother shouldn't leave you alone, my good baby, get better quickly!" ”
Xu felt the warmth of her mother, Xiaoya's crying gradually became smaller, and finally fell asleep peacefully under her mother's care.
In the next few days, Ye Yaqi adhered to her duties as a mother and took care of Xiaoya considerately.
It is also such an inseparable care that Ye Yaqi truly realized the great responsibility of being a mother, especially after being trained by the doctor, she reflected on herself more deeply.
The doctor said that children are so young that they will get sick because adults do not take good care of them.
This can't be blamed on Mary, she is alone with two children, there will definitely be times of negligence.
Fortunately, Xiaoya is very well-behaved, and she will obediently take the medicine she feeds.
A week later, Xiaoya had a re-examination and had recovered.
After learning the news, Ye Yaqi finally dialed Yan Lie's phone, and he quickly answered it, and asked in the first sentence: "Is Xiaoya okay?" ”
"Alright, we're finally going home." Ye Yaqi couldn't help but say excitedly.
"I'll send someone to fetch you."
"No—"
"At three o'clock this afternoon, on the top floor of the Imperial Building, Admiralty will come." It's an irresistible tone.
"I ......"
"I'm going to a meeting soon, and I'll talk about it in the evening." His salty and non-salty tone made Ye Yaqi feel a little lost.
Ye Yaqi arrived at the top floor of the Emperor Mansion on time, Xiao Ya was already asleep at that time, she hugged the quiet Xiao Ya, and couldn't help but ask Jin Zhong: "What did he hide from me this time?" ”
Because of his hunch, he let himself return to Shenglan later for a purpose.
Maybe he took advantage of this gap to do something that he couldn't let her know.
She had a strong hunch, so she couldn't help but ask.
But she didn't expect Admiralty to tell herself, but she didn't know......
"Now General Chrissy is His Majesty's side concubine." Admiralty was blunt, and a trace of worry appeared on his face that had not changed for thousands of years.
She knew it......
At this moment, Ye Yaqi only felt that she had fallen into a bottomless abyss, and the cold wind continued to seep into her body, making her tremble uncontrollably.
For a long time, she pinched her thigh fiercely, and the pain in her heart could calm her down temporarily.
"Why?"
"Your Majesty will give you the answer." I don't know if it's her hallucination, but she heard Admiralty's sigh.
How hard is it for him to be like this?
Ye Yaqi didn't dare to think about it anymore.
Looking down at Xiao Ya, who had a quiet sleeping appearance, Ye Yaqi tried to comfort herself, now she can't mess with herself!
And every minute and every second on the plane is a torment for her!
She just wanted to see Yan Lie soon, and asked him in person, why did he do this!
Worried that her grief and anger would hurt Xiaoya, she handed Xiaoya to Avris who came with her.
Xiaoya still seems to recognize Avris and plays with her obediently.
For the next six hours, Ye Yaqi sat upright, stubbornly thinking about all possibilities.
And when she really faced the flames, she was not as sad and angry as she imagined, and asked him why.
Waiting until the middle of the night, Ye Yaqi waited until Yan Lie came back, he seemed to be very tired, and after bathing, he fell asleep.
And all his actions made Ye Yaqi's heart ache even more.
Not wanting to let herself be so cranky anymore, she fell beside him and asked, "Why do you want Chrissy to be your concubine?" ”
"It's a reward for her." He thought for a moment before answering, but he still cherished the words as gold.
"Can you tell me more about it?" Ye Yaqi was a little annoyed, sat up, and asked with her eyebrows.
"I'm tired."
After listening to what he said, Ye Yaqi crossed a voice in her heart: You are finished.
The sound was like a magic sound, circulating in her brain.
Sleepless all night, she sat in front of the bed until dawn.
He seemed to be sleeping deeply, not noticing that something was wrong with her.
Feeling that there was movement on the bed, Ye Yaqi suddenly turned around, a pair of bloodshot eyes went straight to Yanlie, and then hurriedly said, "You can tell me now!" ”
Her hoarse voice, almost crying, exposed her vulnerability.
Yan Lie frowned slightly, got up and got out of bed.
She caught up with him and begged, "I don't want to live my life so inexplicably, even if I die, I have to die blindly!" In the last sentence, she said it with great difficulty, as if her voice could not bear the weight of the words.
Feeling that his back was obviously stiff, Ye Yaqi said again: "Tell me, why is all this!" ”
Yan Lie tilted his head slightly, and said indifferently: "What if you know, everything has happened, you can choose to hate me." ”
And every word he said was undoubtedly a sharp blade, which cut her heart fiercely, blood flowed everywhere, and the flesh and blood were blurred!
Looking down at the puddle of tears on the ground, Ye Yaqi could faintly see the face of her loser, so pale, so ridiculous, so she smiled: "Do you still love me?" ”
"Love."
"Then why should I hate you?"
“……”
After a long silence, he said, "Now only hatred can sustain our relationship." This sentence sounds so helpless and sad.
But Ye Yaqi was unconscious, she was immersed in the quagmire of pain and couldn't extricate herself, no matter what he said, it was torture for her.
It's impossible for her to share a husband with another woman!
"I'm tired too." Ye Yaqi chuckled, "Let's get a divorce, so that she can still be a princess, and it will be good for you and me." ”
Yan Lie clenched his fists: "Impossible. ”
"Since you married her, you should be able to anticipate my choice." Ye Yaqi looked up at the back of his neck steadily, although his eyes were full of tears, he was still firm, "I'd rather go back to Gucheng and find a poor person to spend the rest of my life with than stay in such a cage for the rest of my life!" ”
Yan Lie turned around suddenly, grabbed her wrist, gritted his teeth, and said, "Unless I die!" Unless I die......" He repeated, as if there was still something to say, but slowly let go of her hand and walked silently to the bathroom.
Ye Yaqi smiled bitterly, bitter tears overflowed from her eyes unscrupulously, and the words of desperation were on her lips, she didn't vomit or be unhappy: "Do you think you can threaten me now?" Don't forget, Yin Xia Zhi failed, Gu Cheng is the biggest, I don't need to rely on anyone to live. ”
Taking a deep breath, Yan Lie clenched the doorknob tightly, then turned it, and said at the same time, "You just try." ”