"I just did a test and found that the cancer cells had metastasized to the lymph.

This child has to be strong, and she doesn't squeak in pain until she can't bear it anymore before she tells her mother that her mother led her directly to us, thinking it's still a breast problem. ”

"How?"

"What it looks like in the middle and late stages."

Li Chengan subconsciously looked at Su Yihuan, the latter's face was a little pale, and his hands trembled slightly, after all, he was also a person who had experienced life and death, and his face was still a little calm, he stepped forward and grabbed her shoulder and patted her gently.

Su Yihuan entered the examination room, Lele smiled happily when she saw her coming, and waved at her: "Aunt Su, you are here." ”

"Yes, you didn't tell me when you came, and asked my uncle to inform me." She bent down and pinched Lele's face, the child's face was yellow and thin, and he looked malnourished at first glance, and Bacheng was the most sensible existence at home.

Lele pursed her lips and smiled embarrassedly, then beckoned to her to come closer, and whispered into her ear: "Let me tell you, my mother has a baby, they say it's a little brother, and if my mother doesn't let me tell others, I'll tell you." ”

Su Yihuan's heart sank, Lele's family originally belonged to a poor household, and the previous treatment of her illness was already a sense of déjà vu that hollowed out the family, and now that she has a child, and maybe it's a boy, then their family will definitely be preserved, and I'm afraid that one of the children will be given up, and Lele is the one who was given up.

She couldn't bear it.

"Lele, you follow my brother first, can I go and talk to your mother about something?"

Lele nodded, and when Su Yihuan turned around, she grabbed the corner of her clothes again and asked softly, "Auntie, am I going to die?" ”

Su Yihuan's heart was sour, and she touched her head: "No." ”

"If so, can you tell my mom and ask her to buy me a balloon, I want to go with it."

Lele liked balloons when she was hospitalized before, and Cheng Ming bought a bunch of them to celebrate her discharge from the hospital.

"Okay." At this moment, as if she had escaped, she walked out of the clinic door quickly, and then sat next to Lele's mother, and asked in a low voice, "What are you going to do?" ”

Lele's mother choked up: "Doctor Su, it's not that we don't want to save this child, it's that we really don't have any money." ”

The hospital is a bottomless pit, as long as you enter the hospital and want to climb out, you have to use money to climb out, and you have to climb out with money, but in such a family, death may be the best relief.

Li Chengan walked over from the side, the moment he knew the news just now, he went to call, he motioned for Su Yihuan to come over, and then gave her a haircut, and said softly: "I just called the director of the oncology department, they said that they can reduce part of the fee, you also know that there is little hope for lymphatic metastasis, what can be done is to let the child walk slower, but they can't afford a lot, after all, the department cost is also limited, and there are not a few people with cancer, and it is impossible to save everyone." ”

His meaning was very clear, let Su Yihuan give up.

Su Yihuan covered her face and bent down, her eyes were already red when she raised her head: "Cheng'an, she is still so young, if she is an aunt of fifty or sixty years old today, then I may not be so sad, she ......"

She didn't say any more.

What she wants to say is that this child is so young, he hasn't seen the world well, he hasn't studied hard to be admitted to college, he hasn't been in love, he hasn't enjoyed the feeling of being cared for, and it's so sad to just leave. 139

That night, Lele was arranged to be hospitalized, Su Yihuan got off the night shift and bought something to see her in the ward, and saw her sitting on the hospital bed playing with toys, and when she saw her coming, she beckoned her to play together.

"Whatever you want to eat, this brother will bring it to you in a moment."

Lele tilted his head and thought for a while, then stretched out his index finger: "Can you bring me a lollipop, my mother won't let me eat it at home, and now she will definitely agree if you say yes." ”

Su Yihuan touched her head: "What about Mom?" ”

"Mom went home and cooked for Grandpa and Dad."

"Then Auntie brought you food, can you eat some?"

As soon as she played with Lele for a while, Cheng Ming called her and said that Lele's mother was in the office and asked her to go back, and it was for Lele's hospitalization.

When she returned to the office, Lele's mother sat there with a water glass, saw her come and quickly got up, rubbed her hands towards her clothes, and said to Su Yihuan in a soft tone: "I want to say, can Lele be discharged from the hospital in two days." ”

"What is the reason?"

Lele's mother lowered her head and said: "I know that her disease can't be cured, and the family doesn't have extra money to treat her, I might as well take her home, and I can live a few days of happiness, which is much better than being in the hospital every day." ”

"You're right." Su Yihuan was powerless to refute such words, after all, even if she gave Lele some money, it was impossible to cover it all, she loved this child, and she couldn't save her life.

And Lele's mother also has a hard time, who wants to let the child she raised with great difficulty just leave.

If it weren't for all the helplessness.

Lele's mother bowed to her and Cheng Ming: "Thank you, really Doctor Su thank you." ”

Faced with such a scene, Cheng Ming, a big man, also had red eyes, he helped the woman in front of him with gray hair, looking at the clothes she washed with some curly and white clothes, and the rough cracks on the back of her hands, she was sometimes not as good as those women in the countryside.

In the end, it was agreed to let Lele stay in the hospital for three days and then leave, at least when the fever subsided, so that she felt better.

When Su Yihuan went to the ward again, Li Chengan was already there, Lele's bed was full of all kinds of lollipops, the child bent his eyebrows happily with candy, and he was describing something, Li Chengan listened quietly with his cheeks, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and he seemed to have been brought to the environment she said.

She leaned against the doorframe and looked at the two of them, and her heart suddenly fell silent.

"Uncle, is my illness not getting better?"

"Why do you say that?"

"Because, because." Lele lowered her eyes and played with the lollipop in her hand, and the excitement just now made her originally sallow face a touch of red: "Because I saw my mother crying, and Aunt Su, she also had red eyes, I felt that my illness could not be cured, and when I was at home, my grandfather said that I was sick and dragged down the family, so I quickly found a place where no one starved myself." ”

Li Cheng'an gradually became cold, he raised his hand and touched Lele's head, and said softly: "Grandpa is joking with you, how can he say such heavy words, good boy, don't think about it." ”