Chapter 64: His Feelings

It's a recount of what happened at that time, so true.

Xiao Xin couldn't help but shudder, "This, what the hell is going on." ”

Xiao Xin couldn't believe it at all, and shook his head gloomily. The crazy woman in the picture, even bleeding from her head, continues.

Chu Yu couldn't help but sigh deeply, the current result is not what anyone wants to see. "Xiao Xin, you still don't understand. Zhao Jiajia doesn't love her! At first, Mr. Zhao didn't talk about these things, but after this incident, we tracked and found that Murong Jing often used such threats to threaten Zhao Jiajia to do a lot of things. If it continues like this, it is a kind of torture for Zhao Jiajia and the Zhao family, or for Murong Jing and the Murong family. You are the person Mr. Zhao really wants, why can't you fight for your own happiness and your own heart. ”

It's not that I don't want to fight for it, but, but, how should I choose? Looking at Zhao Jiajia's appearance and Murong Jing's self-inflicted appearance, Xiao Xin felt very distressed.

"What you want to tell you, you should know, we told you. Xiao Xin! You can't be so selfish! ”

Early Summer said fiercely. Did you do it wrong? Have you always thought about yourself? Xiao Xin may not be able to tell the difference himself.

It's just that my mood is constantly echoing the picture I just saw.

"Xinxin, next, it's up to you, how to choose." Chu Yu patted Xiao Xin on the shoulder.

Zhao Jiajia is not easy now, very sad, maybe she needs to comfort herself, but what about herself? I'm really much lighter than the other party.

Following his inner voice, Xiao Xin wants to snatch Zhao Jiajia back! But can you really do such a thing?

After Chu Yu and Chu Xia finished saying this, they had already turned to leave. What should be said is also said, what can be done is done, and the next choice depends on Xiao Xin himself.

Leaving only Xiao Xin alone, Qiu Qian, who was not far away, stepped forward, looking at Xiao Xin's face was very ugly, and he couldn't help but ask gently, "What's wrong?" Xinxin. You, it's okay. ”

Xiao Xin wanted to answer that he was fine, but now his throat was blocked and it hurt. There is a kind of suffering that can't come up and can't go down.

Squatting down slightly, Xiao Xin only felt that breathing had become a luxury.

There is a feeling that it is very heavy and heavy to the bottom of my heart. "Autumn shallow. Me, what should I do. ”

Qiu Qian didn't know what Xiao Xin was worried about, so even if he heard Xiao Xin's question, he suddenly didn't know where the other party's focus was, so he couldn't help but ask curiously, "Huh?" What the? What to do. ”

"No, nothing. Let's go back. Xiao Xin felt very powerless and took a deep breath.

What is he doing now? Are you still being threatened? The groom should be happy, but everything, why, has become what it is.

Qiu Qian didn't know how to comfort him, so he didn't say much. And what you comfort yourself may not be what the other party wants.

A lot of things have happened recently, and I originally wanted to face it happily, but now I suddenly found that I couldn't do it at all, I wasn't omnipotent, and I was still thinking about all kinds of worries, and I couldn't do what I wanted.

That night, both of them fell into silence after that, Xiao Xin lay on the bed looking at the dark ceiling, thinking about all the past with Zhao Jiajia, the two of them looked at each other to knew each other, although they always grew up in noisy noise, but, it is undeniable, it is love.

The two of them are happy when they are together.

For example, he helps him clean up the house, but he likes to despise his A-cup. For example, he always stands in front of him like a hooligan and says that he is stupid, and many of them, for example, although they seem to be simple quarrels when they think about it, have now become the medicine of attachment.

The night may be deep.

And Qiu Qian couldn't sleep at all, worrying about her worries. Infected by all her emotions.

Although he also knew that he was too selfless like this, Qiu Qian still couldn't help but miss it.

In a blink of an eye, dawn hit on the second day, Xiao Xin wanted to see the old man, tomorrow is Zhao Jiajia's birthday, what should he do.

To grab or not to rob, Xiao Xin in the early morning couldn't help but tear up the small note with toilet paper. "Rob, don't rob, rob, don't rob..."

The toilet paper is getting smaller and smaller, but the answer is not strong at all, because Xiao Xin has torn a decimeter-long strip of paper into hundreds of different sizes.

This kind of tearing method is unprecedented.

Qiu Qian couldn't help frowning when he walked into the room. "What are you doing?"

"Tear up the note. Are you going to play? ”

Xiao Xin kindly asked Qiu Qian. Qiu Qian sneered, but felt a little embarrassed. "No, I'm ready. We can go to the hospital now, dispense your medicine, and see the old man by the way. ”

"Dispensing? Yes! I didn't take any medicine this morning, and I feel cute! ”

Trying to use such a half-crazy state to make yourself not think so much, it doesn't seem so entangled, but it seems that many times many things are not so simple.

Qiu Qian raised his hand and patted Xiao Xin's head, "Okay, I'll take you to take medicine." ”

knew that Xiao Xin was just pretending to be stupid, so Qiu Qian just followed him.

After arriving at the hospital, Qiu Qian went to help Xiao Xin dispense prescriptions, and Xiao Xin chose to go to the place where he had been used to going a few days ago and looked at the old man's back.

He still seemed so lonely. There was still no half of him around. Xiao Xin pursed his lips and walked towards Zhao Yun.

"Grandpa, I've come to see you."

It seems that only at this moment will Xiao Xin regain a little of his nature.

Zhao Yun looked back indifferently at Xiao Xin and smiled. "Well, I didn't expect to come to see me so soon. Little girl. ”

"Of course, old man. What are you doing? ”

I saw that the old man was always looking at the sky, but he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Me. I'm lamenting fate. Sometimes, fate is a terrible thing. ”

Zhao Yun sighed, it seems that there are a lot of such moods in the past few days, maybe it is because his life is about to end.

"Oh? Why do you say that. Xiao Xin asked Zhao Yun.

"Because, if some feelings are wrong, there will be no turning back. You know what, little girl? The person I really loved the most had passed away in a time that I had neglected. Now that I think about it, I'm going to spend time with her, and I feel so happy. ”

Can you still make up for the true feelings that you missed? The dead can't feel it anymore.

"Don't say that, grandpa, I think that if that woman really loves you, she will want you to live well, the longer the better, I believe, she is watching."

When people die, they will turn into stars in the sky or hide in clouds, and in places where you won't find them, there will definitely be the breath of the other party.

Zhao Yun suddenly laughed, "Now it's not a question of whether she loves me or not, but, I love her, I want to go to her, there is no happiness without her." I, too, will seek my happiness wherever she is. ”

After losing, we often know how to cherish it, and once human nature is knotted, it is difficult to end.

Xiao Xin paused, although he felt that the old man's idea was not good, but he felt that what the old man said was very reasonable. The happiness that I missed, I can't catch it outside, and it's really forever if I'm not careful.

Xiao Xin is still confused.

"Old man. What do you think is the best love? What is it worth doing? ”

Xiao Xin stood on the side, although he was on crutches, his expression was very indifferent.

If you want to get a worthy answer, you may also want to give yourself an explanation.

Zhao Yun seemed to already know about Xiao Xin, so he couldn't help but smile. "The best love is nothing more than having each other in each other's hearts, it doesn't need to be vigorous, it doesn't need to be an alliance, as long as there is that person standing there, it is the most beautiful scenery in the world. True love is worth everything, even life. ”

Xiao Xin had never considered this before, but now that he thinks about it, he used to think that the love between life and death was too ridiculous, but now it seems that, in fact, it is not his own problem.

Xiao Xin pursed the corners of his lips helplessly. "What if you can't fight for it with all your might? What if he chooses that he is not a good choice. ”

Xiao Xin's melancholy face.

Laughing lightly, Zhao Yun couldn't help but murmur again. "Only when two people who love each other are together, it is love, and if the people you love are together, it is a hidden danger that will explode and kill at any time. If we are lovers, we should not be afraid of everything. None is not the best option. ”