Chapter 243: The same choice will be made
"Mom, I already know what happened back then, and I also know your suffering, your love, and all the grievances and guilt you have suffered in your heart. Before, I was always unable to understand why you didn't divorce him and why you didn't want to leave the Kim family.
Now I understand. Actually, you've been waiting for him, hoping that he will come back to you one day, be able to hear you say sorry, and be able to listen to you explain what happened back then, right? You're afraid that once you leave the Jin family, if he comes back, he won't be able to find you again, right? ”
However, after all these years, he has never been able to come back to see her, even if it is just a glance. I've never heard a word from her, even if it's just a word. Jin Weiwei felt a little sorry for her mother, and felt sorry for Zhang Xiuting for the rest of her life.
"Mom, if you were given another chance to choose, would you still choose Jin Zhenting? Would you still choose to meet the two brothers? Jin Weiwei asked softly. The breeze blew through the Buddha, and it seemed that Zhang Xiuting was answering the question asked by Jin Weiwei instead.
In fact, this question does not need Zhang Xiuting to answer, Jin Weiwei already has the answer to this question in her heart, because she knows her mother well enough to know that she has never regretted it. If God had given her another chance, she would still have chosen this way.
Because, she really loves Jin Zhenting, because she doesn't feel that she is in love with him, which is an unfortunate beginning. In Zhang Xiuting's heart, falling in love with Jin Zhenting is the beginning of happiness, even if there are so many misunderstandings later, even if Jin Zhenting resents her in the end, it doesn't matter.
Just because, she loves him, that's all!
She is willing to bear all the pain and disaster for him, this is the promise she secretly made to him in her heart back then, just like a marriage vow, never leave, no matter pain or illness, she will take care of him and love him for the rest of her life until the end of death.
It's a pity that she has never been able to put on the wedding dress as she wished, and walked towards the man she has loved and felt guilty for a lifetime. I believe that if the person she married was Jin Zhenting, she should be the happiest woman in the world now, right?
Quietly, she just leaned on her body gently, feeling the warmth of her mother's still around, telling the bloody past. It wasn't until the sun was in the west that she stood up gently, and looked at her smiling bright face again, and Jin Weiwei finally smiled.
"I know my mother, I will cherish the happiness I have now, I will cherish the man who always loves me and dotes on me, and I will definitely help you fulfill your last wish, I will let him know that you really love him all his life and really wait for him for a lifetime."
As for whether he will recognize her as a daughter who appeared out of thin air, Jin Weiwei never thought that her only wish now is probably to find Jin Zhenting, show him the letter written by her mother, and then tell him how much her mother loves him.
And he, after all, failed her!
Feng Chengyang had already walked to her side, naturally took her hand, and said softly, "Let's go." "Now, the sun is in the west, and she hasn't eaten anything at noon, and now I see her smile softly, knowing that she is in a good mood, I guess her stomach should be hungry, right?
Jin Weiwei looked at Feng Chengyang with a smile, nodded, and said softly to Zhang Xiuting: "Mom, I'll come to see you next time." ”
In the afterglow of the setting sun, he took her hand and walked towards the outside of the cemetery, elongated figures, intertwined, swearing that they would be entangled for the rest of their lives!
"Aunt Feng, is the meal ready? I'm dying of hunger. As soon as she returned to the villa, Jin Weiwei couldn't help but hug Aunt Feng, who was standing at the door to welcome them back, and asked out loud with a coquettish meaning. Aunt Feng hugged her, smiled kindly, and replied, "It's already ready, hurry up and wash your hands, it's time to eat." "Heyuan book
"It's better for you, Aunt Feng." Jin Weiwei said with a smile and hurriedly walked towards the restaurant.
Feng Chengyang, who was walking behind her, just looked at her dotingly, and said to Aunt Feng: "Aunt Feng, give Wei Wei a bowl of soup, she didn't eat at noon, it is estimated that her stomach will be a little uncomfortable at this time, if you drink some soup, it will be good for your stomach." ”
Hearing Feng Chengyang say this, Aunt Feng hurriedly responded: "Okay, I'll go now." ”
As for the question of why Jin Weiwei didn't eat at noon, Aunt Feng didn't want to know, and she didn't ask, for her, as long as she could see Jin Weiwei smiling happily and in a good mood now, then everything would not be a problem. Why do you need to mention those unpleasant things again?
"Young lady, drink some soup and eat again." Aunt Feng said to Jin Weiwei with a smile.
And Jin Weiwei, who had already picked up the chopsticks and eaten a bite of the dish, also nodded hurriedly, but she was too busy to respond to Fengyi Road. However, looking at her actions, in fact, it is already the best answer.
Feng Chengyang sat aside, watching her eat a little anxiously, thinking that she was really hungry, but she still couldn't help but say to her gently: "Eat slowly, don't worry, no one will grab food with you, you are not good for your stomach like this, the more hungry you are, the more you have to eat slowly." ”
As he spoke, he didn't forget to fill her with another bowl of soup and put it in front of her: "Drink some more soup, don't choke." ”
Jin Weiwei just nodded at this time, and she was indeed a little anxious to eat. After swallowing the mouthful in his mouth and drinking a large mouthful of soup, he felt less hungry and more comfortable, and he could finally chew and swallow slowly normally.
"It feels like the whole person is already alive." Jin Weiwei said with satisfaction, only then did she remember that she didn't eat at noon, in fact, Feng Chengyang didn't eat with her, so she also looked at him with concern, "You didn't eat at noon, hurry up and drink some soup first, and then eat." ”
How could he be so calm? Aren't you hungry?
"Okay." Feng Chengyang replied with a smile.
And the way he eats it is still so pleasing to the eye and slow. Sure enough, the handsome man, even when he is hungry, the way he eats is so good-looking. At least, he really attracted her.
"See what I do? Dine. Feng Chengyang looked at her in a good mood and said.
"Because Feng Shao is so handsome, it really attracts me, and I feel that this meal is going to lose its style." Jin Weiwei praised without hesitation.
You say, how can there be such good-looking men in this world? And this man still belongs to her, just thinking about it, I feel so happy!