Chapter 65: Life Before
"There's nothing I just miss you about, give you a call and listen to your voice." The woman drank her sip and looked at her colleagues around her, afraid that someone would find her uncomfortable.
"I'll hang up if there's nothing to do, I'm busy and I'll call you again when I have time." Before the woman could speak, a beeping mechanical sound came out of the phone. She glanced at the phone a little disappointed, and laughed at herself helplessly, is this the man you love, is this the life you yearn for in the future, do you really want to marry this man, he lives like this to you every day, you live groveling and looking at other people's faces, is this still you?
After hanging up the phone, she thought about it for a long time, and then she chose to continue with her current life, because she had just imagined life without him, and she found that she could no longer live without this man. Now when she does everything, she will subconsciously consider whether this matter will damage his interests and whether it will have a bad impact on him, she is used to the life of this man by her side.
She got up and looked at her colleagues who were still working hard, and sneered in her heart, while you were still working hard, I had easily climbed on your head. This is not only because of her good looks, but also because she is good at observing words and colors, she has been taught by her father since she was a child to learn to look at people's faces, so that she can guess other people's minds in order to understand each other well, so that when she wants to use the people around her, she will easily get help from others.
So until now, she has not had any arguments with her colleagues and has always maintained a good relationship with them. So when she begged someone to let Ning Xi enter the company, she didn't receive a lot of resistance, but she was very unfortunate to go to the wrong place at the beginning, otherwise she wouldn't have lived so hard now, and she felt a little sad for her good friend in her heart.
But this emotion is fleeting, she has not been immersed in this emotion for a long time, she is an extremely egoistic person, she will not change herself because of others, but there is one exception, that is, the man she loves deeply, and she can only obey by that man's side.
At this time, she suddenly felt some tightness in her chest and wanted to go to the rooftop to take a breath, and that place was her space to vent. She usually has a lot of temper, but in order to please the people around her, she always endures, but there will always be a day when she can't bear it, and she will come to this place at that time. This place is usually not visited, except for the workers who come every quarter for maintenance.
But she still remembers the day she and the first time they met, the day she was the same as before, but this rooftop came to vent her emotions maybe
She couldn't help crying after suppressing it for too long that day, and at this time he appeared and gently gave her a handkerchief and kept comforting her, and at that time she was completely trapped in the man's gentle eyes and couldn't extricate herself.
Gradually, the man also found that she didn't have too many words for his different feelings, and they were together, that was the first time she was tempted, although she had been in love a few times before, but she didn't take it seriously, and the other party didn't take it seriously, it was just playing, and whoever took it seriously at that time lost, and she still remembered that a friend who had a good time at the time never saw her again because of this incident.
Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a little sad, that girl was as simple as Xiaoxi, but she didn't meet the right person, met a scumbag, not only played with her feelings, but also shamelessly made the girl pregnant with his child, but he didn't admit that when the girl went to look for him for the third time, he saw him with another woman, and then she was heartbroken, so she jumped off the bridge across the river, and didn't even find a complete corpse.
The girl had called her before the incident, hoping that she could take care of her parents, and later after the girl's death, her parents were killed by the man's parents because of the investigation of the girl's death. At that time, she also wanted to redress the girl's grievances, but her father stopped her and told her that the man's parents could not afford to provoke her, so she should be at ease.
She was also hot-blooded, and she was also a fledgling, not afraid of tigers, and wanted to change this hypocritical world, but later the society gave her a big slap in the face, telling her that this idea was unrealistic and a fool's dream. So in order to conform to the laws of this society, in order to live a better life, she has become what she is now, the appearance she hated the most.
Sometimes she is also very envious of Ning Xi, who has been hit by society so many times, she still maintains her original heart and dreams. Although she looks much more beautiful than her on the surface now, who knows that in the dead of night, she will also cry the dreams she once gave up, and she will also hate her hypocritical appearance.
But fortunately, there are still people around her who maintain their innocence and have not been changed by this filthy world, although her current actions may ruin her step by step, but she can't manage so much, she can hold on as long as she can, she won't survive, she can't get down this boat anymore.
Slowly, the calm day passed, and the office workers who had worked all day began to follow the rules of the city and get off work by car. The roads are full of traffic, the buses and the subway are full of people, and they are transported to that place during the day and to that place at night, just like goods. They are already in trouble, they have no perception, no thoughts, no ideas, like machines, they have become the living dead.
But there are still people with dreams in this world, just like Ning Xi, who is still looking up materials in the library. She doesn't care so much about the wins and losses of the game now, and she just wants to do her best to finish the game so that she doesn't have to worry about it anymore. Because this competition doesn't mean that she can be a champion if she wants to, there are many people who work hard with her or even harder than her are working hard for this competition, can it be said that her efforts are called hard work, and other people's efforts are not hard work, no, she doesn't agree with this point of view.
The pursuit of the competition is a kind of fairness, if this is the most fair thing in the world, there is no such thing, then this competition is not there, it is just a form, there is no change, why bother to hold it, this is a meaningless thing.
So now she just needs to do her own thing, and she doesn't have to be disturbed by external objects anymore. Looking at the sky, which was already completely dark, she knew it was time again and it was time for her to go home. Walking in the dim light, looking at her shadow, the big and small times change, there is a feeling of returning to the childhood.
She is like a schoolboy who has just finished school, she does not go home immediately after school, but secretly goes to the bookstore next to the school to read comic books, the proprietress of the bookstore is a beautiful and kind woman, every time she looks at her with that aggrieved little eye, she will not care about herself anymore, until it is dark outside, and the bookstore will not ask her to leave.
At that time, she would buy a bowl of ice powder on the way home and eat it while walking, and at that time she thought that ice powder was the best thing in the world. Later, when she grew up, she knew that there was something better in the world than ice powder, but she could never forget the taste, and then she left that elementary school and could no longer find a bookstore where she could read comics for free.
Later, she almost forgot about that period of life, and only recently did she remember that she had such a happy time. But fortunately, her good friend has not been separated and has been with her, looking at the window that has been lit, she feels warm in her heart, fortunately, she has been gone for so long and she still has a friend to talk to.
"I'm back, I'm doing something delicious." She walked quickly from the elevator to their room, couldn't wait to open the door, and excitedly spoke to the people inside.
"What's going on, why are you so happy to tell me about it today." Liu Yunhan, who was washing fruit in the kitchen, was also infected by her excitement, and her depressed mood was swept away in an instant
"No, I just think I'm very lucky now, I'm very happy, and I'm glad to have such a good friend like you by my side." She said that she hugged her best friend who was still washing fruit from behind, and felt warm in her heart.
The woman who was washing the fruit was stunned at once, and she didn't expect her to do this, although the two of them usually lived together, they didn't have many intimate movements. Such a sudden behavior made her heart warm, and she thought of her previous calculations for her, and felt very sorry for her friend, but there was no way to do it, she had already chosen love, and she was destined to abandon their friendship. Although she is very reluctant, she must not do this, and she still understands the truth that she cannot have both.
"Okay, why are you so tired today, I have goosebumps, you still have to think about what the two of us eat tonight, every day I think about whether there is anything or not, aren't you tired." Although she was disgusted, her body was very honest and didn't push her away, still enjoying this rare warmth.
In stark contrast to the warm scene here, in the grand president's office, the man with a great figure looked coldly at the lights in front of him, and the assistant standing behind him lowered his head in horror and did not dare to look up at this man, his aura was so powerful that people had to be in awe.
"What's going on with what you did, did he react in any way?" The man with a cold tone didn't look back at him, just listening to the voice already made her sweat, and he didn't know how to answer.
"Mr. Shen, when I gave him the document that day, he didn't have any reaction, and as a result, he sent me away after the document." His voice trembled as he replied to the man.
The man was not surprised when he heard this answer, as if he had known this result a long time ago, but he was still a little uneasy in his heart, and he didn't know what unpredictable things he would do in the future, he was not the same as before, he could fight him unrestrainedly, and now his mother's health was not good, and he didn't make it clear about the matter with the girl, if he used either of these two people to force him at this time, he would admit defeat unconditionally.