Can I have surgery in two days?

Gu Qian thought about it, then she had to talk to Lu Mofeng. Otherwise, if he doesn't agree, things will be even worse.

She went in directly without knocking on the door, and as soon as she entered the door, she saw Lu Mofeng standing by the window, not knowing what she was looking at.

"Let's have surgery in two days." Gu Tian walked over and gently grabbed Lu Mofeng's arm. She followed Lu Mofeng's gaze and saw nothing.

That's thinking about things in a daze, right? Gu Tian felt that Lu Mofeng had been preoccupied recently, so she couldn't guess what the situation was.

Lu Mofeng looked at the trees swaying in the wind outside the window, just hummed, and didn't say anything.

What Gu Tian said, Lu Mofeng didn't have a time when he didn't listen. Instead of saying half a day, it is better to agree to come down in the morning.

He has never been the kind of person who wastes time, and naturally he will not bother to talk to Gu Tian about this matter.

I knew I would compromise in a few hours, so why not agree?

She always felt that something was wrong, and Lu Mofeng went to pick her up in person. When I saw her at that time, I kissed her on the forehead and spoke the same way as before. But there is always something wrong with the current atmosphere.

"It's refreshing to say yes now, why didn't you say yes before." Gu Tian muttered, pulled him to sit down on the sofa, took the blanket and covered him.

I vomited just now, but now I am standing here looking at the scenery, Lu Mofeng really doesn't take his body seriously.

Why didn't you agree to surgery before?

Lu Mofeng leaned on the sofa and closed his eyes to recuperate, because he felt that life and death did not matter. I still feel that there are no days of care, and the existence of illness is nothing.

I don't want to have surgery after all, so there are so many reasons.

Lu Mofeng, no one can do anything about him if he is willful. Everything has a root, otherwise Gu Tian is sometimes so willful, it is all related to Lu Mofeng.

"After the operation, you will have a good rest, and you will not be allowed to touch a drop of alcohol in the future." Gu Tian held his hand and said carefully: "I will definitely supervise you in terms of diet, and you should also pay attention to sleep." I'm taking good care of you for you, and I'm trying not to get sick. Lu Mofeng, did you hear what I said? ”

"Gu Tian, I accept treatment, but there is a quid pro quo." Lu Mofeng withdrew his hand and said indifferently.

Gu Tian glared at him, "Are you negotiating conditions with me now?" ”

"I'll go for surgery, you go back to Beicheng, don't meddle in the affairs of the Su family." Lu Mofeng's tone was categorical, beyond doubt.

But he forgot that in front of Gu Tian, what he said had never been strong.

Gu Tian has never been the kind of person who needs to hide behind Lu Mofeng and be protected.

She has some persistence, but also her own persistence.

Gu said casually: "You have to do the operation, I'll think about the Su family's affairs." ”

Lu Mofeng didn't speak for a long time, and Gu Tian almost thought that he was going to fall asleep.

From childhood to adulthood, for so many years, it is always Lu Mofeng who has constantly compromised and retreated.

Not only the whole world knows how good he is to Gu Tian, but even Gu Tian knows it, so she is so rational and bold to ask Lu Mofeng to undergo surgery.

She gently leaned on Lu Mofeng's shoulder and asked, "How did you make up your mind before you went to Germany?" ”

How did you make up your mind to give up on her, is it very painful, it hurts so much that it is numb.

Gu Tian thought of the day he left five years ago, and he kept crying, and he couldn't stop crying. When he stopped, he was choking, and he dreamed of Lu Mofeng at night. Later, I wanted to go back to him and fight with Rhodes.

When I missed Lu Mofeng the most, she was in a coma all day long, her heart collapsed, and she became even sicker.

Giving up Lu Mofeng to her was like an impossible task.

But Gu Tian remembered that when she was sick, Lu Mofeng watched her silently, and she was stiffly restrained.

"Why did you leave me in the first place?" Lu Mofeng asked coldly.

Gu Tian didn't speak, but Lu Mofeng replied by himself: "You are afraid that I will blame myself and feel guilty because of your illness, you don't know if you can get better, and you are afraid that if you continue to stay by my side, you will not be able to help but torture me." ”

There are so many fears, all for Lu Mofeng.

"Then why don't you accept me now?" Gu Tian looked at him and asked.

Lu Mofeng was pushing her away hard, using so much force that she almost had to retreat.

But she couldn't retreat, and the determination she had finally made up her mind could never be shaken.

She and Lu Mofeng had been delayed for too long, and there was not much time to delay.

"Lu Mofeng, I've thought about it a long time ago." Gu Tian said categorically: "Even if I can't get better for the rest of my life, I still want to be with you." Torture you, torture you, anyway, that's how I've tortured you since I was a child. ”

When she was a child, she didn't speak all day long, and Lu Mofeng tried every means to make her speak.

"But I don't want you to torture me." Lu Mofeng's voice sounded endlessly tired, and he said slowly: "Gu Tian, you came to me when you were eight years old. I've spent so many years getting you to open your mouth and talk and get you out of autism. When you were sixteen years old, you fell seriously ill, and I was almost exhausted. Send you to North Street, so that you can feel the red dust and fireworks. By the time you're twenty-two, we'll meet again and we'll be together. Then you leave me. Now you are twenty-seven years old and have children and husbands. Gu Tian, I'm tired, do you understand? ”

Eight years old, take you out of the pool of blood.

Sixteen years old, you confess, we are together.

At the age of twenty-two, they fell in love with each other.

Twenty-seven years old, separated for five years in the middle.

Lu Mofeng, who is thirty-seven years old, said he was tired.

Gu Tian's hand on her side didn't know when it had been tightly clenched into a fist, and her voice trembled a little when she spoke, but she didn't notice it herself, "Lu Mofeng, are you telling the truth?" ”

"I'm exhausted for you." Lu Mofeng said steadily: "Since I said that I have a girlfriend around you, I lied to you, but Gu Tian, I'm tired of being with you." I don't know what the future of life will be, but I really don't want to be with you. I will still take care of you, I will raise you, and I have a responsibility to you. ”

I'm tired......

Gu Tian never imagined that one day he would hear it from Lu Mofeng's mouth, saying that he was tired.

"Don't you want me to appear again in your future life?" Gu Tian didn't dare to look at him, and said in a low voice: "Rhodes has someone he likes, and he said that he wants to separate from me." Lu Mofeng, you don't know. When I was kidnapped, Liu'er told me......"

"Gu Tian, you go out, I want to rest." Lu Mo closed his eyes and said, "When you go out, you can tell Morris by the way, I want to eat." ”

Gu Tian almost couldn't bear it anymore, got up and left.

She trotted out of the room, leaning against the door, and didn't recover for a long time.

"Miss, why is your face so bad?" Morris asked with concern.

Gu Tian waved his hand, and it took him a long time to recover, and he said in a trance: "He agreed to have surgery, Morris." Lu Mofeng wants to eat, you send him something to eat. ”

"But Miss, you look ......" Before Morris's words were finished, Gu Tian went out.

You look terrible, Maurice thought worriedly, what the hell had happened, he had never seen Miss so depressed.

……

Lu Mofeng's words echoed in Gu Tian's mind word by word, and she sat on the balcony blowing the wind, a little overwhelmed.

What to do, what should she do?

When she turned around, Lu Mofeng was always behind her, and she never thought that Lu Mofeng would take the initiative to leave one day.

Rod came to the balcony with the tablet, glanced at her and said, "Mary has already taken over the work for you, you have been looking forward to the All-Asia auction for so long, you can't miss it anyway." But if you're tired, we'll be able to go north too. ”

"Hmm." Gu Tian nodded, but his expression was blank.

"Dump." Rod tossed the tablet aside, looked at her and asked, "What's going on?" Mr. Lu did not agree to the operation, or said that something else had happened. ”

"Rod, go find that salad." Gu Tian stared at somewhere outside, and said blankly: "Leave me alone in the future, I will live a good life." ”

This kind of appearance, how can people rest assured that you will live well.

Rod thought for a moment and asked, "What did Mr. Lu tell you?" ”

Gu Tian seemed to restart the computer, she looked at Rod and said blankly: "Lu Mofeng said that he is tired, and he doesn't want to have me in his future life." ”

"Tilt, calm down for the time being." Rod took her in his arms and said softly, "You have to calm down so we can talk properly." If you are sick at this time, how to solve the rest of the matter? You have to overcome that cowardly, only crying and avoiding Gu Tian, and then you can go on bravely. ”

"I'm not cowardly, and I won't cry." Gu Tian's body was trembling, and she grabbed Rod's arm tightly, "Rod, I'll be fine." I will become the same Gu Tian as before, and nothing will hit me. ”

Gu Tian's illness lies in the fact that when her spirit can't bear it. Negative emotions will explode in full force, as if there is another Gu in the body. That Gu Tian would only avoid crying, and he was weak.

When autism erupts, gray emotions will override everything, like despair like the end of the world.

"Okay, lean, breathe slowly." Rod let out a sigh of relief, "Follow my beat, breathe slowly." ”

His hand patted Gu Tian's shoulder rhythmically, and said slowly: "Think about Mr. Lu, if you collapse, you can't bear it." How do you go about talking to him? How to continue with him. Only if you are strong enough to stand by his side. For someone like Mr. Lu, you have to have strong emotions to catch him. Tilt, breathe slowly, we don't cry, okay? ”