"No, Ruolin, listen to me, it's not like this at all, I killed my own child." Lin Yuan shook her head frantically, her tears and snot flowed down together, soaking my clothes, but I couldn't wait to bear such pain for him.

"Actually, after I learned that I was pregnant, I took the medicine again, because the doctor said that it was only once, it was nothing, and my body was about to be unable to bear it, you know? Ruolin, I really didn't mean to. ”

Looking at this hearty and generous, Lin Yuan, who is always optimistic no matter what he encounters, suddenly became like this, I didn't react for a while, and I didn't know what to do.

I patted him on the shoulder, and finally took a deep breath, "Okay, maybe it's fate, right?" By the way, what the doctor said at the time, if he assures you that there is no problem, he will be responsible. ”

In my constant gaze, Lin Yuan finally shook his head.

"It's all my reason, it's that there is still luck in my heart, I thought." Lin Yuan said as he spoke, tears quickly fell.

I took a deep breath and finally patted her on the shoulder, "Okay, it's all over now, we will pay attention in the future, it will definitely be better." ”

But this didn't seem to have any effect, and Lin Yuan once again lay on my shoulder, whining and crying, completely ignoring the curious gazes of the people next to him.

Finally, I took a deep breath and patted her on the shoulder.

For the two of us, the gaze of outsiders has never been the most important thing.

I frowned, staring at Lin Yuan, not knowing how to comfort her.

"Maybe it's because we're friends." I shook my head slightly and said thoughtfully.

In Lin Yuan's surprised gaze, I took a deep breath, "Don't you think it's been going particularly well lately?" ”

"First of all, my Xuanxuan, that was a long time ago, I won't say anything, and the child I came after, everything was fine, why did I just run into trouble at that time, and it was gone all of a sudden." I shook my head slightly, not knowing what to say.

"And Jiahe, you don't know that I liked her very much at the beginning, and I thought about adopting her at that time, but I have been thinking about some things and not making the final decision, so many things have happened."

"I won't talk about Qiao Nancheng and Lu Yan or anything, and then it's you, now that you're so seriously ill, and now it's finally getting better, and it's become like this again, I really don't know how to tell you."

When I first said it, Lin Yuan didn't pay attention to me, just blindly lying on my shoulder and sobbing, I didn't pay attention to it, and said my own words to myself.

Finally, I don't know when Lin Yuan stopped, but when I stopped to look at her, she was staring at me with wide eyes.

"Alright," she waved her arm, "don't think about these things anymore, it's not your business at all, Ruolin, you must not be so similar, otherwise I will be worried." ”

"Worried?" A smile flashed across my lips, "Are you worried that I won't?" I don't even know how to comfort you in that state just now, so don't do that, okay? ”

I looked at him fixedly, and finally, Lin Yuan also took a deep breath, "If you really think like this, then it can only be like this." ”

"But my child, he has just left my body, can you feel my mood now?"

Looking at Lin Yuan's begging gaze, I finally nodded, this is a normal thing, losing a child seems to me to be more painful than anything in the world, but at this time, Lin Yuan and I are immersed in such pain.

"What about Shen Yu? If you let him leave, did he really not come back? "I looked around again, it had been so long since I came here just now, but there was no shadow of Shen Yu at all, could it be that in this situation, could he really bear to leave? I don't understand.

Lin Yuan sighed slightly, and slowly straightened my head. Looking into my eyes, she shook her head slightly. "Forget it, Ruolin, don't embarrass Shen Yu, just take it for my sake."

She looked at me with straight eyes, and she could see that Lin Yuan was very serious, and I could only nod silently, after all, I didn't even know where Shen Yu was now.

"Did you tell him about it? Didn't he know? "I still can't let go of such a big thing, why do I have to tell the other party, I thought so in my heart, who knew that Lin Yuan's face suddenly became gloomy again.

"Just think I'm begging you, okay? Ruolin, don't talk about it again. The sound of her crying voice made me feel bad for a while, could it be that Eun Woo is out of something like a moth? No, didn't the two of them act very affectionately in front of me before?

I always felt something was wrong, but I couldn't figure out what it was.

Under Lin Yuan's strong gaze, I finally nodded heavily and sighed helplessly. "Okay, you are now my president, everything you say is right, don't worry, I will obey unconditionally."

I made an OK gesture. "Then this matter is over, you and I go home well and we can recuperate, the child is easy to talk about anything, as long as the person is still there, everything is fine."

People are always like this, when persuading others, the truth is always one set, but every time I get to myself, there will always be so many things that I can't think about, I shook my head helplessly, but I couldn't help but think of the previous Xuanxuan things in my heart.

Lu Yan's indifferent face, and the expression of crying bitterly later, all engraved in my heart one by one, I don't know what to do, I don't know which is the real him, I can only force myself to stop thinking so much when I take a deep breath.

Now standing in front of me is Lin Yuan, I want to find a way to make her happy as soon as possible, instead of taking some mess, I thought so in my heart, so I took her to my own home.

I have already ordered most of the nourishing things on the Internet, and for Lin Yuan, it can be regarded as a small moon now, women, especially at this time, you need to pay special attention, I naturally know this truth, so I turned out all the casserole pressure cookers at home.

"Alright, you're sitting here. It's also best not to play with your phone, so let's get some sleep first. Lin Yuan looked at me puzzled, he opened his mouth as if he wanted to ask something, I shook my head and interrupted him directly. I'm going to make something for you, and you'll just have a good rest here. ”

Isn't that the two of us? Whenever I encounter any problem, I think of Lin Yuan, and the first thing that comes to mind is me when she has any problem.

I couldn't let her get hurt a second time, so I thought to myself and walked into the kitchen with the jars and jars.

To be honest, although I like to cook, I am still a little helpless in the face of such a big dish such as stewed chicken, but fortunately, Lu Yan gave me a home remedy before.

It was when I was sick, he took that home remedy and cooked me a few meals, and the stewed chicken soup was indeed the best thing I had ever tasted in my life, and then I didn't give it to me, and he had no choice but to give me the home remedies, and said that he must not tell anyone, it was a confidential matter.

Until now, I can still remember what I thought in my heart at that time, I glanced at Lu Yan with a look of disdain, isn't it just the secret recipe for a chicken soup? How precious can it be? Later, I saw so many chefs walking the rivers and lakes, and I realized the importance of that home remedies.

But I don't know if it will work out, after all, it was my first attempt.

I found some ingredients and put them in the pot, and looking at the boiling casserole, my mind didn't follow suit.

"If you want to know about Xuanxuan, see you at ten o'clock tonight under the Qiaodong Bridge." It was the text message that Su Wanyan sent me two minutes ago, and I looked at it for two minutes, until Lin Yuan shouted loudly outside the door, and then I reacted to a spirit, put the phone back in my pocket, and continued to boil the soup as if nothing had happened.

To go or not to go? I do not know.

On the one hand, it is ten o'clock in the evening, and it is such a remote place, if the other party sincerely can't get along with me, let me have any accidents, that place can be said to be a very good place to commit crimes, but if I don't go, my Xuanxuan, the only clue, will it be terminated?

Suddenly, my left eyelid throbbed a few times.

Although I knew that this was a superstitious saying, and that my left eye was jumping with wealth and my right eye was jumping, it was a great encouragement for me at this time, and I took a deep breath.

"Okay, I'll see you at ten o'clock in the evening." Finally, I still couldn't let go of the thoughts I missed Xuanxuan in my heart, so I replied like this.

"It's a big deal to be cheated by him again, anyway, I've done enough of that kind of thing." I thought helplessly to myself. I think no matter how Su Wanyan is, she won't do anything to me, after all, he is texting with his own mobile phone now, if I really encounter any accidents, the first person to find it is her.

A pungent smell wafted into my nostrils, and I subconsciously looked over, and suddenly screamed in my heart, it turned out that my pot of chicken soup was boiled.

"It's over, it's over." I paced around the kitchen a little helplessly. turned around and secretly glanced at Lin Yuan, who was sitting on the sofa outside, but he didn't know what to do.

This is the first time I've shown it in front of her, but I didn't expect it to be like this, and I naturally couldn't help but feel annoyed.