Chapter 97: Changing Views on Xu Xiansen (5)
Xu Xiansen's expression froze, and even the smile that was still on his face just now was fixed there
"Why did they leave me? Why do people who are good to me leave me? Why? Why? ”
Fu Xiaoli's voice was a little hoarse
Xu Xiansen just looked at her quietly, watched her hold back the tears in her eyes, looked at her drooping eyes trembling slightly, looked at her face without any blood, looked at her, and felt sorry for her
He sighed and leaned close to her, "I know, they are all good people, your uncle is so right, and your aunt is naturally a good person."
Why are good people not rewarded? ”
"My grandmother is very good to me, my ancestors will leave me whatever food they have, our family has today, and we can't do without the help of my aunt, my aunt is only in her forties, and my grandmother is only in her sixties, why?"
Xu Xiansen glanced at the ceiling, followed her example, and tried to hold back his tears, but he couldn't do it, he cried
"You don't have a grandmother, and a grandfather, he will be very good to you"
Fu Xiaoli closed her eyes and said, "I don't have a grandfather, and I have never seen my grandfather, he died when my mother was nine years old, and now I don't even have a grandmother."
"Hey~ You don't have grandparents, grandparents, and grandparents, and I don't have anything"
Fu Xiaoli lifted her eyelids excitedly and looked at him and said, "No, I don't have grandparents, I don't, I only have grandma"
"Did your grandparents pass away too? Me too, they were very nice to me, but they left when I was very young, I didn't have my grandparents, I didn't have grandparents, I didn't have anything
Now we're the same."
"No" Fu Xiaoli's emotions became extremely excited: "They are still alive, but even if they are alive, in my heart, they are no longer there, they have never cared about me, they don't care about me, I don't have grandparents, no"
Xu Xiansen suddenly got up and went to the tool behind him to take a dustpan, put it in front of him, and tore his dictionaries in it one by one
"It's good to live, as long as you live, and one day when they really leave, you will know how sad you are"
Xu Xiansen continued to cry and tear up the dictionary
Fu Xiaoli, who was originally in a bad mood, felt her heart pinch inexplicably after seeing Xu Xiansen's actions, and even what she wanted to say was that the reason why his grandparents cared about him was because he was a boy
But the words rolled and rolled in her throat, but in the end she didn't say anything, just looking at the decadent Xu Xiansen tearing the dictionary, she knew that Xu Xiansen was tearing the dictionary as paper money to his grandparents
He cried, for his grandparents, and for Fu Xiaoli
If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, Fu Xiaoli wouldn't have believed that Xu Xiansen would cry
Doesn't he smile every day? Isn't he not afraid of heaven and earth? Doesn't he take everything to heart? Isn't he the hated Xu Xiansen?
How could he cry?
The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, just because he hasn't reached the sad place!!
Behind every hippie smile, there is a sadness that outsiders don't know!
Behind every laughing, there is an unknown heartache!
And Xu Xiansen is the one who passed on the smile to everyone, isn't there no sadness in his heart? Isn't there no disappointment? It's just that he doesn't want to mention it, he doesn't want to remember, he just wants to leave a smiling face