Chapter 461: Seeing Through His Mind
"If this child is gone, there will be no future between us, Xiaoruo, I'm sorry, I can't marry you, let alone give you a future."
"Maybe everything is just providence, if you feel that I have caused you any harm and what compensation you want, you can speak to me directly, and I will do my best to satisfy you."
"Maybe that's the last thing I can do for you." Li Haoyu was ruthless and said the words of breaking up directly to Su Xiaoruo.
He knew that it was not a way to delay any longer, and Li Jianqing's side had been staring at Su Xiaoruo, and the longer he delayed, the greater the damage to Su Xiaoruo.
By that time, there was no way for him to recover, and when he finished speaking, the whole room fell into a dead silence.
Su Xiaoruo didn't speak, just sat quietly on the bed, as if she didn't hear Li Haoyu saying to herself that she was going to break up.
A wry smile appeared on her face. "I was so stupid that I didn't know I was pregnant, and it was my fault that I didn't protect our child properly."
"Haoyu, I've thought very clearly, when my body is better, let's have another child, I want to have a child for you, I think this is the only way I can express my love for you for you."
Su Xiaoruo was talking to herself, as if she hadn't heard what Li Haoyu said to herself, she stretched out her hand and stroked her lower abdomen, as if she had sensed that the child was no longer here.
Li Haoyu raised his head suddenly and looked at Su Xiaoruo not far away, although they were only two steps away, but for Li Haoyu, this was the farthest distance between them.
Maybe in the future life, Li Haoyu will not be able to cross this distance and get close to Su Xiaoruo.
He looked at Su Xiaoruo in front of him in a daze, and thought that something had happened to Su Xiaoruo's spirit, otherwise, how could Su Xiaoruo be like this, fantasizing about the future by herself.
"Xiao Ruo, don't be like this, I know you must hate me very much in your heart, and it's very painful, you can vent it to me, no matter what you do to me, I won't refute it."
"As long as you can do well, let me do anything." Tears came from the corners of Li Haoyu's eyes, and he didn't want to face Su Xiaoruo with such a posture.
But all the damage has been done, and his wanting to leave is the biggest harm to Su Xiaoruo.
No matter what, he has no way to change this situation, so he is here to say in a high-sounding manner that if he wants Su Xiaoruo to vent the unhappiness in his heart, it is just crocodile tears.
He understands that there is no way to make up for some damage, and he doesn't mind Su Xiaoruo hating himself, maybe only in this way can his psychology be better.
Hearing Li Haoyu's words, a smile appeared on the corner of Su Xiaoruo's mouth, "Why do you need to say that?" I'm not one to pester you. ”
"As long as you say break up, I will never pester you, I don't need any compensation, this child is gone, you and I are both responsible, in fact, I have already felt it."
"You never thought about marrying me, every time I want to tell you about marriage, you have a reason to shirk, you say you want me to wait for you, wait for you to make a decision."
"But Haoyu, from the time you said this idea, you should have understood that you have no way to fulfill your promise, and my wait is far away, right?"
Su Xiaoruo raised her head, and then looked at Li Haoyu in front of her, she was already crying with no strength, before Li Haoyu arrived, she had already vented all her guilt about that child.
So at this moment, when facing Li Haoyu, she can be so calm, if she is calm, it is better to say that she is already dead.
The child who was related to her by blood had disappeared, and Su Xiaoruo felt that there was nothing left, which made her feel even more sad than this incident.
Li Haoyu's departure was expected by her, but she didn't expect that Li Haoyu picked it at this time, and she originally thought that her persistence could impress Li Haoyu.
may be able to make Li Haoyu change his mind, or maybe he can make this relationship take a new turn, and now it makes her feel that everything is her wishful thinking.
Li Haoyu will not change any of her thoughts because of what she has done.
After all, she and Li Haoyu have been people on two roads from beginning to end, and being together reluctantly will only make them wronged each other, maybe letting go is the last love she can give Li Haoyu.
"No, no, no, it's like this, you should pester me, you should accuse me loudly, I'm just a bastard, I hurt your feelings, I failed your sincerity, you should ask me for compensation."
"You should let me make it up to you, only then can I be taught a lesson." Li Haoyu looked at Su Xiaoruo in front of him in disbelief.
It turned out that Su Xiaoruo had already seen his selfishness very thoroughly, but he gave him enough space to let him lie, and Li Haoyu felt very ashamed.
He always thought that Su Xiaoruo was a big grinning and thoughtless person who expressed all his feelings on his face, but Su Xiaoruo's thoughts were indeed more delicate than anyone else.
After Su Xiaoruo found out that he was so careful, she didn't directly expose him, nor did she force him to change anything, she was just using her own true feelings to tolerate Li Haoyu.
This also made Li Haoyu feel even more guilty.
He wanted to see Su Xiaoruo venting to himself, but in fact, he just wanted to make his heart feel better, otherwise, he didn't know how he would spend such a guilty day in the future.
Since he was a child, he has always been open-minded, but now facing Su Xiaoruo, his heart is full of incomparable guilt.
Li Haoyu took a step forward and grabbed Su Xiaoruo's hand directly, he didn't see a little sadness on Su Xiaoruo's face, let alone a little excitement, he didn't expect that in the end, the person who was not calm turned out to be himself.
"Xiao Ruo, you raised your head and looked at me, you vented all your pain, you vented to me, this is what I should bear." Li Haoyu held Su Xiaoruo's wrist.
waved it towards his face, he hoped that Su Xiaoruo could hate himself, and hoped that Su Xiaoruo could accuse himself.
And Su Xiaoruo directly shook off Li Haoyu's hand, and then turned around.