Chapter 146: No Return
This feeling scared him and made him not know how to face her. He doesn't just have a crush on her, but wants to possess her, and wants her to be one with himself......
What if she knew about his thoughts?
I will definitely be afraid, I thought that I could contract a divorce after two years, as long as I got along peacefully and supported each other, the nominal "husband" suddenly had such thoughts about myself, if she knew, I was afraid that I would not want to sleep with him again in the future.
After such a fuss today, he completely woke up his hidden desire for Gu Qiqi, and he could no longer guarantee that when he saw her again, he would be able to hug her so naturally, let alone guarantee that when he slept in the same bed with her again, he would simply hug her and not do anything.
Human desires are terrible, and once you have further thoughts, you can't take a step back.
Xi Jinyan held the phone tightly, looking at the phone number on it, he didn't even dare to guarantee that he would be able to talk to her normally as before when he called now......
So...... He put the phone in his pocket, and didn't call her until he sorted out his feelings for her and was not mentally prepared for how to face her.
With this made up her mind, Xi Jinyan turned around again and walked to the desk, sat down and started working, reading the documents one by one, but her mind could no longer be concentrated......
My heart is getting more and more dry, and my thoughts about that person are getting heavier and heavier, but I never called her back.
Xi Jinyan didn't know, it was precisely because of his hesitation, his concerns, and his weakness of heart that he missed the best opportunity to confess to Gu Qiqi.
And Gu Qiqi, who was inexplicably hung up by Xi Jinyan here, was stunned for a long time, and a feeling of unhappiness suddenly surged in his heart.
That man actually hung up on her! I didn't say a word, I only heard a "get out", and hung up the phone!
Regardless of whether he said "get out" to her or not, hanging up the phone is just wrong. If that "get out" was said to her, then she didn't do anything to provoke him to lose his temper so much? If he didn't say it to himself, then he had encountered something annoying about himself, and when he encountered something annoying, was it necessary to have such a bad attitude towards himself? Is it all angry on her, why did he hang up her phone and not call!
Gu Qiqi pouted angrily, and said in pieces: "Villain, villain, see if I will call you in the future!" ”
Just when she was in a little mood, the driver suddenly stopped the car.
"Miss, the First People's Hospital has arrived."
Gu Qiqi suddenly pulled out of the curse on Xi Jinyan, and after answering, he paid and got out of the car, and then walked towards the ward where Chen Chen was.
Chen Chen saw her walk out of the taxi. When he was excited, he immediately turned around and lay on the bed.
In fact, he had long known that she would come now, not only that, but he also knew that she went to see Gu Qianqi today, bought a new mobile phone, and finally rushed to him non-stop.
He even counted when and what time she would be at the hospital.
Because her every move was under his watch. He misses her, he misses her all the time, so he wants to know her whereabouts and her current situation all the time.
When he heard the door "click" and was pushed open, Chen Chen hooked the corners of his mouth in an arc that others could not detect.
Gu Qiqi smiled and walked to his side and sat down, and after looking at him, he found that his complexion was much better, at least not as pale as when the accident happened just now.
So he stood up and opened the curtains for him, and opened the window to let in the fresh air outside.
"Brother Chen Chen, the weather is very good today, if only you could wake up, then we can go out for a walk." She looked at the blue sky outside, the corners of her mouth slightly hooked.
Chen Chen, who was lying quietly on the bed, felt a throbbing in his heart, since he was a child, whenever he heard her voice, he would feel his heart moved, and he would never get tired of listening to it.
Now he can't open his eyes, so he wants to hear her talking to himself all the time, a soft and glutinous voice, as long as he hears it, he will feel comfortable and happy in his heart.
Gu Qiqi walked to his side, flicked the bangs in front of his forehead for him, and said softly: "Do you know Brother Chen Chen, I met Gu Ba today and told her about you." ”
Hearing this, Chen Chen's heart shook suddenly, Gu Qianqi knew about him!
Although Gu Qianqi is still just a teenager, she is sometimes more difficult to deal with than any adult with her high IQ, and he is afraid that if she is not careful, she will see the clues.
"To this day, I haven't told anyone about you, because I don't dare." Gu Qiqi said as he spoke, his voice became sad, "I don't dare to imagine what kind of expression everyone will have when they know what you will be after your accident, even Gu Ba is so surprised and regretful, and I don't dare to tell Uncle Chen and Aunt Chen." ”
It's good, he just doesn't want anyone to know, as long as the two of them know about it, and no one should interfere.
"Brother Chen Chen, will you blame me? Blame me for making you like this, but you want to hide it from everyone? I know you might blame me, but the doctor said that your state is up to you, and you will only wake up if you want to wake up. So even if I tell them about you, it won't help, it will only make everyone miserable. ”
Gu Qiqi pursed his lips, "Brother Chen Chen, can you wake up quickly?" I don't know what to do with you like this, I don't know how to compensate you for the way you are. So you wake up quickly, no matter what you want me to do, how to compensate you, I have no opinion, I just need you to wake up......"
As he spoke, Gu Qiqi choked up again. Thinking that her negative emotions might have side effects on Chen Chen's awakening, she took a deep breath, forcibly pulled away a smile, and said softly: "Look at me, I always tell you these negative things, Brother Chen Chen, I'll read you magazines, I brought two magazines from home today, both of which I like to read, can I read them to you?" ”
She looked at him with a smile, and seeing that he was still unmoved, she smiled self-deprecatingly, "I forgot that you can't respond to me now, in that case, I'll take you by default, and now I'll read you the first one......"
Chen Chen quietly listened to her talking to herself, just listening to her soft and glutinous voice like this, smelling the fragrance that belonged to her body brought by the breeze, she felt that the world was very beautiful.
His whole world is only her, and everything outside is non-existent.
He had made up his mind to go with her for a long time, and she would always be with him wherever he was at his fingertips.
And now, this idea is even stronger, and it has begun to be realized, and at this moment, Chen Chen firmly believes that the two of them will continue like this, and it will get better and better.
What he wanted was never missed.
Xi Jinyan stayed up for a night and only dealt with half of the documents on the table, and his heart was impetuous, and his work efficiency decreased a lot.
Looking at the phone in her hand, she didn't call again all night...... Shaking his head vigorously, he went into the bathroom to freshen up, and then prepared to go downstairs for breakfast and go to work.
However, at the moment of going out, Yu Guang suddenly caught a glimpse of the food on the coffee table, and remembered that after eating the food delivered by the waiter last night, his body began to be wrong, and then Jian Weilan entered his room again......
After a little thought, he already knew what was going on, frowned, and with a disdainful "hum", he walked towards the counter in the hall.