Chapter 156: Ah Qing's Secret
The concern in his eyes could not be hidden, although now that he had returned to his peaceful appearance, he put down the water glass, picked up the mask from the windowsill and put it on, and changed to his previous appearance, as if to tell me that he was Mo XIX.
I looked at the familiar chin and couldn't take my eyes off, it was really him, I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed in my heart, I thought I had seen him, otherwise why was he so nervous about the mask, but I still thought wrong, although this time the gamble was successful, but the result did not make me happy.
"I hope you don't blame me, it's a test of the limit." He spoke, smiling.
I was startled and didn't react for a while, he looked at me and continued to speak: "I know you have a stubborn personality, if you tell you the content of the test in advance, you will definitely not really eat nothing like this, I'm sorry, I used your psychology to test your physical limits." ”
I looked at him and felt chills all over my body, I thought my gamble was successful a second ago, but I didn't expect it to be a game at all, he was taking advantage of my psychological weakness to conduct a test.
I opened my mouth half-open, if he didn't tell me, I wouldn't have realized it for the rest of my life, the little pride just now was all gone, I not only lost, but I lost ugly, I didn't even realize the problem at all, then everything was so natural, I wanted to take off his mask on a whim, how could he be so calm in that situation, and set me a game by the way?
This man only scares me.
The familiarity still lingers in my mind, and I now really suspect that he hypnotized me for a long time without my knowledge, maybe it was done when he saved me, and this man must have done it, as unbelievably as it was.
I don't know him at all, so how can I be familiar? I couldn't help but raise my vigilance, he had been using my psyche all the time, and that familiarity was also exploited by him, he knew me too well, as if watching me grow up from childhood, he was familiar with all the weaknesses of my psyche.
I looked at him in amazement, and suddenly realized that he was about the same age as my father, and that he knew me so well, could it be that he had heard about it from my father's mouth?
As soon as I thought of my father, I couldn't calm down, I raised my hand and grabbed the hem of his clothes, and I grabbed it very tightly, my voice was trembling: "Have you seen my father?" ”
He smiled: "I have seen him, and it is familiar, so to speak, no one knows him better than me." ”
My heart shook, I didn't know what to ask, I had a thousand words to say, but I didn't know where to start, I wanted to know my father more than anyone else, but what could I ask?
I curled up involuntarily, my throat was hot and sluggish, I didn't expect the opportunity to be in front of me, but I couldn't ask anything, my father seemed to have really left me, even if I heard his story, what could I do but be sad and reminiscent?
I hesitated for a long time, but I gave up, and the hand that was holding Nineteen slowly let go, it was useless, my father was dead, no matter how much I knew him, he would not come back, it would only make me sad and make me feel sorry for myself, maybe I could listen to these stories in my old age, but I don't have that indifferent mentality now, it is destined to affect me and affect every choice I make in the future.
I became cautious, I began to think about the possible consequences of every word I said, every action, everyone has psychological weaknesses, I want to expose as little as possible, I don't want to be used by the man in front of me anymore.
He looked at me and smiled, I don't know what he was laughing at, I have improved too much compared to before, if it was me before, I knew that I had been deceived, I couldn't have been so calm.
"Why? Why are you showing me your face? Why tell the truth? You could have continued to use my psychic mind for more tests. "I asked calmly.
"There is no other test, only this one, this is politeness, I don't want you to be kept in the dark, if there is no honesty, how can you trust the Mo family? I'll admit it's cruel, but it's a must, you have to know your physical limits to know when you need to refuel, and you've seen dark tombs where it's hard to feel the time and your body becomes numb, so you don't lose your mobility due to hunger.
As for the face...... It doesn't really matter, does it? The test is over, why should I hide it, if I don't show it to you, you will always think about it, this mentality will affect your future learning, by the way, I didn't tell anyone about this test, so don't blame them, they don't know about it. ”
I nodded, I didn't expect that I would have a day when I would nod indifferently after being used, Nineteen is right, this kind of test is a must, if I don't experience it myself, I can't grasp this feeling, as long as there is a reason, I will be very empathetic, I don't know if this is a weakness.
He is indeed courting me and being honest with me, he hopes that I can trust the Mo family, he knows that I have always been on guard in my heart, but I know very well that even if he makes this effort, the defense in my heart still cannot be completely eliminated, but it does have a little effect.
"It's a pity that the timing of this test is not very good, but it is inevitable to get injured when you enter the ancient tomb, and it is not particularly extraordinary when you take it together, you know, I have thought a lot about this test, but I don't think you can carry it on autonomously, you take my mask is really the best opportunity, I did take advantage of you, take advantage of your guilt, stubbornness is your own character is nothing, but guilt makes me very uncomfortable."
There was undisguised sadness in his eyes, I smiled, and I forgave it easily, he was already sad, how else could I pursue it?
This person is not as terrible as I thought, he has a heart, in fact, which one of the Mo family has no heart, even if it is the most poisonous eleven, there is a soft side in his heart.
I didn't get angry, I wasn't suppressing my anger, but I really wasn't angry, I didn't think it was necessary to be angry, what had happened, and I couldn't make up for it, and there was nothing wrong with having a good time.
"You've really grown up, and it's not the same as I remember." Nineteen's eyes were filled with relief, and the familiarity of being concerned returned.
I can't hide, this is also my character, as long as others are a little bit kind to me, I will completely treat him as a good person.
However, Nineteen's expression quickly returned to its previous appearance, rational and wise, and his voice became more profound: "We can continue to study, the last time I talked about why I knew that you didn't ask Ah Qing about memory tampering, it was also because I already knew about your character, that incident was a painful memory for Ah Qing, and you have a good nature, so it is impossible to ask him in that situation." ”
I smiled wryly and nodded, "You really know me as if you were really my father." ”
I saw that his body stiffened significantly, and returned to normal in an instant, he smiled: "If you say that you want to tell a story, even if it is two days late, you have to tell it, the Mo family has its own law, and only binds the Mo family, the most important one is 'death to the murderer, punishment to the wounded', the people here refer to innocent ordinary people and family colleagues, I think you have already guessed, that's right, Ah Qing has killed people, but he has not been punished by the law." ”
My body shook unconsciously, and I looked at him dumbfounded, anyone in the Mo family can kill someone, but it will never be Ah Qing, there must be something wrong here, the rules of the Mo family are very strict, they can't let Ah Qing go, otherwise how can the huge family be managed.
"Is it related to flies?" I asked softly.
Nineteen nodded: "Yes, when Ah Qing was still unable to fully control the fly, he inadvertently gave the order to kill the fly because of a nightmare, and the four people on the island at that time were killed. ”
I took a breath of cool air and my heart pounded: "And then? ”
"It's nothing then, Ah Qing was still very young at that time, just a child, and the order was given unintentionally, not that he subjectively killed people, the high-level discussed for a long time, and finally decided not to pursue it, but since then, few people have come to this island, except for the necessary tasks, almost no stay, until Ah Qing made it clear that he had full control of the fly, and after a series of tests, people came to the island one after another."
I was silent, my heart was very blocked, Nineteen seemed to be very easy to say, but it was undoubtedly the deepest pain for the young Ah Qing, who had been almost unaccompanied before, and had spent a long lonely time later, it was hard to imagine that he could still smile like an angel in this situation.
"The manslaughter has left a serious psychological shadow on Ah Qing, which cannot be erased until now, although he can control the fly, but he is unwilling to kill any life with the fly's toxin, including the enemy, he completely sealed this ability."
"That's why you want to change his memory? What is the Corpse Incense? ”
Nineteen shook his head: "The corpse incense is not something you should know, we do want to change his memory, but he firmly disagrees, we can't force him, on the one hand, it is humane, on the other hand, it is fear, the ability of the fly is too terrible, it is enough for him not to do anything harmful to mankind, we are also worried that letting him kill will destroy his conscience a little bit, you must know that it is easy for him to kill people, he can kill the enemy today, he can kill his own people tomorrow, and it is the safest for him to be willing to go down peacefully." ”
I was silent for a long time, I was curious, and now I heard it, but my heart was heavy, I knew for a long time that this was not a pleasant story, but I didn't expect so much sadness hidden behind it.
Thinking about myself, I am really happy, although my father has long been related to the Mo family, but as long as I go home, he will always wait for me, and people really have to compare to be content.