Chapter 262: A Thorn in the Eye
Jian Xinyu had long felt that Lu Feng's feelings for him were a little wrong, but he never pointed it out, for fear that pointing it out would destroy the beautiful feeling of the two of them, although neither of them had ever talked about it, but it would not hurt each of them in any way, but there was a Lu Yu in the middle who objected, if it wasn't for Lu Yu's opposition, the two of them would have already achieved a positive result by now.
"Actually, I don't think it's too much for me to do, because you really don't have to say anything to me, if it were me, it would be impossible to be so good to a stranger, and my sister doesn't support you to grow up with your sister and both parents died, I can especially understand this, if you don't listen to your sister, your sister will probably be very sad."
Jian Xinyu didn't want to eradicate Lu Yu, a thorn in the eye, a thorn in the flesh, and also realized that she didn't have that identity, she didn't have that ability, after all, it might not be so important in Lu Feng's heart, but after saying a few words, Lu Feng's brows wrinkled unconsciously, and her sister was indeed too lenient.
"My sister and I are used to living together, and suddenly a stranger came, naturally it was a little uncomfortable, I must have no opinion on you, you are so good, how can I have an opinion on you, and my sister doesn't like strong people, and she is usually very hospitable, I don't know what's wrong recently."
Lu Feng hurriedly waved his hand to explain this matter, in fact, whether he liked Jian Xinyu or not could be seen at a glance, and the sixth sense of these two women was very strong, and they didn't have a good impression of each other, it was precisely because of this that Jian Xinyu casually mentioned this matter in a few words to be Lu Feng, and when he really heard these things, after saying them from Jian Xinyu's mouth, Lu Feng felt more upset than his sister when he said them.
There are two women under one roof, once the relationship between these two women is not handled well, they have to quarrel all the time, or if they are-for-tat, it will be the man who will be in trouble, if the man is difficult to deal with the relationship between the two of them, the family will not be very harmonious in the end, and there will be a lot of things.
In fact, now for Jian Xinyu, the only person who hinders Jian Xinyu from moving forward is Lu Yu, Jian Xinrou doesn't know what Jian Xinyu wants to do, so Lu Yu is the biggest threat to Jian Xinyu, but Jian Xinyu doesn't want to make a move on Lu Yu, and she doesn't have that ability.
It is not terrible for a person to fail, what is terrible is to realize what shortcomings he has in his position and the enemy, the so-called knowing oneself and knowing the other, and not being defeated in a hundred battles, Jian Xinyu is because he understands this truth very well, so he has been cautious from the beginning to the present, and he does not dare to move forward rashly.
"I won't say anything, after all, it was your sister who pulled you up, if I make friends for you, then your sister must also be my friend, but if I am in your house, she really doesn't like me, then I will leave this home, I can live alone outside, I believe it is okay to start from scratch, although I am a girl."
Jian Xinyu said this deliberately, her eyes were weak, and the corners of her mouth were smiling, just because she knew that she could show her weakness by saying this, but she didn't want to do anything to Lu Yu, and she also knew that she couldn't do anything, the more she said this, the more she could show that her status in this family was small, and Lu Yu occupied the initiative, and there would be some numbers in Lu Feng's heart.
A man like Lu Feng has a pure heart and wants to help others, so naturally he has never seen what the White Lotus looks like, and Lu Feng, a person like Jian Xinyu, who has different hearts, has never seen it, so he believes everything Jian Xinyu said and did very much from the beginning.
"Don't think so, my sister is cold and hot-hearted, sometimes the knife mouth tofu heart, although the mouth is a little ugly, but the heart is still kind, she will often help small animals like me, will help strangers to come a girl is also taken seriously, but my sister is a little worried about my marriage, I should be married at such an old age."
Lu Feng clenched his hands tightly, looking at the girl in front of him, he had to admit that he was really obsessed, and often fantasized that Jian Xinrou lived by his side, and now this girl is a bubble of Jian Xinrou, taking her fantasy as if she was real, so many years of fantasy and dreams have come true, which makes Lu Feng cherish it all of a sudden.
"I naturally know that the relationship between you and your sister is very deep, if I make you particularly embarrassed here, then I will do it in my heart, because you are my savior, if it weren't for you, my parents' funeral would not have been arranged so quickly, although I haven't usually said anything, and I don't take the good you give me for granted."
Jian Xinyu seemed to be particularly moved, tears fell at once, in fact, what Lu Feng was most afraid of was that girls were crying, when Jian Xinrou was in her own house before, when Jian Xinrou shed tears, Lu Feng's whole person began to tremble, and he didn't know where to put his hand down, and then stepped forward to hug this woman, but he felt that he didn't have that identity Jian Xinyu in front of him, and it was just Jian Xinyu in front of him, whether there was a favorite person, Lu Feng never asked.
"Let's not talk about that, by the way, didn't you say you had a child before? Do you have the whereabouts of this child now? ”
Lu Feng asked intentionally or unintentionally, but the expression on his face was extremely unnatural, as if he regarded this matter as his own business and considered it in his heart.
Jian Xinyu was a little hesitant on the surface, as if he didn't want others to know about this matter, and seeing the meaning of Jian Xinyu's expression, Lu Feng didn't say anything, and the others just nodded because they understood.
"You have a principle when you get along with me that you can say what you want to say, as long as you don't want to say it, I won't take the initiative to ask, even if I take the initiative to ask you and think this matter makes you very embarrassed, you can not tell me, the two of us are friends and don't have to get along, so tired, I am willing to be the partner you really listen to, and I can also silently accompany you as a wooden man, as long as you need me, I can stand up."
Lu Feng smiled and unconsciously touched Jian Xinyu's head, this girl is too cute, she wore heavy makeup today, in Lu Feng's eyes, this girl's heavy makeup is not as good as Qu Yuan, because there is a fresh and elegant feeling without makeup, but the heavy makeup has rectified all her temperament.
The baby's expression became a little unnatural, I didn't expect this man to have an ambition to touch him, except for the last time he fainted at his house, Lu Feng carried himself to the bed, the two of them never had physical contact, the warm palm, through the temperature above the head was transmitted to the brain Jian Xinyu unconsciously shuddered, since breaking up with Shen Yuheng, he had not been in contact with any man.
"It's really my honor to meet people like you in my lifetime, I don't know why you want to save me, I even had the heart to die at that time, when I fainted on the street, I felt that I was not full of hope in this world, but you rescued me, from the beginning I didn't want to speak, I felt that there was nothing in this world worth my nostalgia, because there was only one lonely me left."
She said all the things in her heart, in fact, she didn't want to say it at first, she felt that there was no point in saying this to a stranger, but now there was no one else to talk to, not to mention that if she said this, Lu Feng in front of her might believe herself.
"Don't express too much gratitude to me, I don't feel how noble and great things I have done, I just do my own meager efforts, the family is just one more mouth to eat, if I can change your life, I am willing to do my best to help you."
Lu Feng laughed, at first he just wanted to save this girl home, and when he found that his side face looked so much like Jian Xinrou, he was unconsciously moved, but he didn't regard Jian Xinyu as Jian Xinrou's stand-in, after a long time, from various demeanors, behaviors and experiences, this girl is too similar to Jian Xinrou, Lu Feng sometimes unconsciously wonders if this girl is sent by God to make up for him.
Sometimes I feel that it is not easy, I have been paying silently for so many years, and I have never asked for a return, although I have never regretted it, because Jian Xinrou is worthy of him to do this, but anyone is selfish in the face of love, when Lu Feng saw Jian Xinrou's eyes when he looked at Mu Jinsheng, Lu Feng realized that he could not become the kind of person Mu Jinsheng in his life, and Mu Jinsheng was the person Lu Feng envied the most.
"But it looks like you're wantless, I really don't know what you want."
Jian Xinyu's implication is that when he is developed in the future, he can repay the grace of saving his life, but he can't see what Lu Feng wants, and he lives so freely all day long.
"You don't have to think about what I want, what I'm thinking about now is when you will be able to condition your body, you have also seen, my sister goes out to buy vegetables every day to buy some high-nutrition vegetables, although my sister sometimes has a knife mouth, but my heart is really for your good."
Lu Feng laughed, but after saying this, his hand had nowhere to put it, and his expression was a little embarrassed for a while, he originally wanted to alleviate the verbal conflict between Lu Yu and Jian Xinyu, but there was a contradiction in his heart, but maybe the more he said this, the more a barrier formed in Jian Xinyu's heart.
"I understand what you said, no need to explain it forcibly, I will definitely be grateful to you and remember Lu Yu at the same time."
Jian Xinyu stood up and walked straight towards his room, and Lu Feng realized that he might have said the wrong thing.