Chapter 361: Psychological Shadow
The little girl finally nodded as if she didn't understand, she took a deep breath, and then made up her mind, "Mom, no matter what, I won't want them, now you are my mother, he is my father, you are good to me, I know." He grinned.
The laughter was a little awkward, and I knew she meant it.
I took a deep breath and finally grinned at the corner of my mouth.
At this time, you can't show other abnormalities, otherwise, it will easily leave a psychological shadow on Yiyao, which I know.
Before going to sleep, Yi Yao sighed slightly and hugged me very tightly.
I don't know how long it took, but she was already snoring slightly.
I slowly turned my head over, trying to pull my arm out from under her head, but who knew that Yi Yao grabbed my hand violently, and held my hand tightly and refused to let go.
"Mom," she was still muttering something in her sleep, my heart shook fiercely, although I knew that it was very important for Lin Yuan to be a family together, but I didn't expect it to be like this.
I shook my head slightly, trying to control my thoughts.
I subconsciously stretched out my other hand and slapped it directly on Yi Yao's body.
"Well, mom is here, and she won't leave you alone." I said softly, I thought that Yi Yao, who was sleeping, couldn't hear this at all, but who knew that she really snorted slightly.
My heart shook again, and finally I sighed slightly.
This night, I don't know how I passed, thinking about Yi Yao's thoughts at this time, and thinking about other things for a while, always turning it back and forth, and I didn't have a certain decision, until it was dark outside, and I slept for a while.
Because I didn't have a good rest at night, I almost couldn't get up the next day, and in the end, Yiyao woke me up.
"Mom, look, are you done again?" He looked at me with some amusement. "You look like this, I'm going to be late for school, and my classmates are going to laugh at me."
I gave him a roll of the eyes. "Didn't you wake up on your own? Let's go, let's go to school. ”
Holding her little hand, the two of them talked very happily along the way, but I don't know why I always feel that she has something in her heart that she doesn't say, she always opens her mouth, and she looks like she wants to say something, I think about it, and finally I don't ask anything.
"Mom." Finally arrived, at the door of the kindergarten, Yi Yao got out of the car and stood there, waving her hand to me, finally, she made up her mind. "I want to go to my dad's for a day today."
I looked at her in amazement.
It's a lie to say that I'm happy, I like a child for so long, and suddenly opened my mouth and said that I want to go to Lu Yan, and I can't stand it on anyone, but I know that this is the child's will, and I have to respect him, I took a deep breath and nodded.
"Really?" Suddenly, her eyes lit up. "Mom, you mean agreed?"
I nodded.
"It's okay to go wherever you want." I looked at him with a smile. "You can think of him anytime you want him in the future, or no matter where you go, Mom will try to satisfy you, but there is one thing, you must let me know."
It may be that the events of the other day made her palpitate, Yi Yao quickly nodded, reassured me, and then waved her hand and walked into the kindergarten.
I went back to the office with some walking dead.
Because there was something in my heart, I didn't even pay attention to the front desk lady when they greeted me.
I sat down in my chair until I sat down, and the thoughts in my heart came out one by one.
"What do you think, so distracted?" I don't know when Lu Yan walked in front of me, he bent down to look at me.
Looking at the face that was so close at hand, I couldn't help but pout in disgust.
"It's quite capable, so that Yiyao wants to sleep with you." I said it angrily.
Who knew that Lu Yao was very surprised, "What did you say?" ”
Seeing that his reaction didn't look like a pretense, I was even more puzzled. But fortunately, it didn't take long for Lu Yan to receive a call from the kindergarten teacher.
"Oh, okay. Don't worry, teacher, I'll be there in the evening. He politely said a few words to the other side before hanging up.
He looked at me with a smile, as if waiting for me to say something.
"Oh, you hate it or not." I finally couldn't control it anymore and shouted out as he was about to leave.
He obviously knew that I wanted to ask about things, but he didn't say anything and left directly, so I was naturally anxious and shouted out without control.
"Haha, then you beg me." He walked back with a smile on his face, as if he was waiting for my words.
He circled around me a few times and finally coughed a few times. "Ruolin, you know, I really want to tell you, but I really don't allow it, as long as you beg me to rest assured, you beg me, I'll tell you right away."
Seeing that he was almost a little bit triumphant, I took a deep breath, but finally lowered my head.
After all, it's about one, I want to know what happened to him, and if something bad happens, I must know as soon as possible.
"Okay, then please feel good, Mr. Lu Yan, just tell me what's going on?" Finally, I didn't have any temper at all, and said this in a low voice.
"Just now, the teacher called and said that Yi Yao asked me to pick it up tonight." Lu Yan lowered his head slightly, and immediately laughed, he turned around a few times proudly, saying that his eyebrows couldn't hide the joy that made my heart for a while.
I nodded slightly, looked down at the papers, and said nothing.
"Why are you so angry?" Lu Yan walked over. He looked at me with a smirk.
I pursed my lips and turned my head away.
"Well, I didn't mean to." He patted me on the shoulder. "You just believe what I say, to be honest, I don't know why, Yiyao will take the initiative to find me to pick her up, maybe something." He shook his head, thoughtful. "Why don't you go with me and see what's going on?"
"Forget it." I slammed a folder shut, I don't know if Lu Yan had it or not, but I did know everything.
I was looking forward to it in my heart, Yi Yao was looking for him to go to the house, it was nothing more than wanting to live with him, it seems that this little guy has really made up his mind.
When I came home alone, I was a little stunned when I was faced with an empty house.
I didn't feel it before, since I adopted Yi Yao, the atmosphere in her home has been extremely lively for a few days, and now I am suddenly left alone, which is extremely cold at this time.
Originally, I could have called Lin Yuan to go out, after all, the two of us hadn't talked much since I regained my memory, but I thought about it for a while, and finally took a deep breath and gave up the idea.
Otherwise, I have to explain to Lin Yuan why I am at home, it is impossible for others to think that this is not a big deal, but it is a great blow to me.
Although countless educations have taught me to respect my child's ideas, when I really face his choice, I can't help but become like this.
I shook my head, trying to bring my mind back to the computer's interface.
Since I regained my memory, I have finally understood why I enjoyed reading design drawings so much. And fortunately, none of my previous memories have disappeared, and I still remember what happened before and what I learned.
Originally, there was a foreign competition, and I had the opportunity to participate, but when I signed up, I finally gave up, after all, I just recovered, and I need some time to consolidate.
Look at the words that were familiar before. Present yourself in front of you, especially those that are full of inspirational design drawings. At this time, I felt like I was sick, and I couldn't read a word.
My mind is full of images of Yi Yao, she and Lu Yan are home now, right? What will the two of them talk about?
Just then, the doorbell snapped into its mind.
I stood up abruptly and opened the door without thinking.
Who knew that the result disappointed me, there was no one outside.
"What's going on?" I was stunned for a moment, and then I reacted, it turned out that I had auditory hallucinations just now, and I couldn't help but be more deflated, and I collapsed directly on the sofa like a mess of mud.
Finally no longer forcing myself to return to normal, I admit that I am very sad at this point. And for Yiyao, they can't lose each other's people.
"Ding-dong, ding-dong." I was slumped on the couch, thinking about something, when the doorbell rang again, but this time I just closed my eyes.
There was already such an oolong just now, and if I heard it wrong again this time, it would be really ridiculous, I shook my head and thought so.
But the sound had no intention of stopping at all, and even the frequency of the jingle was even faster. I snapped my eyes open and pricked up my ears to listen.
This time it wasn't an auditory hallucination, there was actually someone in the door.
I thought about it for a while, and finally decided to take a look.
Through the cat's eye, I saw that one big and one small were outside the door, I couldn't believe it, and opened the door suddenly, it turned out to be really Lu Yan, and he was still carrying Yi Yao.
"How did you two get back?" I rubbed my eyes, unable to believe what was happening in front of me.
Lu Yan looked at us with a smile.
"It's all this little guy, saying that she is not used to sleeping with you, and she is afraid that you will be lonely at home alone, so she begs for me to come back." As he spoke, he patted Yi Yao's shoulder a little helplessly, "Go ahead!" ”
I was a little surprised, watching them sing and harmonize, I don't know what the two of them are doing.