Chapter 336: Regret
Lin Wan looked at Li Zisheng's sad back and felt very sad in her heart, but she knew that some long pains were better than short pains, it was better to make it clear, after all, all this was unreal, and she didn't want to immerse herself in this unreal situation.
Li Zisheng wanted to start the car and leave when he got into the car, but looking at Lin Wan's eyes outside the car window, I don't know what's wrong, Li Zisheng suddenly read some affection, he felt that in fact, his wife was really ruthless to himself, but occasionally the true feelings she revealed could move Li Zisheng.
Just like now she is standing outside the car window and looking at Li Zisheng, Li Zisheng suddenly feels that all the anger just now is gone, as if she is the only one in her eyes.
Suddenly, Li Zisheng got out of the car and pulled Lin Wan to his side, and said, "Lin Wan, what are you thinking about every day?" Why can't I ever figure you out? ”
Lin Wan turned her head and didn't want to communicate with Li Zisheng, but looking at Lin Wan like this, Li Zisheng didn't give up, but took Lin Wan's hand and said, "Go, I'll take you to a place." ”
After that, he pulled Lin Wan to the car, sat down and drove away.
Lin Wan looked at Li Zisheng's action, and suddenly felt very confused, and didn't know why Li Zisheng suddenly did such a thing, so she could only fold Li Zisheng and said, "Hey, Li Zisheng, don't go crazy, okay?" I still need to go to work tomorrow! ”
But Li Zisheng shook his head, "I have one thing I have to take you to do." Otherwise, I wouldn't have given up. ”
Lin Wan looked at Li Zisheng with a determined face, and didn't know what to say, so she just sat silently on the co-pilot.
Soon the destination arrived, Lin Wan didn't understand why Li Zisheng pulled herself to such a restaurant, the restaurant looked quite shabby, Li Zisheng said to Lin Wan: "Okay, it's here, get off!" ”
Lin Wan hesitated and was taken out of the car by Li Zisheng, "What kind of place is this?" Why did you bring me here? Lin Wan asked curiously.
But Li Zisheng didn't answer immediately, looked at Lin Wan quietly for a while, and said to Lin Wan: "Here are my memories, since my parents left."
I never had the courage to face the memories of the past after opening, so I wanted to come and eat with you once. ”
Although Lin Wan felt very strange in her heart, she still agreed to Li Zisheng and said to Li Zisheng: "I understand what you mean, this is a casual meal, right?" ”
Who knew that when Li Zisheng heard this, he glanced at Lin Wan very unhappily and wanted to go in, but Lin Wan had to follow behind.
The waiter was very enthusiastic when he saw the customer coming, "Two of you, please come in, are you just two?" Come, sit here. ”
After sitting down, Lin Wan looked at the surrounding scene, it seemed that it was not time to eat, so there were not many people, and the restaurant was very neatly tied, which made people feel quite hygienic and clean.
Li Zisheng ordered it quickly, Lin Wan realized that this was originally a seafood restaurant, and soon the dishes ordered by Li Zisheng came up, looking at the fish and shrimp, Lin Wan was surprised that Li Zisheng actually brought himself to eat these.
Li Zisheng also felt Lin Wan's eyes, so he slowly spoke: "My mother was stuck in the throat by a fish bone when she was a child, and she almost had to have surgery, but my mother likes to eat fish very much, so my grandmother and grandfather have been removing fish bones for my mother since they were children, and later my mother got married, and my father also doted on her, so I hated eating fish the most when I was a child." ”
Hearing this, Lin Wan felt a little strange, the expression on her face was too obvious, and Li Zisheng also saw it, so he smiled and said: "Because my father dotes on my mother more, every time he eats fish, he peels it for his mother to eat, and I can only help myself or a servant." ”
may have recalled the scene at that time, Lin Wan found that Li Zisheng's expression today was very gentle, "My mother can't peel shrimp, the spines of shrimp always pierce her hands, my father is very accustomed to taking care of my mother and cooking all the food for my mother." So when I was a kid, it was my most common scenario. ”
"Then one day my mother probably noticed the doubt in my eyes, so she said to me, Zisheng, you remember that if one day you have a girl you love very much, you must take her to eat fish and peel her to eat, you will definitely feel that happiness", and then Li Zisheng looked at Lin Wan, "So, I brought you here today, do you understand?" ”
I didn't expect things to be like this, she didn't have much appetite, but when she saw the fish and shrimp peeled by Li Zisheng, she picked up the chopsticks and ate them into her mouth, and the two of them didn't open their mouths, just eating quietly.
Slowly, Lin Wan couldn't eat, and Li Zisheng also saw it, so he didn't force her anymore, he ate it himself, and after eating, he said: "Lin Wan on the other side: "Let's go!" Today, I finally understand the emotions of my parents back then. Maybe the two of them really have no regrets and can be together forever. ”
Lin Wan didn't know how to comfort her, she just held Li Zisheng's hand on the table, life is very long, but it will only be a few years to actually decide everything in the future, Lin Wan believes that Li Zisheng's attitude towards feelings under such a family teaching must be the most serious, calm down, don't be afraid of hard work, don't retreat in the face of difficulties, Lin Wan feels that she seems to always try.
What is love, it was given by God at the time of creation, it is the color scattered from the nine heavens and the stars, it is the flower that blooms in the mud of the earthly world, and it is probably a gift from God to the laity to move the heart for love, and the existence of love is to plunder the mind, and I would rather be hurt by love than be rigid without desire.
After Lin Wan figured this out, there was no more pressure in her heart, she smiled at Li Zisheng, and held the hand that Li Zisheng wanted to withdraw from her hand, "Li Zisheng, I'm ...... I'm so excited about you, so if you'd like, I thought I could give it a try? ”
Li Zisheng was ready to give up, but he didn't expect to hear these words from Lin Wan's mouth, so he said excitedly: "Do you really think so", but after a while, Li Zisheng still said with a little hesitation: "Lin Wan, if you look at me pitiful, then it's not necessary." ”
However, Lin Wan held Li Zisheng's hand tightly and did not separate, "You are wrong, I don't pity you." I just recognized my heart, forgive me for not having the courage to admit it until now, because I can't believe that I am such an ordinary person as you are liked. ”
"No, you're the best in my heart, can't you even believe this?" Li Zisheng said firmly.