Chapter 204

"In this case, my eldest brother and I are not brother and sister at all." Su Li was a little happy in his heart, and he felt very excited when he thought that he would be more intimate with his eldest brother in the future.

"But aren't they brothers and sisters? You probably heard me wrong. Su Rui thought about it carefully, although he didn't pay much attention to the Ding family, but he also knew that the Ding family had a younger brother who often came, and Su Jinghong also knew about it, but because he was Ding's own brother, he turned a blind eye.

Su Li was very anxious, but the more anxious he was, the more unclear he became, and he wanted to get a few closer to Su Rui, but whenever Su Li took a few steps forward, Su Rui would take a few steps back to the side, obviously rejecting Su Li.

"I didn't lie to my eldest brother, my uncle is not my own uncle, and he has no blood relationship with my mother, they are just hiding people's eyes and ears like this." Su Li told Su Rui everything he knew, because he trusted Su Rui and would never betray him.

What kind of trust has been reached to achieve this step, the person most trusted by Su Li in her subconscious is Su Rui, she can trust no one, she can doubt anyone, but she treats Su Rui wholeheartedly, a kind of belief that does not need to be explained.

Su Rui didn't expect to hear such news today, let alone that seeing that Ding, who had always had no desires, would do such a thing, he couldn't accept the news in his mind for a while, and he was stunned.

"How is that possible?" Su Rui said to himself, looking at the calm lake, there was an undercurrent surging below, there were so many things that he didn't know, Su Rui would rather not know anything.

"That is to say, you are not my big brother, and I am not your sister, and the two of us are not related by blood."

Originally, Su Li should feel uncomfortable for such a thing, after all, he bears the name of the daughter of the Su family, but he is not the blood of the Su family. But Su Li felt faintly happy and fortunate because he and Su Rui were not of the same bloodline.

"Are you sure you heard clearly?" Su Rui is still incredible, after all, such a big matter can't be concluded just by relying on Su Li's words.

"Big brother, we are not brother and sister at all, can you not marry Lin Jia, big brother, look at me, big brother." Su Li's voice became more and more hoarse, and he stretched out his hand to grab Su Rui.

"Impossible!" Su Rui paused for a moment, came to his senses, coldly shook off Su Li's hand, and lost the temperature in his tone, and his body seemed to drop a few points.

"Big brother?" Su Li couldn't believe it, Su Rui's reaction after hearing the news, Su Li was fantasizing every day and night, whether Su Rui would be happy when he knew it, but he didn't expect such a cold response.

"No matter what, you will always be a sister in my heart, there can be no other relationship, and the rest should not be delusional." Su Rui said with a warning, Su Li's current thoughts are very dangerous, and if they are not curbed in time, they may become even more deformed.

Su Li's hand hung in the air, his eyes were full of despair, even like this, the eldest brother didn't like him, unrequited love was very bitter, Su Li's heart instantly collapsed.

"Also, don't tell anyone about this, I'll treat it as if I've never been here today, and don't say it, whether it's for you or your mother." Su Rui's heart was in turmoil, he held his hand tightly, took a few deep breaths, and said.

"I only told my eldest brother, eldest brother, do you really dislike me anymore?" Su Li choked, as if something was tightly holding his neck, and even breathing became difficult.

"You are the daughter of the Su family, this is an unchangeable fact, you will always be my sister, don't talk about other nonsense in the future." Su Rui didn't look at Su Li's eyes, and his tone trembled slightly.

"Big brother, big brother." Su Li was like a helpless duckweed floating on water, reaching out to get the only salvation, calling Su Rui over and over again, eager to get a response, even if it was just the slightest response.

"I'll go first, don't say such things in the future, it's never possible between us." Su Rui opened the door in a panic and left in a hurry, today's things are undoubtedly a big shock for him.

"Are you going to leave me, big brother, big brother." Su Li watched Su Rui leave in front of him, staggered a few times, trying to catch Su Rui, his voice was a little desperate.

Su Rui heard the call behind him, and heard Su Li's somewhat poignant and sharp voice, but he couldn't respond, he had someone he loved, and he couldn't destroy the family, so he could only ruthlessly cut off Su Li's thoughts.

"Big brother, big brother, don't go, big brother." Su Li walked unsteadily, holding on to the handrail of the stairs, staggering to catch up with Su Rui, he had made up his mind for so long, and finally decided, but who knows, everything is just his own wishful thinking.

"Miss, do you want to help?" Su Li's voice attracted the attention of the shopkeeper, who hurriedly greeted him, stretched out his hand to hold Su Li, and asked.

"Go away, you go away." Su Li just drank and had no strength, but his consciousness was still relatively clear, and he shook his hand and pushed the shopkeeper away, tears blurred his eyes, and he could only see the familiar back gradually disappearing.

Su Li really couldn't stand the sadness in his heart, the huge oppression and loss were mixed, like a big stone pressing on Su Li's chest, and he couldn't breathe.

Squatting on the stairs, Su Li buried his head in the crook of his arm, how ridiculous, everything is just a farce, she is not the daughter of Su Fu, but even so, Su Rui will not like her.

Looking at Su Li's trembling body, the shopkeeper was a little at a loss, what should I do, I can't watch Su Li squatting on the stairs and crying, the guest officers below are all whispering and pointing at Su Li.

"Do you want to go back to your room first?" The shopkeeper received a threatening look from the shopkeeper, and if this matter is not handled well, the shopkeeper is estimated to have to go somewhere else to make a living.

How could Su Li listen to it, lying in the crook of his arm, crying breathlessly, his sleeves were wet, his body trembled terribly, and he didn't care if his image was gone, he just vented his emotions.

"Miss?" The shopkeeper has a headache, this guest officer is really difficult, you can't let him pull it hard, this is still a girl, the shopkeeper raised his voice and tried to persuade Su Li to leave.

"Go, get me some jugs of good wine, the more the better, hurry." Su Li wiped his tears, held on to the ground, stood up slowly, walked towards the room slowly, and said to the shopkeeper.

"Okay, I'll go right away." The shopkeeper looked at Su Li, who was walking leisurely, and followed her, for fear that something would go wrong, and he was relieved when he saw Su Li walk into the room.

Do you want to take wine? The shopkeeper hesitated a little, looking at Su Li's appearance, he shouldn't continue to drink, but the guest officer's request should be unconditionally obeyed.

Just when the shopkeeper was still hesitating what to do, the shopkeeper couldn't hold back his temper anymore, walked over, kicked the shopkeeper, and said dissatisfiedly: "What are you doing, do you want to do business, if there is another time, you will get out of here with your luggage." ”

"Yes, yes, shopkeeper, don't dare next time." The shopkeeper was miserable, for fear that Su Li would continue to come out to make trouble, so he had to quickly run to the side of the cabinet and take out a few pots of aged wine.

When he pushed the door open and went in, Su Li was still lying on the table, crying constantly, there were some debris on the ground, looking at the mess inside the room.

"Got the wine?" The shopkeeper walked to the table, put the pots of wine on the table, and said softly.

But Su Li didn't seem to be able to hear the sound outside, no matter what the shopkeeper said, she lay motionless on the table, if it weren't for the trembling of her body, the shopkeeper would have thought she was asleep.

After calling a few times again, but still not getting a response from Su Li, the shopkeeper sighed, pushed open the door and walked out, leaving Su Li alone in the room.

Su Li raised his head slowly, his eyes were very empty, his tears had already dried up, no matter how uncomfortable he felt in his heart, he couldn't cry, his hopes were all destroyed by Su Rui, and his belief for so many years had become a joke.

The cup was full of wine, and Su Li looked up without looking at it, and the spicy taste hit his mouth, forcing Su Li's tears out.

"It's impossible, even if it is, you can't accept it." Su Li sneered a few times, as if he was mocking himself, and his voice was also very sad to listen to.

Drinking glass after glass, Su Li wanted to let the wine dilute all his sadness, wanted to forget all this for a while, and even hoped that he could lose his memory, so that he would not have to be so painful.

"Cheers." Su Li smiled stupidly, the wine slurry dripped onto his body, and it became wet, Su Li raised his glass, looked at the empty position in front of him, and said with a smile.

What is the purpose of his life, from childhood to adulthood, when he was bullied, it was Su Rui who helped him, Su Rui is all his beliefs, his only hope, now, everything is gone?

Su Li covered his heart, as if the pain was terrible, he was almost out of breath when he twitched, Su Li opened his mouth slightly, looking like a fish stranded on the shore, losing the moisture of the water.

"But I like you." Su Li stretched out his hand and touched his eyes, they were dry, there was not a single tear, it was so uncomfortable that it seemed that even tears had been lost.

Su Li slapped his face a few times with self-deprecation, sure enough, Su Rui still likes Lin Jia, and he is like dust, a humble existence that can't be seen, and he is not worthy of being by Su Rui's side, but standing by Su Rui's side is a dream that Su Li thinks about day and night.

The table was crooked, a few jugs of wine were empty, the dishes on the table were not touched at all, and the room was filled with a strong smell of wine.

Su Li waved his hand irritably, and the cups on the table fell in response, crackling like a unique symphony, and small flowers bloomed one after another at Su Li's feet.

I don't know how much wine he has drunk, Su Li's mood is just getting worse and worse, the mixture of the happy times in the past and the pain now is about to exceed Su Li's ability to bear.

Su Rui, who fled from the warehouse management, was no better, and his heart was also very chaotic, he knew too many things today, so Su Rui didn't have time to digest it at all.

But this matter must not be said, there is only one thought left in Su Rui's mind, this is not a family matter, this involves all kinds of things.

Su Li really couldn't accept this fact, but he had to help Su Li hide it, thinking of the feelings that he had been with all these years, Su Rui couldn't bear to see Su Li beaten to death by his father, and her mother's mistakes should not be borne by her.