Chapter 309: It's hard to give up

It was morning when I first arrived, and I must have missed lunch after sleeping so long, and now it is estimated that it should be eight or nine o'clock in the evening, and it seems that I can only survive this night.

The Mo family is troublesome, all they do is a matter of birth and death, and there are so many rules, if I am born in such a family, I am afraid that I will also give birth to a rebellious heart.

Obviously not cold, but I shivered, what the hell was I thinking, this thought was terrible.

There is nothing, the room is still so simple, I have slept enough after sleeping for so long, and now I only feel upset when I climb into bed, but I am injured and can't turn over at will.

It's quiet outside, I can't hear anything, and occasionally there is a small sound, and it's very light, and now let me lie down, it's better to let me go to work in the cement factory outside.

I can only think back to my recent experience over and over again, this is the only interesting thing, I am also bored to a certain extent, it is incredible to think that Lao Huang can be so detached to be alone in peace.

The bronze piece in my pocket scorched me like a soldering iron, I put my hand in, my fingers rubbed carefully on the pattern, I took it out again, turned it over and over, except for the last character, the rest of the place is exactly the same as the one I had touched, since the Mo family used it as an identity certificate, it means that it is impossible to copy, in addition to the symbols on it, the bronze piece itself may also hide a mystery, but unfortunately it cannot be seen from the appearance.

It's not that simple, if they want to disguise themselves as the Mo family, create an exact same number, it's impossible to deliberately make a reverse, in the end, I still don't know what this character itself should look like, maybe there are really two different characters in this set of numbers, it's just the opposite, this is what I want to confirm to Achuan.

If there really are two such characters, then my assumption is overturned, if there is only one, and this one is indeed the opposite, then it can expose a lot of problems, people are opposed, even the things that are carried around are reversed, what does this point to?

I didn't dream, but I was always in a light sleep, and I felt sleepy when I finally wanted to open my eyes, and I couldn't go into a deep sleep when I wanted to continue, and I was sleeping, but I was like running all night.

"Knock Knock Knock ......"

There was a knock on the door, and I reluctantly opened my eyes, my head was dizzy and painful, and my throat was very hoarse. ”

It was Ah Chuan, and with the cool air entering my nostrils was the fragrance of rice porridge, and I immediately lifted my spirits, and even my headache was a little lighter.

"When?" As I spoke, I slowly rubbed myself on the bed.

"Five o'clock in the morning." Ah Chuan said, casually put the iron plate in his hand on the table next to the bed, squatted down and took out a small folding table from under the bed, unfolded it on the bed, and put the bowls and plates on the plate.

It is millet porridge and a small plate of green vegetables, but the rice porridge is thick, but the green vegetables do not have a little oil and water.

"I'll go, your branch is too poor, right, just eat this? One meal a day is not as starving as the nameless island. ”

"Oh? So, you really want to go back to Nameless Island? The corners of Ah Chuan's mouth hooked, and he was making a bad idea when he saw it.

"Nope!" I quickly picked up the greens and stuffed them into my mouth, "The greens are good, supplement vitamins." ”

"That's really a pity, if you want to go to Nameless Island, it's better, with Ah Qing watching, we are so relieved, really don't think about it?" Ah Chuan looked regretful.

I quickly shook my head, if I really can't participate, I just want to go back to Lao Huang's inn, a place like Nameless Island, once is enough.

I swept away the food quickly, and to be honest, I was really hungry enough, and for the first time in a long time, I felt that I hadn't been hungry at all.

"Anything else?" Now that I'm cooked, I don't feel ashamed.

"Isn't that enough?" Ah Chuan raised his eyebrows and smiled again, "It's really gone, we only have one lunch, because you are sick, I specially cooked a little for you, and you have to take medicine later, not on an empty stomach." ”

It turned out to be made for me, and I didn't know what to say for a while, so I could only respond sullenly.

"Don't worry, we'll send you away after we thoroughly inspect the place, the conditions of this branch are indeed a little worse, but it's a good place to send you, there are mountains and water, grass and trees, meat to eat, milk to drink, and ......"

"Wait!" I interrupted him, "What do you mean to have milk to drink, and where are you trying to send me?" ”

"You'll know when you go, of course, we'll all go, and there's someone you'd love to meet." Ah Chuan smiled narrowly.

"Who I want to meet?" I was a little confused, and said with a dry smile, "Even I don't know who I want to meet, how do you know." ”

Ah Chuan didn't speak again, still looking mysterious, and left with empty dishes, and it didn't take long for someone to knock on the door, it was the doctor.

It was another check, dressing, injection, and medicine, and I felt that I would be able to complete this set by myself in a few days, and he didn't say a word during the whole process, and left silently after finishing it quickly.

I was in a daze at the ceiling, I was so bored, Achuan that guy disappeared as soon as he left, and I didn't know what to say if I wanted to find Lao Huang, the air was a little stuffy, and the exhaust fan in the corner of the roof kept turning day and night, and I didn't see the fresh air coming in.

There was another knock on the door, and I casually shouted "Enter", and I saw Nineteen walk in, holding a familiar backpack in his hand.

I stared straight at it, this is the bag we had with the old yellow back before we were taken to Nameless Island, I didn't expect it to appear here in a turn of time, and after a year, I saw it again.

Looking at my intent, Nineteen smiled: "This is what was once taken from you, and yours are also in it, and now it will be returned to you, as you wish, you are no longer a member of the family's staff, so you don't have to follow our rules anymore, of course, the past is still kept secret." ”

My heart sank, obviously it was my own request, but now I don't listen to it anymore, I thought everything would end when I left the floating island, but no, the Mo family still let me go according to the conditions agreed a long time ago, but I didn't want to leave, and I was sad like being abandoned now.

But I just nodded: "Okay, can I give him those from Lao Huang?" ”

"Of course."

Nineteen smiled, looking very pleased, he handed me the backpack and left, I quickly opened the backpack, there were a lot of things that had been placed in it, most of them were old yellow, only one wallet belonged to me, I opened the mezzanine again, and at a glance I saw two mobile phones lying in the corner, one of which was mine.

Cell phone! After a year of "savage" life, I almost didn't shed tears when I looked at my phone, my heart was pounding, I was still thinking about searching for the answer yesterday, but I didn't expect the opportunity to come today, God is finally on my side.

The phone has long been out of power and turned off, but fortunately the charger is also there, I turned my head and saw the socket on the wall next to the bed, tried to have power, the phone screen instantly lit up, and the empty battery began to rejuvenate.

I couldn't suppress my excitement, I didn't wait a few minutes to turn it on, I haven't touched it for a long time, my movements became very stiff, and then, a basin of cold water poured me through, the mobile phone did have, and the signal was also sufficient, but there was no network in this ghost place!

Exercise!

I scolded in my heart, my heart was still pounding just now, and my heart was cold, I didn't give up, and I changed the wifi again, or no, maybe there will be in the factory, but obviously there is no here.

This kind of ups and downs is crazy, I calmed down quickly, I didn't even have a mobile phone, but now it's just no Internet, what is it?

Thinking like this, I was relieved, I was bored to death, although there was no Internet but there was something else to play after all, I looked at those game icons that were already unfamiliar, and I didn't feel good for a while, and I hesitated for a moment to delete them all.

It's all things that need the Internet, it's useless to look at them, I'm not interested in them anymore, I'm experiencing a reality that's a hundred times more thrilling than those games, and I don't need to look for excitement there anymore.

It's still a little sad to think about it, I can't do anything, only some small games that come with my phone, no difficulty and boring, I clicked on the e-book casually, I remember downloading a lot of things there.

There are indeed a lot, densely packed with a large list of book titles, all of which are related to the official history of the pre-Qin period, and there are some miscellaneous conversations, I looked at this large list of titles and was stunned, I still remember that at that time, I said to give up, in fact, I never had this kind of thought in my heart, I never mentioned things related to blood curses on weekdays, but I downloaded so many things related to Qin in private.

It's a pity that it's only been half a year, and I haven't even turned over most of the places here, and now I only feel suffocated and my nose is sour when I look at it, it's all in the past, and I don't need them anymore.

I wanted to delete them all, but my hand stopped on the delete button for a long time, I couldn't delete them as neatly as those games, this is a memory, but also a state of mind.

I removed my hand, grabbed my clothes and rubbed it, my palms were full of sweat, I knew what it meant, I didn't want to give up, it was all not over yet, I was not reconciled.

I have never felt that it is so difficult to give up one thing, and it is a difficult thing to fight for my life, to this day, difficulties and failures cannot stop me, and lifting the blood curse is no longer my goal, I am like fighting against the heavens, against fate, the more they want to suppress me, the more they sharpen me to be tenacious.

I know how stupid this behavior is, and I also know how difficult the road ahead is, in the past, there was the Mo family to rely on, and now it is likely to rely on myself again, the Mo family will act, I will also act, even if I can't participate in it, I must always know the exact news, this kind of thing really has to be practiced.