Lu Xiaoman and Hua Jiaojiao are reconciled as before, and they will be greeted by the heavy review tasks of the third year of high school and the heavy college entrance examination a year later. Hua Jiaojiao and Meng Fan unexpectedly developed rapidly, Hua Jiaojiao and Lu Xiaoman secretly said that Meng Fan had confessed to her, which made Lu Xiaoman very surprised, Tan Ziming told her that Meng Fan would wait until graduation, and he couldn't hold on to it for a year, she couldn't help but sweat for Tan Ziming, whether he could hold on, it would be really painful to force her to make a decision at this time. However, Hua Jiaojiao is different, the mother at home is not strict, so she can do whatever she wants.

This time, Hua Jiaojiao consulted Lu Xiaoman's opinion, and after so many interactions, Lu Xiaoman felt that Meng Fan was still very sincere to Hua Jiaojiao. Let's take the time when the two of them had an awkward relationship, his starting point has always been for Hua Jiaojiao's sake, and he is very sensible, and he did not help in that matter. Therefore, Lu Xiaoman's evaluation of Meng Fan is still very high, but Lu Xiaoman is worried about whether it will affect his studies at this critical moment.

Hua Jiaojiao doesn't seem to care so much about this, her parents don't care, so she can do whatever she wants. Fortunately, Meng Fan's grades are not low, and the two of them can really be admitted to a university if they work hard.

Here, Hua Jiaojiao and Meng Fan are in full swing in love and studying, but Tan Ziming's state over there is not very online. This time, he took the initiative to transfer away, and the gang of three who had been mixed for two years broke up. Hua Jiaojiao didn't understand that she swore to chase Lu Xiaoman during the last meal, why did he run away just a few days after school started.

The two of them were suspicious, and when they returned home after school, Lu Xiaoman sent him a message asking him why he changed seats, but he didn't reply. Lu Xiaoman guessed that he saw that Meng Fan had succeeded, and he couldn't bear it. But he obviously had something to say before, and it's not good for him to regret it now, so he just can't see it, thinking like this, Lu Xiaoman thinks it's better to let him calm down.

On the weekend, several people made an appointment in the library again, but Tan Ziming did not come. The three of them didn't know what had happened to him recently, so Hua Jiaojiao sent Meng Fan to investigate.

The next day, Meng Fan sent a message to Hua Jiaojiao: "Tan Ziming said to give him some time, and he will talk to Lu Xiaoman in person when the time comes." ”

Lu Xiaoman has no way to take him now, let him go.

Life is still going on step by step, the pressure of studying is getting bigger and bigger, and various mock exams are emerging in endlessly. Tan Ziming still ignores them, lying on the table every day and not knowing what he is thinking, and the teacher doesn't care about him, there seems to be nothing to manage, and people's academic performance is always online.

Until one day at the end of October, Tan Ziming came to Lu Xiaoman's desk after school and said to her, "I'll send you home." ”

On the road, he only pushed his bicycle, and was silent for a long time as if he was thinking about how to speak, and only after most of the journey did he say: "Xiaoman, I'm sorry, I'm going to miss the appointment." ”

This sentence made the second monk Lu Xiaoman confused, and looked at him suspiciously, Tan Ziming looked at her expression and knew that she didn't understand what she meant, he turned his eyes to the front, and said: "My parents found out that I sent you a message, they want to send me to study abroad, I have also fought with them these days, but there is no way, before I have the ability to make money to support myself, I can only compromise." After a pause, he looked at Lu Xiaoman and said, "Xiaoman." Let's break our agreement, although I like you very much, but this kind of foreign relationship is very painful, and I can't delay you. ”

Lu Xiaoman was really shocked when she first heard it, she didn't speak for a long time, and she hadn't reacted to what she was going to do. Then she thought about it seriously, no one could stop him from going abroad, no one knew who he would meet in the future, maybe the only way to cancel the agreement was to cancel it, but the agreement has been a whole year now, who can be unintentional if no one is a grass and tree, she is also accepting Tan Ziming's good bit by bit, she is also trying to experience the relationship between the two, two years of getting along even the most ordinary friends are not just saying that they can give up, not to mention that there is such an agreement between them.

Lu Xiaoman couldn't accept it for a while, turned his head and ran in the direction of home, Tan Ziming looked at her figure running away, and wanted to chase but didn't have the courage to chase. It was him who said they were together, and now he is the one who says they broke up, and no one can accept him going back on his word like this.

Lu Xiaoman ran home and locked herself in the room directly, and Lu's mother saw that her look was a little wrong when she came back, so she went to her room with a cup of milk. When Lu Xiaoman entered the house, his eyes were still red, and Lu's mother put down the milk in distress and held Lu Xiaoman in her arms and asked, "What's wrong?" Can I talk to my mom? ”

Lu Xiaoman didn't know how to speak for a while, after all, early love was not allowed in high school, she didn't know if her mother could accept it, she hesitated for a long time and didn't say anything, Lu's mother asked: "Is it awkward with Hua Jiaojiao and Tan Ziming?" ”

Lu Xiaoman hesitated for a long time but decided to tell the truth, after all, his mother has more experience than himself, "Mom, actually, it was last year, Tan Ziming said that he liked me, I didn't agree, I said that I would be his girlfriend after graduation, and he agreed at that time, but today he said that the agreement was canceled, and he was going to study abroad." Mom, how could he go back on his word! ”

Lu's mother had already guessed that there was something wrong with them, and now that something happened she couldn't bear it, she said, Lu's mother thought about it and said: "During school, including high school, including college, parents do not agree with their children falling in love, in addition to being afraid of delaying their studies, what they have to worry about is this, anything can happen at the fork in the road of life, which is very bad for the relationship." Tan Ziming went abroad today, and tomorrow he may stay abroad and not come back, there are too many unknowns in the future, no one can stop it, no one can predict it. So, don't think about those ethereal things, rest assured and study, all you can grasp now is learning, and the rest is unknown. Grasping the present is the most important thing, don't make a mistake, step by step. There is only so much that my mother can enlighten you, I don't want to blame you for this, everyone has experienced youth and frivolity, everyone has been passionate, it is not easy to calm down, think about it yourself! ”

Lu's mother's words somewhat reassured Lu Xiaoman, Lu Xiaoman was ready to think about it and then reply to Tan Ziming.

Tan Ziming became even more uneasy after saying this, in fact, he thought about asking Lu Xiaoman to wait for him, but this idea was too selfish, and he vetoed it at the first time, although it is no better for him to do it now, but it is better than concealing and deceiving.

In the past few days, Tan Ziming has peeked at Lu Xiaoman from time to time, seeing that she doesn't seem to be affected by anything, she should study and study, she should eat, she should go home, and Hua Jiaojiao has been talking and laughing, but she is worried here like a fool.

In fact, the next day, Lu Xiaoman told Hua Jiaojiao about the matter between the two of them, Hua Jiaojiao was still very angry at first when she heard it, and scolded: "How can Tan Ziming be like this, seeing that he usually thinks about others, how can he be so cruel to you." But after thinking about it, Hua Jiaojiao said again: "Come to think of it, he has no choice, after all, we are still controlled by our parents, and his decision should be for your good, you can't wait for him all the time, then he is called selfish!" ”

A few days later, Meng Fan also sent a message and asked Lu Xiaoman what he thought, he couldn't hang Tan Ziming all the time. Lu Xiaoman thought about it for a few days, and she also thought about it, and she made an appointment with Tan Ziming alone on the weekend.

The two of them sat in a quiet café, Lu Xiaoman took a sip of coffee and said: "It's really bitter, the first time I drank coffee, my mother usually didn't give it to me, saying that it would affect my intelligence." I was sleepy and tired, I was asked to rest, and I was not allowed to take coffee to refresh myself, but I didn't listen to my mother this time, I didn't expect it to be so bitter. ”

Listening to Lu Xiaoman's metaphor, Tan Ziming felt very uncomfortable, he brought her into this trap by himself, and now he withdrew by himself, he only said: "Xiaoman, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pulled you into the water when I couldn't control my own destiny." ”

"Forget it, Jiaojiao is right, you can't help yourself. When you go abroad, you should be under a lot of pressure, you have to take care of yourself, foreign drugs are more rampant, you must not get involved. Lu Xiaoman said earnestly.

"Don't worry, I'm here to learn, not to play!"

"I won't go abroad, I'll go to university in China, my mother doesn't want me to go out, it's safer at home. So, let's cancel our agreement, if you meet a girl who wants to get married abroad, don't forget to introduce it to us and help you check it. Lu Xiaoman pretended to be relaxed and said.

"I'm not going to marry a foreigner."

"There are also a lot of Chinese in foreign countries, and if they are in a foreign land, they will inevitably cherish each other."

"Xiaoman, I won't have a girlfriend in a foreign country, can you wait for me to come back." Tan Ziming finally said his truest thoughts.

Lu Xiaoman shook his head and said: "Mom is right, the future variables are too great, and then I'm sorry for the damage to you and me too much, let's stop it in time before we start yet, there is still a year, we are less than a year, and then we will go our separate ways, meet new classmates, new friends, and now friends may become passers-by in our lives, maybe you won't be able to remember my name when you return to China." ”

"How could I not remember, such an unforgettable pain, how could I forget." Tan Ziming couldn't control himself anymore, he looked up at the ceiling.

Lu Xiaoman couldn't control it, she got up and said, "See you soon." After speaking, he turned around and left, leaving Tan Ziming to sit there alone and cry wordlessly.

Lu Xiaoman is not much better, when she walked out of the door of the café, tears flowed down in a hurry, the words were beautiful, but her heart hurt, she remembered all the kindness Tan Ziming had to her, how could she give up if she gave up.

The sun outside was bright and harsh, and contrary to her mood, she hurried to take a taxi home. In the car, she digested all her emotions, and when she got home, she began to pack up her mood and enter a state of learning, whether she could really learn it or not, but at least she could numb herself a little.

Tan Ziming watched Lu Xiaoman get into a taxi and leave, his heart sank completely, the girl he liked, his first relationship ended without a problem, he was somewhat unwilling, he secretly swore in his heart that he would definitely come back to her.