After hanging up the phone, Jian Xinrou felt as if she had lost something, in fact, during this period of time, Ah Bao had been thinking about whether Mu Jinsheng would come to him if he didn't do anything, but he had been waiting, never waiting for a call from Mu Jinsheng on his own initiative, which was a kind of torture and destruction for Jian Xinrou.

Lu Yu saw Jian Xinrou looking so uncomfortable and wanted to go up to persuade her, but she didn't know what to say when the words came to her mouth, and the relationship between Lu Feng and Jian Xinrou was unclear.

"I know you must be very sad now, but we should think of a way, like you just said, let that person help you meet Mu Zheng, I believe Mu Zheng is also missing you very much now."

Lu Yu didn't know how to say it, so he could only let Jian Xinrou understand his own thoughts in this way.

"I know, I should be strong, and Mu Zheng will slowly get better day by day, right? I don't think it's a good idea if I'm going to be so sluggish. ”

Jian Xinrou's eyes are becoming more and more determined now, in fact, what Lu Yu wants to see most is that Jian Xinrou is getting stronger day by day, because as long as a person is strong, he can think about what he should do in the future.

After Lu Feng came back from work, he brought a lot of dishes that Jian Xinrou likes to eat, these days Jian Xinrou has not eaten well, Lu Feng is distressed, in fact, those things before have always had a very guilty feeling in Lu Feng's heart, but Lu Feng really doesn't know how to express it, and can only let Jian Xinrou gradually find out that he cares about him every day through daily actions.

I felt more and more guilty in my heart, because Lu Feng had said before that no matter when and where, as long as Jian Xinrou was wronged, she could see his existence when she turned around, but now, he unconsciously did so many things that made Jian Xinrou feel sad.

"Why are you back so early today?"

Jian Xinrou turned her head and looked at Lu Feng's appearance and took the initiative to say hello, which shocked Lu Feng, because Jian Xinrou has been sitting on the sofa sullenly these days, not watching TV or talking, and the whole person does not eat or drink, which makes them frightened, I originally thought that Jian Xinrou would not stand up again, because it has been so long, and I haven't seen any results. "Xinrou, is your mood better today than before, I am relieved to see you like this, I specially bought your favorite dishes today."

Lu Feng didn't know how to express his feelings, in short, looking at Jian Xinrou like this, Lu Feng's mood was very good, the sun was shining, seeing that Jian Xinrou was willing to take the initiative to greet him and talk to him, as if Jian Xinrou had forgiven him, Lu Feng felt that there were not so many hard things in his heart, and now everything had been relieved and melted.

"You're right like this, we should eat well, sleep well, shouldn't all things be accumulated in your heart, maybe when you really become cheerful and lively, get up and let go of everything, Jian Xinyu should be afraid of you, everything he has now is what you had before, he has nothing to be proud of, but you, you have to go back to the life you originally wanted to live."

Lu Yu was very proud when she said this, in fact, Jian Xinrou has always felt very happy, because there are so many friends who are really good to her, for so long, Jian Xinrou has always felt that being by her side will make her feel sad, and it will also make her feel excluded.

"Of course I know that you are all for my good, I can see everything you do, I know that you are just to take care of my mood, you have been used to me for so long, spoiled me, and gave me unprecedented hope and care, this is something I am very touched, I haven't seen my mother for a long time, these days I am alone at home, I still can't understand why my mother suddenly left me, and now even my children have to suffer like this."

Jian Xinrou seemed to have suddenly figured it out, what he wanted to thank was not the world, but everyone who accompanied her, what he wanted to hate was not the pain that life had befallen her, but why Jian Xinyu targeted her like this.

"We haven't been to see my aunt either, and we have heard about this kind of thing all of a sudden, and we have heard about it before, but we have not had the opportunity to visit, and when you are going to go to your mother, it's good to take us with you, we are also your best friends."

Lu Feng took the initiative to bring it up, which was very different from when Lu Yu proposed it before, when Lu Yu proposed to accompany Jian Xinrou before, Lu Feng denied it, because he was really crazy at that time.

Seeing that the two people next to her were so good to herself, Jian Xinrou was moved, I really didn't know how to express it, thinking of my mother Bao's heart would still be very sad, but I was sad and couldn't eat it, Jian Xinrou decided to clean up in the afternoon, just say a few goodbyes to my mother, you can't put a person's sadness there all the time, people still have to live well, those who lose are lost, and those who live in this world still have to live well.

The three of them ate at noon, and the atmosphere was very different from before, because Jian Xinrou was now in this world, and it was all the pain that others had left on him, as long as Jian Xinrou decided to come back, as long as she was not so rash, she would definitely take back everything that belonged to her.

In the afternoon, Mu Zheng changed into a black dress, and Lu Yu also wore black, Lu Feng wore a relatively simple dress, and the three of them went to Jian Xinrou's mother's cemetery together.

When Jian Xinrou saw the photo on the tombstone, she still felt so sad, as if her mother had never left her, but now that she thinks that her mother has been away for more than a week, and thinks of the phone call when her mother left, Jian Xinrou still feels that the past is vivid, and all this seems to have never happened.

"Mom, I've come to see you with my friends, you may have seen what happened to me recently, I really don't know how to explain to you, I have lived my life like this, I really can't leave you, but you can't come back now, I know you want me to live a good life."

Jian Xinrou is now very calm, able to accept the fact that her mother is not in this world, although the tears have fallen, but there are still a lot of grief in her heart that has not been explained, after all, in front of Lu Feng and Lu Yu, even if you are close friends, there are some things in your heart that can only be said to your relatives.

Lu Yu took down the flowers that he bought from the flower shop on the road and put them in front of Jian Xinrou's mother's tombstone.

"Auntie, don't worry, we didn't visit you before, we lost our courtesy, Jian Xinrou didn't tell us in advance about this matter, we also feel very sad about your departure, don't worry, Jian Xinrou will be taken care of by us in the future, we are her best friends, we will not let her down, your daughter will be entrusted to me in the future, I am a few years older than Jian Xinrou, the friendship between the two of us is really impossible to describe in words, you can rest assured if you hand it over to me."

Lu Yu felt empathy when she said these words, as if she had met her own biological mother, Lu Yu's tears were also rolling in her eyes, Jian Xinrou was moved when she saw Lu Yu like this, and she made this friend in vain.

"Auntie, you must live well in another world, Jian Xinrou really misses you, I believe that if you see it, you will definitely bless Jian Xinrou and his children to reunite in the future, I know Auntie, you must be a good person, sometimes I do something wrong, I must be willing to wake me up, although you are no longer in this world, but we believe that you must go to a better place to live."

Lu Feng also knelt down, and the three of them knelt in front of the tombstone together, Jian Xinrou cried silently, this may be the last time Jian Xinrou cried like this after she figured it out, crying can release a person's emotions, but for Jian Xinrou, her stories are already irreparable by tears, if it is said that crying things can be improved, then even if Jian Xinrou doesn't want these eyes, she has to change everything back to before.

They stayed in front of Jian Xinrou's mother for a long time, and finally the three of them left together with grief, a real friend is to empathize with what happened to your friend as if he was himself, all emotions are linked, and now Jian Xinrou has deeply experienced the happiness of being accompanied, this happiness, even if Jian Xinyu stayed at Lu Feng's house, she didn't experience it, because Lu Yu has always disapproved of this girl, from the first moment she saw Jian Xinyu, Lu Yu felt that this girl would not get along with her well in the future.

When they left, it was already very late, a little yellow, now the weather is getting colder, it is about to enter autumn, and there is some dust blowing in the air, such a day reminds Jian Xinrou of the first time she saw Mu Jinsheng, that cold face seemed to flicker in his eyes when she saw his hand, but they never seemed to have a call for love at first sight, it was the contact after slowly getting along, which made Jian Xinrou feel more and more warm.

It may be a long time on this road, and on this long road, Jian Xinrou may also miss that man all the time, isn't there endless quarrels and endless forgiveness in love? Quarrel is to care about each other, anger is also forgiveness, and it is each other's refusal to let go, unable to give up.

"When we get old in the future, we will be in the nursing home, and we will not trouble the children to be filial to us, we will sit there and drink tea, watch the ants go up the tree, and the days at that time are really comfortable."

Under the dusk, Lu Yu was imagining the future, and Jian Xinrou and Lu Feng stood aside and laughed.