Chapter 59: Loneliness
"What the hell is wrong with you?!"
I yelled, I didn't know what to do, I wanted to wake him up, but he still looked panicked.
"Ahh
He suddenly screamed, and his hands slammed his head on him, and I was startled, and I involuntarily took two steps back as I tried to get closer.
"Brother God, be sober! Brother God! ”
I yelled, but he ignored me, and he rushed up and kicked the jade letter away, and the jade letter fell to the ground with a crisp thud, and the shards flew everywhere.
A peerless treasure, just ruined.
But I don't have the heart to care about Yuhan, I just want to know what happened to Brother Shen, I'm panicked and scared, he's no different from a madman now.
He screamed desperately, pounding his head incessantly, and there was fear, anger, and hatred in his eyes.
He suddenly rushed at me, very fast, grabbed my shoulder in an instant, his strength was so great that his fingers seemed to be embedded in my bones, and I felt like my shoulder was going to be crushed by him.
"Brother God, let go, it hurts!"
He ignored me completely, the strength in his hand increased a little more, my sweat hurt out, and he didn't stop crushing me at all.
"Let go!"
I pushed him desperately but couldn't, he stared straight at me, his amber eyes were full of despair, and I felt a chill in my heart, and I didn't even feel the pain in my shoulder.
His strength was decreasing, his hands were slowly loosening, but they were still clenched so tightly that I still couldn't break free.
He stared straight into my eyes and said word by word: "One day is a grave keeper, generation is a grave keeper, living is a grave keeper, and dead is also a grave keeper!" ”
"What do you mean, what grave keeper?!"
My mind was in a state of confusion, I didn't understand what he was talking about, but he suddenly let go of his hand, screamed and ran towards a hole next to him, and disappeared into the darkness in the blink of an eye.
"Brother God!"
I didn't have time to think about what he meant, and I had completely forgotten about the blood curse, I just wanted to know where he had gone, and I only feared for his safety.
Without even looking back, I chased straight after the hole he had entered, and like all the holes I had ever entered, it was intricate and divergent.
I could hear Brother Shen's chaotic footsteps, I pricked up my ears, carefully distinguished, followed his voice and kept chasing, I bumped into a lot of monsters, but I didn't care, I didn't know where Brother God was going, it was too dangerous in his current state.
He was running so fast that I couldn't catch up, and the sound of his footsteps had become faint, echoing in the cave so many times that I felt sound in all directions, and I couldn't tell where he had gone.
Once again, I was abandoned.
As if my strength had been drained in an instant, I sat down and tears blurred my eyes.
I thought I would never cry again, I thought I would never be isolated again, but I didn't expect the ending to be the same.
I believe that the sober Brother Shen will not abandon me, but the mistake will always be like this, I am scared, helpless and worried, I don't know what happened to Sanji, I don't know if Lao Huang is in danger of climbing up, and now I don't even know where Brother Shen is.
I have taken on so much and paid so much, and in the end I still don't know the secret of the blood curse, what a grave keeper, I have long known that the villagers here are grave keepers.
Brother Shen's words are worthless, he must be trying to express something, but I can't guess the deep meaning at all, I carry a blood curse like these villagers, am I also a grave keeper?
Whose tomb am I keeping, and is this also the tomb?
I couldn't think of it, and I couldn't think about it, was it all he got when he was so stimulated, and all he got was this sentence?
Definitely not, he must have told me something, I don't know what he remembered, and I don't know what kind of truth could make him like this.
I had a thousand emotions in my heart, mixed up and a mess, I shook my head, I didn't want to think about the blood curse at all, I realized that the most important thing for me was these friends.
Whether it's Lao Huang, or Brother Shen and Sanji, I don't want anything to happen to them, they may not treat me as a friend, but I'm different.
I breathed heavily, desperately trying to hold back my tears, I thought I had grown, only to find out now that I hadn't, I was still so weak, and I still panicked when I didn't have a companion.
The nearby monsters were all around, shadowed in the dim light of the flashlight, and when I looked up, I could see that they were all turning their heads, staring at me silently.
They are not conscious, they don't attack, but I still feel scared, I thought I wasn't afraid of them anymore, but when I was alone in the dark, I was still scared.
Even when I was hunted down with Lao Huang, I was not so afraid, I felt that I had become a part of them, the walking dead were unconscious, and what I was most afraid of was loneliness.
I struggled to stand up, I felt that my hands and feet were powerless, I didn't even know what to do now, the secrets in that tomb were all destroyed by Brother Shen, there was no point in me going back to the tomb, should I leave now?
My heart is empty, I haven't gotten anything for so long, I can't explain it to Lao Huang, I lost my brother Shen, and I can't face Sanji.
There were four or five forks in the road where I stood, and I didn't even know where I had just come from, it was a place I had never walked before, and every fork in the road looked the same, and I couldn't go back even if I wanted to.
I started to get flustered, the underground passage here is very complicated, and I still thought that I couldn't explain it to Lao Huang, so it was a luxury to even go out.
"Lao Huang!"
I shouted at the top of my voice, but I didn't hear any response.
I don't know if it's because it's too deep for Lao Huang to hear, or if he's not at the entrance of the cave like Sanchi, by the way, I forgot, there's another person in this cave, I don't know who he is, but he's better than me, and he's the enemy of Brother Shen.
I held a flashlight to shine through those forks in the road one by one, there was no shadow of Brother Shen, and there was no trace of that person, I had already decided that Brother God was not a bad person, then that person was the enemy.
If he finds me, he will definitely wipe my neck without hesitation, and he will probably do the same as those monsters, the secret he wants has been destroyed by Brother God, and he will probably learn the truth by torturing me.
If I didn't know he wouldn't believe me, I must not only run away now, but also avoid him.
I felt that this task was too difficult, it was difficult to do it with my ability, one side was life, the other side was death, and I could only try my best to live.
I chose one of those forks in the road and walked in, and the monsters hanging on the cave walls were watching me, and I tried not to pay attention to them.
I wanted to go fast but couldn't, I was tired and hungry, there were compressed biscuits in my baggage, but I didn't want to eat them, and the most uncomfortable thing for me now was my thirst, my mouth was very dry, and my tongue moved like I was going to tear off a layer of skin.
The lack of water slowed my movements, and even my brain could not function, and I could not think of anything now, but I was just mechanically walking into the forks in the road, but these forks in the road were never-ending, and I could not see any hope.
The cave was very quiet, there was no footsteps of Brother Shen and that person, only the sound of monsters squirming, like countless small insects crawling by.
The flashlight was getting dimer and darker, I became restless, and if the flashlight went out, I would be in complete darkness, and this cramped claustrophobic environment would surely drive me crazy.
I had to get out quickly, there was another fork in the road ahead, I held up my flashlight and looked in, and I saw that the monsters here were all twisted and lying on the ground.
That man passed by here!
I was shocked, and I subconsciously wanted to escape, this fork in the road was not the one that Brother God took me through.
But I hesitated again, the man also came in from outside the cave, and if I followed the obvious trace, there was a good chance of escaping, but the probability of encountering that person was just as high.
I had to make a choice, whether to take the risk of going down a path that could die or to go on my own, which at first glance seemed like a good idea, but if I met that person, I would die, and I could get out on my own.
I don't know how long I hesitated, until the flashlight suddenly went out, I suddenly woke up, the fluorescence on the monsters around me was extremely bright for a moment, and in the darkness my five senses were amplified, and I could clearly hear my own heartbeat.
I flapped the flashlight, but it wouldn't give me the last bit of light, so I had to throw it away and take out the lighter.
The flames were dark, blue and faint like ghost fire, and everything around them was even more terrifying, and the monsters began to stir, and they were moving away from me.
It turns out that they are afraid of fire, too, the blood curse will drain the blood of the whole body, there is no water in their body, as long as there is a little spark can ignite.
But now that I find this useless, the lighter that Lao Huang bought is a little better than the ordinary one, and I feel hot in my hands after driving it for a long time.
The lighter had become like a soldering iron, and it was so sore that I had to turn it off and it was dark again.
I took a few deep breaths and decided to gamble on my luck, and I walked into the fork in the road that the man had walked.
I didn't fire the firers again, these barely moving monsters were the best signposts, and I walked for a while, and found that this man's route was also very chaotic, and he was also going around in circles.
I stopped, I didn't know if I should continue or not, as long as I kept turning, I would definitely be able to get out, but I began to feel that it was not worth it, the road here was high and low, and I couldn't tell if I was going in the direction of the tomb or the exit.
"Lao Huang!"
I screamed again, but I still couldn't hear a response, I felt very tired, so I just sat down and rested.
I'm really at a loss now, the monsters around me rub against me, I don't feel bad, I feel like I'm going to die.
The lack of water made my consciousness blurry, I felt that the blood in my whole body was so sticky that it couldn't flow, I was tired, I was sleepy, I leaned my head against the cave wall, groggy and about to fall asleep.