I feel really strange about myself, like having schizophrenia, on the one hand I can easily trust someone because they are good to me, and on the other hand I can be honest about some things, I only believe that what I see is true.

I've always been overly worried, I don't want to admit that what I'm most afraid of is that others will die because of me, just saw the back of Brother Shen leaving, my whole person was panicked, I was really afraid that he would never come back.

I always have a lot of gains and losses, and I think of the most common dreams I had when I was a child, whether it was my relatives or friends, they walked in front of me without looking back, and I couldn't stop them from crying loudly behind me.

"Lao Huang, I must go."

I was too weak to look at him, and I couldn't give a reason.

Lao Huang's face calmed down, he looked at me for dozens of seconds, and I had no idea what he was thinking.

"Daze, Lao Tzu must have owed you in his last life, was your father in his last life?"

Lao Huang's voice was helpless, he didn't seem eager at all, but I knew he agreed.

As soon as he agreed that everything was fine, I quickly pulled the god brother back: "Let's go together, where is that place, we have to prepare." ”

Brother Shen shook his head: "I only know that in Qiannan, I don't know until the specific location is going." ”

"Qiannan?" Lao Huang sat slumped in his chair, looking irritable, "The traffic in that place is terrible, and there are mountains and water, how did you want to go, go?" ”

Brother Shen nodded, he didn't seem to feel anything abnormal at all.

"No matter how close it is, it's a thousand kilometers away from here, when do you want to go?" Lao Huang's expression was very entangled, "And your hairstyle, this clothes, you have to change, the more low-key the better." ”

I suddenly realized that this is indeed a problem, Qiannan is not as good as Tibet, we don't know the specific location, we can only go to the city first, as Brother Shen is now, we will definitely be treated as rare animals.

Brother Shen obviously didn't expect this, he was at a loss, I suspect that he had never been out of Tibet at all, but what he understood was not like that of an isolated person.

I turned my head to look outside the store, many people were looking at Brother Shen, he was so eye-catching here, I don't know how much trouble there would be when I went out, and what we had to do must be kept secret.

I don't know where those people who covet the ancient jade are, they are probably watching us all the time, I don't know how many eyeballs Brother Shen's way has attracted us, and it is inconvenient to go out now.

"Can you cut your hair?"

I asked tentatively, I always felt that a man who could keep his hair so long must cherish it, and I didn't want to make Brother Shen feel uncomfortable.

"Can you help me?"

He didn't seem to care at all, and I didn't know what trouble it would cause to go to the barbershop with his image, and I somehow nodded when I looked into his clear eyes.

"Haha, let him cut it?" Lao Huang held his stomach in his hand and smiled, "Do you know what level he is, dare to let him cut it?" He was able to cut rabbits to the point of bald areata when he was a child......"

I stepped forward and covered Lao Huang's mouth, I was so angry in my heart, I never said anything about Lao Huang, how could he say it directly in front of Brother Shen.

Brother God is a special existence in my heart, he has a secret, deep and indifferent, like a real god, I always unconsciously want to leave a good impression in front of him.

"Don't say it, don't say it......"

Old Huang waved his hand repeatedly, and his voice became muffled under my hand, but as soon as I withdrew my hand, he continued to laugh.

I felt embarrassed, but Brother Shen didn't smile, he still didn't have any expression, I rushed into the bar and pulled out a pair of scissors, and pulled him upstairs.

I pulled him into the bathroom and moved a stool for him to sit down, and he sat up straight, but I didn't know what to do with the scissors.

I'm just slapping my swollen face and becoming fat, I think of the rabbit when I was a child, if I cut my brother like this, when I think of Lao Huang's expression, I might as well hit my head to death.

"He really cares about you." Brother Shen suddenly spoke.

I was stunned for a moment, I don't know why he said that, I know very well how much Lao Huang cares about me, but this shouldn't come out of Brother Shen's mouth.

"But he doesn't like you."

I somehow said what was in my heart, and I wanted to slap myself when I said that, I had so many things to say, and every sentence was better than this one.

"No one likes someone who puts themselves in danger, you're different, he said he's really lucky to know you."

"When?" I don't remember Lao Huang saying it at all.

"That time in the cave, when he wanted to save you."

I remember, at that time, Lao Huang refused to tell me what he said, although after half a year, I still feel sour when I hear it again, I have always taken Lao Huang's good for granted, now think about it, how many people in the world are willing to be good to you for no reason.

"You shouldn't hurt him."

My heart trembled: "What do you mean, you still don't want me to go?" ”

He stopped talking, I felt very uncomfortable, there are so many selfish people in the world, why are all the people I meet who don't want to die, things started because of me, Brother God never thought of unlocking the blood curse, his path was changed by me.

I've always been an inconspicuous little person, I really don't know what I can do, and I will meet people who are willing to help me with their lives.

"I must go, you won't let me follow you." I felt naïve to say such a ridiculous thing.

Brother Shen didn't say anything more, he pursed his mouth, I thought he must want to laugh, but my heart has lost the initial eagerness and anticipation, and unlocking the blood curse is a task I must complete.

I grabbed Brother Shen's hair, as long as it wasn't cut too short, it wouldn't look like a dog gnawing on it.

Brother Shen is still wearing that belt, I felt very uncomfortable the first time I saw it, but I got used to it after watching it for a long time, and now I want to cut my hair, of course I have to take it off.

"Why do you always wear something like this, it's not good-looking."

I reached out to grab it, but Brother Shen suddenly raised his hand and held it down, and his movements were so fast that I was startled.

His expression was not as calm as just now, he seemed to have something unspeakable, and looked at me with a strange expression: "Give me the scissors, I'll cut it myself." ”

"Why?"

I blurted out, and for a moment his gaze was very stern, as if I would cut off my hand if I took the belt.

"There's no why."

He reverted to his indifference, but I felt that he had suddenly become farther away, and he must have a secret, but he didn't want to tell me.

I shook my head and threw all the distractions out, I was always cranky, always thinking about simple things complicated, and he wouldn't take off the band, probably because he had an ugly scar on his forehead, or he simply didn't have eyebrows.

What does a god brother without long eyebrows look like? I couldn't hold back my laughter, and I saw Brother God looking at me strangely.

"It's okay, it's okay, you cut it yourself, do you need me to get another mirror?"

"No need."

His voice was so cold that I couldn't laugh, I felt like I had just offended him, and now I fled the room like a thief.

Lao Huang was still on the first floor, he was lying on the bar and pulling his mobile phone, and he was a little surprised to see me go downstairs: "So fast? ”

"No, he wanted to cut it himself," I walked over and sat down next to him, "what to see." ”

"The map of Guizhou, that place in Guizhou is a bit complicated, it used to be a place where barbarians lived, and the Qin Dynasty had just recovered it, and the first emperor had no reason to put the key there."

"He wants to hide the key, of course the more remote the better, our village was also very remote when it was in the Qin Dynasty."

Lao Huang raised his eyebrows, he saw the history book with a glance, and took it casually: "You never thought about giving up in your heart, right?" ”

"Lao Huang, don't go......" My voice was very obscure, and I remembered Brother Shen's words again.

"It's enough to say this once," Lao Huang put down the book, "You said that Brother Shen likes to use fists so much, how about we buy him a fist?" ”

Lao Huang's topic turned so bluntly that he blocked my words back, and I was stunned for a moment: "You can buy it if you want." ”

"I know a Miao knife maker, go and help him fight one."

Lao Huang stood up and walked out of the door as he spoke, which was very natural.

I looked at his back and smiled bitterly, he was simply escaping my entanglement, there was a sound of footsteps on the stairs, I turned my head to see that it was Ah Ming.

Ah Ming was supposed to be at the bar day and night, but there were few customers at night, so he put a small bed behind the bar to sleep, and I stayed here when I was okay during the day after I came, and let him rest, and now it was evening, and he came to take over.

"Second boss." He called me naturally.

Since I lived here for a long time, he called me different, I still felt uncomfortable at first, but now I am used to it, Lao Huang, the real boss, is not competent at all, he hardly stays in the inn except sleeping, it is really hard to imagine how this inn used to be supported.

"Your big boss just goes to play cards every day?" I asked casually.

Ah Ming's voice was wry: "That's big business." ”

"Playing cards is also called big business? You really don't know what he's doing? ”

I rarely talk to Ah Ming, although I have been together for half a year, I can't see through this guy, he is very obedient, but he doesn't reveal any secrets, he always avoids the turns and turns you want to know.

This guy is very ordinary and special, he really has the potential to be a spy, and I always feel that such a person should not be condescended to an inn.

"I'm just a buddy, how can I care what the boss does?" Ah Ming cleaned up the bar that I messed up, and picked up the mop to mop the floor.

I looked at his back and had nothing to say, my life was like this before Brother Shen came back, Lao Huang's whereabouts were unpredictable, Ah Ming's words were few and boring, if it weren't for the occasional guest, life would actually be boring.

Lao Huang's inn was bought, if it was rented, it would definitely be a blood loss, I know that his big business is tinkering with jade, and the inn is just his home.