Nanchen woke up crying.

When she woke up, she felt that her face was cold, and when she reached out and touched it, her face was full of tears, and the sadness and suffocation in her heart were about to overwhelm her, but her mind was clear.

She didn't know why she was so upset.

It's just a dream, and it's a dream for no reason, she's grown so big, the trajectory of her life is different from the dream, and she doesn't know why she's so sad.

Obviously, her mind is very clear, but even if she knows that all this is fake, she still can't control her tear ducts, and she can't control her brain to recall it over and over again.

She knew what she was dreaming about.

It's nothing more than that she didn't pay attention to him when she was twelve years old, and then she didn't learn anything else because of him, she just silently insisted on painting what she liked, but she didn't have any intersection with him, and then they all had a new family and a new life, and finally she saw his death on the show.

Nanchen clearly felt her heart tighten at the moment of thinking of his death, and she clenched the clothes on her chest in pain, trying to relieve the pain, but it was useless.

Nanchen breathed heavily, trying to discard a very bad thought that had arisen in her head, she didn't understand what was wrong with her body, why she didn't listen to her at all.

Was it just because she dreamed that he wasn't there?

The contraction of her heart told her that it was right.

Nanchen endured this wave of pain and slumped slightly on the bed.

Only now did she think carefully about the episodes in her dream.

In fact, it is very appropriate, if she didn't pay attention to him through the original electronic screen, then she probably won't get to know him for the rest of her life, let alone learn other things like racing skateboarding dance because of him, then think about it, her life is estimated to be almost the same as in her dream.

She is unknown, and he grows day by day.

In the end, the two of them went to both ends, and there will be no intersection, and when she is older, she may really compromise because of the people in the family.

Nanchen looked at the ceiling quietly, and she suddenly felt that everything existed wonderfully, and everything had a meaning of existence.

Just like him, his existence is to make her better, to give her motivation and purpose.

Nanchen paused slightly, wait......

So, in my heart, in fact, he has always been her motivation and goal, and her motivation to move forward.

Just like a motor vehicle needs to be refueled, just like an electric car needs to be charged, she can't progress without him.

Although he did not exist for her, she did become better because of his existence.

Nanchen turned over, and the whole person was lying on the bed, why did this dream come so timely!

She had just made mental preparations and decided to stay away from him, and this dream showed her the consequences clearly.

Nanchen sighed slightly, she didn't know what to do, she was just a little fan, she knew how many catties and taels she had, and she didn't dare to ask for extravagance.

Nan Chen's mind suddenly flashed the expected pain in her heart when she was lying on the chair in her dream and learned the news of his death in her old age.

Nanchen probably already understood that these eight achievements were what she looked like in her later years.

He is famous, famous, and a household name, while she is silent.

Nanchen flattened her mouth slightly, she thought of what Chu Xu said before, and there was only heaven and man fighting in her mind for a while.

Nanchen frowned slightly, got up from the bed, and kicked his slippers into the bathroom.

She's hilarious, and now she thinks this is a.

It was as if she had been entangled and thought about it for a long time, and the result would be the same as she imagined.