rushed home in a hurry, and when I got home, I saw Zhang Xinmeng sitting on the swing leisurely and enjoying coffee, and when I saw Lei Shaochen coming, I didn't have the slightest panic and surprise, and smiled indifferently as usual, gentle and lovely, and charming sentient beings! Lei Shaochen walked to her side silently with a cold face, threw today's newspaper in front of her, and looked at her coldly, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, his face was solemn, and there seemed to be sparks spraying out of his deep eyes! This kind of absolute expression made people shudder, but Zhang Xinmeng turned a blind eye, picked up the newspaper on the ground lightly, calmly patted the dust on it, and said lightly: "What happened?" Makes you so upset? After speaking, his eyes fell on the headline on the front page of the newspaper, and an imperceptible panic flashed in his eyes, and Lei Shaochen, who had been secretly observing her, took in all her strange appearance.

"When did you enter the mercenary world?" Lei Shaochen didn't ask anything else, and hit the nail on the head neatly.

Zhang Xinmeng raised her head brightly, her innocent and aggrieved eyes changed without shock, and she was slightly angry: "Shaochen, what do you say?" ”

Lei Shaochen sneered in her heart, did she still want to deny it now? Then see how she reverses right and wrong and escapes this hideous fact! If you want to play psychological warfare, he will accompany him to the end! "I've already investigated, why would you try to escape the relationship?"

Zhang Xinmeng was stunned in her heart, she really couldn't escape his sharp eyes, since she came back, she expected that there would be this day, but it didn't matter, wasn't this the result she wanted? Success is a great joy, if it fails, both sides will lose! Zhang Xinmeng said lightly, as if talking about an innocuous thing: "I joined the mercenary world at the age of fifteen, received a year of training in the American special training base, and then came back to accept the mission, and then after I met you, I planned to quit, but I couldn't get free because of the regulations of the mercenary world." In order to break with the mercenary world, I tried my best, as long as there was an important case, I took it, but in a chase, I fell into someone else's way, the car was manipulated by others, and there was a car accident, and you know what happened next. ”

"Why do you want to pretend to be Chen Jingyi to assassinate the mayor?"

"What assassination of the mayor? I didn't do anything like that! Didn't you see that I was in a wheelchair? ”

"All I know is that you can walk freely!" Lei Shaochen pointed out her secret sharply. As soon as Lei Shaochen's words came out, Zhang Xinmeng's face turned pale and gray in an instant.

"All I can say is that I was definitely not the one who killed the mayor!" In fact, it was not her idea to pretend to be Chen Jingyi, she just obediently carried out the task sent by the above, completed the task perfectly, broke away from the JM mercenary world, returned to Lei Shaochen's side, and lived in peace.

"Shao Chen, you also know that the mercenary world is very complicated, but what I said is all true! It's not my wish to choose the mercenary world, do you remember the economic turmoil fifteen years ago? The city's economy was in a depression, the Zhang family bore the brunt of the blow, suffered a heavy blow, at that time my parents were full of foreign debts, almost bankrupt, every day busy borrowing money everywhere, suddenly one day there was a person standing at the door of our house, asked me if I wanted to help my parents make money, I nodded ignorantly, he told me that as long as I can complete his task there is countless money, my parents can accompany me every day leisurely to practice and dance as before, and can also buy me a lot of beautiful clothes and skirts, I promised them, I helped them steal an important document from the house of the army chief at the time, and after the deed was done, they helped my parents get through the difficulties as promised, and I lived a happy life again, but they may have thought that I had the ability to become a member of the mercenary world, and they took a fancy to me and asked me to join their organization. Zhang Xinmeng said slowly, tactfully sad, and his regretful expression was undoubtedly revealed.

"How did you steal the documents from the chief's house at such a young age?"

"They chose me at that time because I was very good friends with the chief's daughter, who seemed to be Miao Anhui, our two families are world friends and often correspond, I came and went freely in their house, it was not difficult to steal a document, not to mention that they also taught me a lot of methods and skills before I acted." Zhang Xinmeng frowned, as if immersed in memories.

"Okay, even if all this is true, but why are you lying to me that you can't walk on your feet!!"

"This is also the rule of the mercenary world, I am just a person with crippled legs, even if someone finds out, he will not suspect me, or change the angle, this is a cover-up, a way to torture myself and wronged myself in order to achieve my goal. Do you know how sad it is for me to see you, I can't hold you wantonly, rely on you? It's been ten years, and I've been separated from you for ten years, how reluctant I am, how much I miss you! Maybe you don't know, you don't know how much I love you, you push me back first, I can prove it to you! Zhang Xinmeng wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and said excitedly.

Lei Shaochen was a little moved by what she said, pushed her towards the house, and asked Xue Haoyin to come and carry her upstairs, and when she got upstairs, after Xue Haoyin withdrew, Zhang Xinmeng took out a diary from the drawer, and handed it to Lei Shaochen with trembling hands, "Look, this is the day and night when I miss you, it's all in it." Whenever I can't make it through, I will write a diary, pour out my thoughts about you, and tell my feelings for you to this white paper. Lei Shaochen quietly took the diary, opened it page by page, the paper has been yellowed, faint traces of time, everything can be disguised, but this pale yellow paper, this blurred handwriting all proves that these are true, she is not lying, she loves him, love is so shattered, earth-shattering!

The latest one reads: I learned today that he was married, and finally he is still married, but the bride is not me! Those trivial pasts, those beautiful pasts, are just pasts after all. Perhaps, with a lover, I can only withdraw from his world forever and become his former degree, the person who will accompany him in the future is not me, the person who gave him a child is not me, and the person waiting for him to return home from work is not me, I am very sad, very sad, the sentence when I was young: This life is not for you to marry! It has long been scattered and scattered. Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son, is just a temporary promise, return? The world is far away, thousands of rivers and mountains, do you know where his heart goes? It's just that there are thousands of knots in the heart, which converge into one sentence: I wish you happiness.

At this moment, those ambiguous and ignorant love words, those youthful wanton sweetness, those simple and simple love, one by one back to their hearts, yes, they were once ignorant, once in love, but later lost and forgotten, if they once loved deep enough, hard enough, even at the ends of the world, can not cut off the continuous friendship!

"Dreams." Lei Shaochen hugged her tightly, a strong iron man, but he was sad! It's a pity that he can't see a crooked smile under the ripples of tears, it is extremely weird, revealing a cold light, cold and cold!