Chapter 95: Changing Views on Xu Xiansen (3)
On the death of her grandmother, Fu Xiaoli's heart fell to the valley, and her mother watched her grandmother lying quietly in the coffin, not crying, because her mother said that her grandmother had been sick all the time, and now she finally got rid of it, and after suffering for a lifetime, she finally got rid of it
Later, no matter what happened, my mother would not cry, she said: "I never cried even when my mother died"
Mom is strong, so strong, but also sad, but she keeps her sadness in her heart and won't let anyone find out or see it
Fu Xiaoli hasn't been able to walk through this shadow for a long time, and her grandmother's words have been hovering in her mind
Good to grandparents, good to grandparents, even though they are not good to her
Yes, they treated her badly, but she never thought of ignoring them, as her grandmother said, they must be her grandparents, after all, they have been seen since childhood
When she was a child, they didn't take her, but took her aunt's children every day, after taking the eldest aunt's children, and taking the second aunt's children, Fu Xiaoli was sad, whenever she saw her grandparents with her younger brother, and gave them whatever they had to eat, who would have thought that her young heart was suffering!
She can remember that when they didn't repair the house, everyone lived together, two pots, one for each person, she was a few years old and sleepy, so she went to boil water and wash her feet, but when she just scooped the water in the basin and went to get the handkerchief, her grandmother immediately held her brother in the basin and asked her to wash it first
Fu Xiaoli cried when she saw it
Grandma said, "Which one shouted that you didn't wash?" ”
She just went to get the handkerchief, what stopped her from washing, she cried and walked over, and gave her cousin a slap, this slap may not only be because he robbed her of her footwater, he also robbed her of everything, robbed her grandparents of love, and robbed her of what she deserved
When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, the snacks that could be eaten were two cents a bag of Xiaoice and three cents a bag of big ice, those things that looked inconspicuous, but they were a snack that the children at that time showed off
One of my classmates' uncles was producing big ice and Xiaoice in the factory, and they went to the factory after school to look for him, and he gave them a few by one, and because of the delay in the factory, they didn't come home very late
Grandpa came out to look for her together, although the moon had come out, but several children were running happily on the road, everyone else was eating the big ice that she had just gotten her hands on, but Fu Xiaoli didn't, she wanted to bring it back and eat it slowly
When she was about to get home, she saw her grandfather coming to her, she took her school bag to her grandfather, and happily told him that there were a lot of big ice and Xiaoice in his school bag
When she got home, she took out the big ice and Xiaoice in her school bag together, but she could count and look for it, but there was one less
She asked her grandfather, "Grandpa, have you seen my big ice?" ”
Grandpa said no
She took out her schoolbag and looked for it again, but there was still no one, so she had to divide the rest with her cousin
The next day, her cousin asked her, "Do you know where you still have a big bag of ice?" ”
She shook her head, indicating that she didn't know
My cousin smiled and said, "Grandpa got it for you."
"What about the big ice?"
After all, she was only nine years old that year, and she didn't know anything, they built a new house that year, and when they saw that she hadn't come back at night, her father and mother couldn't win, so they had to call her grandfather out to find it
Although she knew very well that she was missing a big bag of ice, when Grandpa said he didn't know, she didn't dig deeper