Chapter 177: Worship in Nalan Mansion
Lianbu moved lightly, walked to the copper basin, Nalan Lan'er blew up the fire fold, lit the fire with the fire fold, burned the yellow paper in the copper basin, looked at the gas fire, her eyes continued to produce water mist, the mist gathered, she actually looked at the fire in the pot, and suddenly cried abruptly.
This cry is the accumulation of resentment that has been withheld for a long time and how long it has been accumulated.
She was in that deep palace, from the initial entry, to the change of dynasty, husband, dynasty, the people and things around her, with the change of time, changed again and again, and the change caught her off guard, the change of people and the good and bad made her from a kind and simple little girl, and finally step by step, into a scheming poisonous woman with a deep hatred of blood.
"Father, mother, Yanran is here, I burned paper for you, forgive Yanran for coming to worship you now, your hatred, Yanran will definitely avenge you in this life, under the nine springs, rest in peace......"
In the backyard, Nalan Lan'er's hoarse prayer was mixed with poignant, and the good memories of the past rolled in her mind, making her hands tremble, she folded the yellow paper, threw it into the brazier, and said with words in her mouth: "Father, mother, my Nalan family, you are good to go...... Take these yellow papers, live a good life, don't worry about it, your hatred, I, Nalan Yanran, am still alive in the world in this life, and I will definitely avenge you! ”
The more the firelight grew, the sound of the yellow paper burning crackled in the backyard, Nalan Lan'er knelt in front of the brazier, the yellow paper in her hand was handed into the brazier one by one, and the tears overflowing from her eyes slipped into her mouth, salty and wet.
She suddenly looked at the firelight and laughed, and after laughing, she raised her hand to the firelight and swore to it: "I, Nalan Yanran!" I swear to heaven that I will slash my enemies and use their flesh and blood to honor the souls of the Nalan family! If I break this oath, I am willing to be punished by the chariot being cut in half!" Be a cow and a horse in the next life, never be a man! ”
"Lan'er, you...... You've regained your memory. Yang Fei suddenly appeared in the backyard of Nalan Mansion, with a shocked look on his face, if he hadn't come to visit his father-in-law Fu Yong, he might not have known that Nalan Lan'er had come to worship the soul of the Nalan family.
Nalan Lan'er reached out to wipe away the tears on her face, and stood up with one hand, she looked at Yang Fei who suddenly appeared, bowed her head and said, "Brother Yang." ”
"Do you remember who you are?" Yang Fei looked at her eagerly, his eyes full of expectation.
Nalan Lan'er nodded at him unabashedly, and continued: "I not only remember who I am, I also remember that you are Brother Yang, my childhood sweetheart, and a good person who treats me very well in this life." ”
"Just remember, just remember." Yang Fei looked very excited, he thought that she might carry Nalan Lan'er's name in her life, and she couldn't remember who she was, let alone their past, but she didn't expect her to suddenly remember.
This feeling, it's so good, she can finally remember who he is, there was a warmth in her heart, and the corners of Yang Fei's mouth inadvertently hooked up a few smiles.
"So who do you remember now, and what do you plan to do in the future?" Yang Fei asked her with concern, his eyes were full of tenderness, if he wasn't still sensible, he would have pounced and hugged her tightly.
"I want revenge!" Brother Yang asked the same words as his father-in-law, and Nalan Lan'er frowned, but he strengthened his belief in his heart.
Hearing the person in front of him, so firmly told himself that she wanted revenge and revenge on the people of the royal family, thinking that in the palace, all of them were characters who were more terrifying than eating human flesh and drinking human blood, Yang Fei couldn't help but hit a spirit, looked at her worriedly and asked her, "Have you really thought about it?" Do you want revenge? ”
"Well, I want revenge!" Nalan Lan'er's words were still firm, and her tone was a little heavier than the previous sentence.
"No, you can't think so, Lan'er! I am willing to resign from the post of generalissimo of the world's soldiers and horses, and wander the world with you, Lan'er, come with me, leave the palace that is the place of right and wrong, stay away from the harem, let's go together, as long as you want, go anywhere, okay? Listen to me, don't take revenge! ”
Yang Fei took her hand and tried to persuade her, between his eyebrows and eyes, looking at her, full of doting and warmth, but his oath did not impress Nalan Lan'er, but made her eyes red and uncomfortable.
It's a good sentence to wander the world, they have gone to the end of the world, who will avenge the Nalan family's hatred?
Stay away from that golden birdcage-like harem, can she? She has already killed the queen, and she wants to leave the backyard of the deep palace, how is it possible? Her revenge has just begun! Her eyes were full of unwillingness, biting her lower lip, she looked at Yang Fei with painful eyes, and her heart trembled.
"I'm not leaving."
Nalan Lan'er said in a firm tone, her eyes were full of determination, she had no revenge, her grievances had not been washed, how could she easily leave the palace, let go of so many bloody lives, and wander the world with him...... He is not the love of her heart, even if she wants to wander the world, she is alone.
"Lan'er! You already know your identity now, you are the first queen, in the eyes of everyone, you are the murderer who poisoned the first emperor and killed the first emperor, you are no longer safe in the palace, let's go. ”
Yang Fei said anxiously, her face was full of worry, why couldn't she see through it? In the backyard of the deep palace, which one is easy to deal with, one accidentally falls into the abyss, and falls without leaving a whole corpse, she continues to stay in the palace, if something happens, who can give her protection and protection.
Do you expect the king of that country to watch over her? A companion is like a tiger, there are so many women in the harem, and it is just a snap of a finger to grow old overnight, how can that man be her best choice, even if he can protect her for a while, can he protect her for a lifetime?
The emperor has always been unkind, Lan'er ...... Mo has been in the palace for so many years, and he has never understood the sinister in it.
Yang Fei looked at Nalan Lan'er's eyes full of pity, he looked at her affectionately, and looked at her, for so many years, for so many years, he had silently guarded her, and he couldn't see her suffer a trace of grievance, her heart was ...... The deep hatred of the Nalan family and the ruthless king under the pretend, has he never had the position of Yang Fei?
She never thought that she would put herself in the backyard of the deep palace, and his days and nights would be uneasy? Thinking of this, Yang Fei only felt that his heart was like a knife, as if there were tens of thousands of poisonous ants crawling over his heart, which made his heart ache, Yang Fei's painful eyes were seen by Nalan Lan'er, she couldn't help laughing, but this smile was full of unwillingness and grievances.
She couldn't help but be hysterical at him and yelled at him.
"Even if you're right, so what? Revenge is not avenged! Now that I know my life experience, I have also recovered my memories of the past, how can I survive in the world, steal life outside the palace, pretend not to know anything, and go to the end of the world with you? I am Nalan Yanran now, and I have the responsibility to avenge the entire Nalan family, and I want to seek justice for those who died! I didn't kill the emperor, those people were unjustly killed, they were all innocent! ”
Nalan Lan'er's red eyes stared at Yang Fei, a pair of white hands grabbed Yang Fei tightly, the smile on her face was almost numb, she grinned, her smile was full of poignant, she almost yelled at him: "Don't take revenge on anything, wander the world, go anywhere!" So many people have died, all because I died for the crime of killing the emperor, so how can I have a good conscience, and I can wander the world with you and travel all over the world! ”
"Yang Fei, do you know? They are all dead, they are all living people, and because of that one crime, none of them are left dead, they are all living people...... Brother Yang, I'm uncomfortable, the hatred of my parents, the hatred of my family, how can I ignore it and just care about my own life and comfort? ”
Nalan Lan'er grabbed Yang Fei's hand and almost wanted to buckle the flesh from his arm, Yang Fei's heart was like a knife, looking at Nalan Lan'er who had been crying in front of him, his heart was distressed on the one hand, and resentful on the other.
"What about me? Nalan Yanran! Have you ever thought about my feelings? People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless? My kindness to you, in your heart, is nothing compared to these, right? ”
Yang Feiyin couldn't help the restlessness and anxiety in his heart, and yelled at her, he had guarded her for many years, had she never seen it in her eyes?
"I'm going to make all those who have hurt me pay with blood! I'm going to let them die! Die! ”
She cried and knelt down in front of him, her dress was covered with dust, her pretty face was covered with tears, she grabbed his hand and cried, her tears seemed to have dried up, even though her eyes were bloodshot, her eyes did not shed tears.
The light of the brazier shone on her face, making her feel hot and painful, and she couldn't figure out where the pain was the most in her body, only that her heart was like a pinprick at the moment.
"Lan'er...... Do you listen to Brother Yang? Let go of these hatreds, I will resign from the palace, and we will live in seclusion, and we will no longer ask about the past, okay? ”
Yang Fei's words were full of sincerity, but Nalan Lan'er looked at him sensibly, and kept shaking her head at him, she took a few steps back, looked at the pot of firelight, and said with a sneer: "Brother Yang, you and I have been childhood sweethearts for several years, how can I not know your friendship with me, but the blood is deep, I can't help but revenge!" Seclusion...... How can I do such a stealing thing? Over the years, I know that you have always been by my side, especially after the accident in the Nalan family, you have always been a cover for me, as you said, I am not a grass and tree, how can I be ruthless, I am not a ruthless person, I also know your heart for me, but in this life, I am only emotionally emotional for Ye Wushuang alone......"
Nalan Lan'er paused as she spoke, she looked at him with a sad face, and then said the whole thing: "In this life, I have been disappointed and indebted to you, Brother Yang, in the next life, but I don't know you, you can have a confidant, with your favorite, with you, with you, red face to white." ”
Nalan Lan'er's words were already very clear, Yang Fei looked at the firmness in her eyes, and listened to her sentence 'In this life, I have failed you' and her heart burned to death.
Really...... In her heart, the love is still Ye Wushuang, no matter what he does for her, she only treats him as a big brother after all, and what she remembers is that he is a bad person, and she is her former childhood sweetheart.
Yang Fei tried hard to suppress the discomfort in his heart, looked at her with a wry smile and said: "Lan'er, no matter what, in this life, I am in love with you, I will do my best to protect you for the rest of my life, I only hope that you will not regret the choice you made today in the future, this road, if you really go down, there is no turning back......
Yang Fei had tears in her eyes, and talked to her with a smile, Nalan Lan'er listened quietly, and nodded at him suddenly, of course she knew that this was a road without turning back, once she went forward, even if there was a beast and poisonous python in front of her, she had to go alone, and even if she took a step back, she just fell into the abyss.
"Lan'er, I still have something to do, so I'll leave first." Yang Fei dropped a word, and hurriedly left the backyard of Nalan family, leaving Nalan Lan'er standing there with empty eyes.
She never thought that one day, there would be such a conversation between her and Yang Fei, and she would have to choose between revenge and him, and many of her words must have hurt Brother Yang's heart.
He is such a good man, if she had fallen in love with him before, how good it would have been, and in that case, she would not have fallen in love with the enemy's son.
Your Majesty, what do you say...... Why did the concubine get to where she is today? Nalan Lan'er asked stupidly in her heart, looking at the yellow paper on the side of the basin, she couldn't help but kneel there again, folded the yellow paper and threw it into the brazier to burn, listening to the crackling burning sound, her eyes actually shed tears again.
She couldn't help but murmur at the raging fire: "Father, my daughter made Brother Yang angry, will you blame your daughter?" ”
"Father, the world is changing, you say, if your daughter hadn't married into the palace, how good it would be, in that case, she wouldn't be burdened with a trumped-up charge, so that you and the people of the Nalan family will all die miserably."
Nalan Lan'er said, almost about to cry again at the brazier, she muttered while throwing yellow paper into the brazier, and the yellow paper burned and burned, like tears in her eyes, as if it was going to continue endlessly.
"Father, mother, and daughter will surely avenge you, this hatred! And so much more! My daughter will let those who have harmed you die a good death! ”
Nalan Lan'er gritted her teeth and said, the mist in her eyes gathered into teardrops and hit the yellow paper fiercely, with a 'click', the sound of teardrops hitting the yellow paper was sharp and piercing.