Lei Shaochen listened to Zhang Xinmeng's narration, and his brows furrowed more and more.

"Xinmeng, you have a good rest first, and I'll go out." Lei Shaochen suddenly exited urgently.

"Well, goodbye." She reluctantly looked at the moment he turned around, and spoke again: "If it's okay, don't come over again, I'll be fine." ”

"Don't think about it so much, take good care of your body, everything will be fine." Lei Shaochen left without looking back after speaking, the hasty pace showed the urgency in the master's heart, it seemed that there was something tight, Zhang Xinmeng looked at his back in a daze, the water vapor in his eyes, but she desperately held back, until his back disappeared on the porch, perhaps, this farewell is the last side, those memories that once existed in her mind converged into the last hasty but upright back, they have no possibility to say goodbye well, those green and sweet past, Those playful and coquettish scenes, those affectionate eyes that bow their heads and look at each other through the veil, in the end, will decay with her lifeless body, until it is no longer remembered, and those starry beauty will finally be like fireworks and leave a trail of ashes.

Looking out the window, the warm and soft sunlight shone on the bright red rose on the windowsill, it was so delicious and dazzling, just like some of her moments, but it was going to wither after all. She smiled wryly, and at the end it turned into a soft whimper.

"Why are you crying?" Cruise came in and saw her looking out the window with a sad expression, letting her tears slip down and wet her white pillow.

Zhang Xinmeng stretched out his hand to wipe his tears, withdrew his sloppy eyes, smiled blankly, and said indifferently: "No, my eyes are a little uncomfortable, why are you here?" ”

"I'm coming to see you and propose to my girlfriend by the way."

"Marriage proposal? Did it work? ”

"I don't know, what do you say?" Cruise winked mischievously at her.

"I don't know." Her eyes were full of panic that she couldn't hide.

"Meng'er, don't hide, will you marry me?" Cruise took her hand, pulled a sparkling diamond ring from his pocket, and gazed at her affectionately.

"Cruise, I'm going to die, don't do that."

"I don't care, even if you are just my bride for one day, I will not regret it, loving someone, even if the time to hold the hand of the son is one day, for me, it is enough."

"Cruise, I don't deserve you like this, you can have a girl who is more suitable for you, but that person won't be me, you go, don't come over again, I'm ugly."

"No, Meng'er, don't do this to me, marry me, okay? Let me love you well and take care of you in your future days. ”

"Cruise, you know, I don't have a future, so, we don't have a future either, if you're just attached to my body, you can ask me now, I can give it to you, really, yes." Zhang Xinmeng said as she vigorously ripped off the clothes on her body. So hard, but the action is so flustered.

Cruise hugged her tightly and cried, "Meng'er, don't be like this, I love you, I love you, please don't be like this, don't be like this." ”

"Cruise, I know." She paused, visibly feeling the hand that held her loosen a little, and she smiled bitterly, feeling sad like never before.

"The person you love is not me. I accidentally read the diary under your pillow, you love the woman of Toms, I remember clearly, you cry out in pain in the journal, why the woman you fall in love with belongs to Toms, is your savior, is the god you cannot betray in your life! I don't know why you're lying to me, maybe I'm just a stand-in for her. ”

"No, it's not like that, at first I really liked her, and I was only obsessed with your body, but later, I only had you in my mind, your smile, your arrogance and your strength, although you were strong in everything, and you were sharp in killing. However, I clearly see loneliness and loneliness in your eyes, you are actually weaker than anyone else, but you have to pretend to be strong and tough in front of everyone. Perhaps, falling in love with you, is from the first tears you shed, a long time ago, I went to a banquet, I saw you sitting alone in front of the window with a glass of red wine, gently swaying the liquid in the cup, your eyes are so lonely, it seems to be full of loneliness, but in the light of the neon lights shine a moist luster, you gently waved your hand, wiped away the tears from the corners of your eyes, but like a blooming rose blooming in front of everyone, swaying, exquisite. But I know that you have your weaknesses, and believe me, I can be your strong support. "Cruise is honest and sincere.

But she is no longer unwavering, heart, only for one person to bloom, after blooming, only cold and lonely remaining, there is little left in her life, there is no need to deceive a man's feelings, people are dying, her behavior will inevitably be kinder.

"Cruise, you let me think about it first. Now that I'm hungry, can I go out and buy me some Chinese food? I want to eat Chinese rice, which is fragrant and soft. ”

"Well, then you wait for me to come back." 、

"Of course, where else can I go in a state like this? Go ahead, I'm so hungry. She was rarely coquettish, and Cruise had no doubt about it, and ran out with great pleasure.

The two men gave her such a hasty back, one of them loved her, and the other didn't love her.

After Cruise left, she packed her luggage and decided to leave this place, maybe it was time to return to her roots, and in the years of leaving home, her parents went back and forth to work for her, and the rest of the days were to be by their side, filial piety to them, and a good farewell to them.

When Cruise returned to the ward with the delicate food, she was no longer in the room, and there was a message note on the table next to the bed.

Cruise, I'm leaving, don't look for me, I just went where I've always wanted to go. You are a very good man, perhaps, once me, also had some kind of affection for you, and there may be love in this feeling.

However, my heart has long been occupied, and although it is impossible for that person to be with me, I still can't let go of him, let go of the throbbing he once brought me.

To be honest, I also long to have someone I love by my side, face thorns and difficulties together, and finish the final road, not caring about how long it lasts, regardless of whether it blossoms and bears fruit, but it is unfair to you. I can't deceive you, I don't have the urge or thought of wanting to marry you, forgive me for my selfishness, and thank you for your love and care.

Forever Friends: Dreams

Forever friend, forever friend, Cruise silently recited these words, but suddenly felt that these words were like a sharp blade, stuck in his chest, so that he could not breathe, only the pain of the cone remained!