Extra 2 (Chi Yao)
17-year-old Chi Yao likes Pei Lingxi.
When she sees someone she likes laughing, she will laugh, and when she sees someone she likes sad, she will be unhappy.
Since following Pei Lingxi to a music bar after school that day, Chi Yao knew that the situation at home might not be good, and also understood why he usually didn't like to laugh.
So, she wanted to do something.
On the day of school on Saturday afternoon, Chi Yao had dinner at home and chatted with Pei Lingxi.
Chi Yao: "Lingxi Lingxi~ What are you doing!" ”
Pei Lingxi: "I just finished eating. ”
Chi Yao: "Do you want to come out to play at night?" There are other classmates who watch movies and play escape rooms. ”
Pei Lingxi: "No, you play." ”
Chi Yao: "Oh~ Okay! ”
Chi Yao cut out the chat box, thought for a while, and found the girlfriend group in WeChat, saying that there was an event tonight.
Let's go to Music!
This weather was the beginning of autumn, and Chi Yao changed into a black sweatshirt and went out wearing a black hat.
Her best friends are all girls who played together until they were young, and they live near her home.
Chi Yao also specially told them to dress plainly and not to attract too much attention.
Chi Yao met with them at the gate of the community, and as soon as they met, one of the short-haired girls wearing a blue denim jacket deliberately teased her: "Hey? Yaoyao, is this going to catch your boyfriend's little lover tonight? It's so mysterious. ”
"!" Chi Yao stretched out his hand and slapped the other party's buttocks, "Please drink and ask so much!" ”
"Let's go!"
Chi Yao took a Didi and drove her three sisters to a mall not far from the school.
Ten minutes later, a group of them arrived at the door of the music bar, and Chi Yao pushed the sisters beside her, "Xiao Ning, you go in first to open a position, remember, you have to be the farthest away from the singing platform, but you must make sure that you can see the singing platform." ”
Xiao Ning, a girl with a single braid and light makeup, wearing a purple sweatshirt and black sweatpants, said "OK" to Chi Yao and walked in.
Chi Yao pulled her sister to hide on the side of the bar, observing the people coming and going, afraid that Pei Lingxi would suddenly appear and see her.
Sun Qi, a short-haired girl, couldn't help laughing: "Yaoyao, I didn't expect you to be afraid!" I'm curious about who that person is. ”
Chi Yao looked embarrassed, hid behind her and whispered: "It's time to go in, don't speak, keep the movement small, please." ”
Seeing that it was the first time for Chi Yao to ask for someone like this, the other two girls didn't tease her anymore, smiled and nodded.
After a while, Xiao Ning inside sent a message, reported the seat number, and sent a location map to let them in.
Ji Yao stood on the right side of her friend and walked in, as the stage was on their left.
But fortunately, this point is still early, and the singing session has not yet arrived.
Chi Yao quickly sat down in the last corner of the wall directly opposite the stage, and then asked her friends to sit on her right and two to sit opposite her, so that she could not only cover her, but also see the situation on the stage from the gap.
Chi Yao ordered some wine and snacks, and chatted with her friends for a while.
At about half past nine in the evening, Pei Lingxi appeared, and Chi Yao's heart also pinched.
Tonight, Pei Lingxi was wearing an off-white hooded sweatshirt and black loose jeans, and sat in the center of the stage with a guitar, at this time the warm light hit his face, and the flawless face without modification really made it difficult to take his eyes off.
His eyes were downcast, and his slender fingers plucked the strings a few times.
Chi Yao felt that a boy with such a temperament and appearance should live in a wealthy family, how could he be a part-time worker who only paid 200 yuan for more than two hours here.
He is very valuable!
Chi Yao thinks so.
She asked her best friend to chat quietly, leaned against the wall, and looked at Pei Lingxi who was singing on the stage in the distance.
The voice was clear and pleasant, and even the noise of the microphone seemed to be a little faint for a moment.
Pei Lingxi's eyes sometimes looked at the lyrics screen on the left, and sometimes looked ahead, but he didn't know where the final meeting would be, like falling into a musical dream, not knowing the existence of people around him.
Listening to this somewhat light and melodious song, Chi Yao's mood gradually calmed down, and she looked at him quietly.
After the other sisters saw it, they also turned their heads to look at the people on the stage, and they were also handsome!
Sun Qi turned his head and asked Chi Yao, "Yaoyao, who is this boy?" So handsome! Do you know? ”
"Hmm." Chi Yao nodded, "I... Friend. ”
Now Sun Qi became interested, "I'll go, okay, sister, there is this handsome guy, don't you introduce us to it?" ”
"Tsk!" Chi Yao frowned slightly, "Don't even think about it, he's mine!" ”
"Hahaha! Okay, no one is robbing you. Another sister, Zhao Ziyan, said with a smile.
Xiao Ning was also curious: "Then since it's your friend, why are you hiding?" Shouldn't you go up and say hello? ”
Chi Yao sighed, "He should have been working here part-time for a long time, but he hasn't told me, so it's better not to..."
"Oh."
The three girlfriends didn't say much when they saw her sullen appearance, but their voices weakened a little, and they were drinking and playing dice on the side.
Pei Lingxi sang for half an hour, then went down to rest for half an hour, and came and went three times like this, and then changed to another boy to go up and sing.
And when Pei Lingxi finished singing for the last time, a table of girls stood in front of him and shyly asked him for WeChat.
Pei Lingxi didn't refuse, so he took out his mobile phone and clicked on the QR code for her to scan, but he never had any expression, neither smiling nor resisting.
At this time, Chi Yao was even more angry.
He could have refused, but he was underage, and if it weren't for the fact that his boss hired him to sing because he saw his ability to attract customers, he wouldn't have refused at all!
It's just one day, who knows how many girls and women have added his WeChat in the past few months, and how many women have harassed him!
He's still a student!
Chi Yao is angry!
The man who dares to covet me! Grass!
Seeing that the girl and a girl who was traveling with her were about to leave the Qing bar, Chi Yao hurriedly pushed her best friend next to her, "Go, block people!" ”
The girlfriends didn't know what the situation was, so they followed Chi Yao.
The girl in front walked out of the Qing bar, and as soon as she turned into a darker passage, she was surrounded by the four of Chi Yao and the others.
The girls don't look like they're underage, but the four of them are just a few months away from becoming adults, who's afraid of whom!
The girl was puzzled: "You... Do what? ”
Chi Yao sneered, "Did you just add the WeChat of the boy who sang?" ”
"Uh... Oh, yes. The girl was a little cowardly when she saw the four of them full of unkind eyes.
"Deleted!" Chi Yao ordered.
"Why?" The girl subconsciously held the hand of her friend next to her.
Chi Yao was a little impatient, glared at her angrily and said, "Because I'm his daughter-friend-friend!" Hurry up, don't force us to do it! ”
Still... Still want to do it?
The girl was a little scared, and her friends also leaned into her ear and whispered: "Delete it, if it weren't for my girlfriend, I wouldn't be so angry." ”
The girl felt a little embarrassed, but she still reluctantly took out the phone, clicked on the chat dialog box that the other party had just agreed to, clicked on the avatar, and clicked on delete.
She said unhappily, "Deleted, it's okay!" ”
Chi Yao turned to hook her lips and smiled proudly, "Very good, let's go, welcome to come back next time~"
Still coming? it!
The girl scolded in her heart, turned around and pulled her friend away angrily!
Sun Qi laughed out loud, "Yaoyao, your posture, what if that girl doesn't delete it?" Go up and grab her phone and get into a fight? ”
Chi Yao shrugged, "What about a fight!" If you can help him get rid of one by one, you will never tolerate it! ”
Zhao Ziyan smiled: "Our Yaoyao was really anxious just now, and I still sweated for that girl!" It seems that Yaoyao really likes that singing! ”
"What do you call that singing?" Chi Yao was a little displeased, "People have a name, it's called Pei Lingxi!" Just say if it's good or not! ”
When several people saw that she had started to protect the calf again, they hurriedly echoed: "It's good, it's good!" ”
"Wow! The name is so stylish! ”
"A thief sounds good!"
"Poof!" Chi Yao was amused by them, and her mood eased a lot, so she said to them, "Okay, okay, you guys wait for me here, I'll go in and do something." ”
Do something she had just thought about doing at the Qing Bar!
Chi Yao walked into the Qing bar again, came to the bar, and saw the owner of the shop.
"Hello, boss."
The boss is a man in his thirties, but he looks young and handsome. He looked up at Chi Yao and smiled politely, "Is there anything you need?" ”
Chi Yao said a little awkwardly: "Inside... Boss, can I discuss something with you? ”
"What's the matter?"
Next, Chi Yao told her boss that she had a classmate friend named Pei Lingxi, who worked part-time here, and she liked the boy and wanted to help him a little.
The boss told her that Lingxi would come here four days a week to work part-time. So she added the boss's WeChat and discussed with him that she would transfer 400 yuan to him every week, and then treat it as a salary increase for Pei Lingxi, so that she could get 300 yuan every time she worked part-time.
But most importantly, Chi Yao hopes that the boss can keep it a secret.
The boss smiled and said, "Little sister, are you quite rich?" I can help with this favor, I know that you are afraid that he will be embarrassed or not accept, but since you like him so much, why don't you confess to be with him? ”
"Uh......" Chi Yao blushed inexplicably, and said, "It's still early... Take it easy. ”
The boss is also a person who has come over, so he kindly reminded: "Feelings are a thing, you must be early, it is because you are young, so don't think that the daily life in the future is still long, you can take your time, sometimes, some people wait and wait... It's gone. ”
It's gone? As long as there is always a contact information, how can people not be seen? Unless he ......
Bah, Pei Lingxi will always be fine, she will protect him!
Chi Yao was still young at the time, and she didn't understand the other deep meanings contained in the boss's words, but she just thought that the boss might be a person with a story.
But everyone's life experience will be different, won't it?
She nodded and smiled, "Hmm! I know. Then boss, you keep working, I'm leaving. ”
"Okay, goodbye."
"Goodbye."
Chi Yao turned around and walked out of the Qing Bar and left here with her best friend.
She felt that she had done the right thing, although this help was small for Pei Lingxi, but at least she paid.
To the person you like, give willingly.
Making the person she likes happy is the reason why she is happy!
For more than three months after that, until the winter vacation came, Chi Yao regularly made money for the boss every week, and asked Pei Lingxi about his situation in the store.
The boss will also tease her, saying that a few more girls are looking for him to ask for WeChat today!
Chi Yao was so angry that she jumped up directly from the bed at home, and almost rushed to clear it!
And a month later, Chi Yao couldn't hold back, and sent a message to Pei Lingxi one night.
Chi Yao: "Lingxi, have you slept?" ”
She learned from her boss that he had just left the Qing Bar after work.
Sure enough, within a few minutes, Pei Lingxi replied to her.
Pei Lingxi: "No. ”
Chi Yao: "I can't sleep, I want to talk to you, is it okay?" ”
Pei Lingxi: "Okay." ”
Chi Yao: "Which university do you want to go to?" ”
Pei Lingxi: "City A University of Music and Media. ”
Chi Yao: "Huh? This also... It's too hard to get into! ”
Chi Yao: "No, no, I'm talking about me, you will definitely be able to pass the exam." ”
Pei Lingxi: "It would be better for you to study acting and go to the drama academy." ”
Chi Yao pursed her lips and muttered in a low voice, "But I just want to be in the same university as you!" ”
Chi Yao: "If we go to different universities in the future, will you still keep in touch with me?" ”
Pei Lingxi: "Yes, why did you disconnect?" ”
Also... Chi Yao thought to herself, we are friends now! And in the future, I will be an actor and a singer, so I will still meet in the entertainment industry, and I will definitely keep in touch all the time.
Chi Yao: "That's good. ”
In the next twenty minutes, Chi Yao hesitated and struggled for a long time, she wanted to ask Pei Lingxi if she had anyone she liked, whether she had been harassed by other women, and whether she would fall in love after going to college.
She also wanted to know if she had a chance, whether Pei Lingxi liked it or not... She.
But in the end, she still didn't dare to ask.
She wanted to confess.
They have known each other for more than half a year, and Pei Lingxi must have known that she liked him, but he still became friends with her.
Does this also mean that Pei Lingxi still has feelings for her?
She didn't want to wait until the university was separated to confess, then there would be more women in him, and it would be more difficult for her to cultivate a relationship with him.
She wanted to express her heart to Pei Lingxi before the possible parting, if he really had feelings for herself, then they could at least spend the second half of high school together, even if they were not in the same university in the future, she was not worried, because she was Pei Lingxi's girlfriend.
For this close identity, Chi Yao feels very happy when she thinks about it!
Pei Lingxi once said that he has no idea of falling in love now, but the only girl he is close to is her.
Does that mean that she has a great opportunity now?
Between the opposite sex, how can there be a simple friend relationship?
Chi Yao plucked up his courage and typed a paragraph in the dialog box: "Lingxi, I've known you for half a year, and I've liked you for half a year, and I'm liking you more and more, but I know that you have always regarded me as a friend, but maybe, is it possible, there is a little bit that you have feelings for me?" I didn't get you to get back to me right away, and I don't have to be with you right now. I just want to know if I still have a chance to be with you, and if so, I can wait, wait for us to graduate from the college entrance examination, wait for us to go to college. So, what do you think? ”
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She had never been so nervous when she confessed to other boys before.
Just when she was mentally prepared and was about to press the send button, Pei Lingxi sent a message first.
Pei Lingxi: "I'm a little sleepy, rest early, I have to go to school tomorrow, good night." ”
The thumb of Chi Yao's right hand froze in the air, and the tip of his nose was inexplicably sore.
Hesitated for a long time... She eventually cut it out and cut it out of the chat page.
He's sleepy and going to sleep... If I had sent this to him, he probably wouldn't have replied, and I'd have to get through the long night with that question. If we meet again tomorrow, it will probably be embarrassing!
Now there are three possibilities, one is not to confess, she can be friends until she graduates from high school, and she can also be by Pei Lingxi's side.
The second is that her confession is rejected, then she will completely lose hope, and Pei Lingxi will stay away from her because she is afraid that she will misunderstand again.
The third is that the confession is successful, then the result is completely opposite to the second possibility.
But if you confess, there is only half a chance of success. But if you don't confess, you won't be separated from Pei Lingxi 100%.
After thinking about it, Chi Yao still chose the latter.
It's only been half a year, and she will always like Pei Lingxi for a long, long time, as long as he sees his persistence and love, one day, he will take the initiative to come to him.
When she is confident enough to be sure that Pei Lingxi likes her, she will confess... It's not too late, right?
Well! It won't be late!
Chi Yao clicked on Pei Lingxi's avatar, and entered a line of words in the dialog box.
"Lingxi, I wish you happiness."
This time, she didn't hesitate, just sent it, and then turned off her phone.
What is reflected on the black screen is not the young face of a 17-year-old, not the natural appearance of light eyebrows and light makeup, but a delicately carved and somewhat angular and charming face.
This is the current Chi Yao.
She only learned the news of Pei Lingxi and Su Yunnan's engagement this morning.
Engaged......
That means that she will never have a chance to be with Pei Lingxi again.
No, it's long gone.
She now understood what the boss of the Qing bar meant, "Some people, wait and wait and disappear".
Her Pei Lingxi disappeared as early as when Su Yunnan appeared beside him.
And herself, as early as when she decided to change herself and wear a mask to integrate into the entertainment industry, she was no longer 17-year-old Chi Yao.
They had all been lost before, but now she realized that she had made the mistake of persevering for such a long distance.
Now, she suddenly realized that she had been walking a road that was not Pei Lingxi's final point, or that it was not Pei Lingxi's favorite.
But who is to blame? Is it to blame her for loving Pei Lingxi too much?
Everyone pursues the person they like differently, doesn't they?
Some people like the sweet romance of the process, and some people like the happy and beautiful ending.
But her process was painful, and the result was definitely not good.
Because, Pei Lingxi doesn't love her!
Chi Yao regretted a little, if only the 17-year-old Chi Yao could bravely send that paragraph to Pei Lingxi.
At least, she would have known Pei Lingxi's feelings for her earlier, if the confession was successful, their ending would be good, and maybe their lives would be completely different after that.
If she didn't succeed, she would have broken off this relationship in high school earlier, and she wouldn't find that she couldn't pull out until her love for Pei Lingxi had penetrated into her bone marrow.
Maybe they'll be really good friends right now.
But all this will not happen again, 17-year-old Chi Yao is long gone.
Now, Chi Yao will still be a little unwilling in her heart, but not so strongly.
The relationship of more than ten years really can't be said to be forgotten, she can only slowly learn to let go.
"Lingxi, I wish you happiness." It was the beginning of her decision to let go completely.
After a long time, Pei Lingxi replied to her.
"Thank you, and I wish you happiness."
Chi Yao smiled lightly, put away her phone, opened the car door and walked down.
Well! Be happy!
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