Xue'er hung up the phone, her lips were still trembling slightly, and an inexplicable remorse, annoyance, jealousy and suspicion were intertwined, turning into hot tears across the white, tender and smooth face.

She looked out the window at the storm, the rain was relentlessly slapped and pressed on the glass, the water droplets swept across the glass, leaving rows of "tear stains", the window alone blocked the attack of the wind, and kept the rain out of the window again and again, letting the wind roar outside the house.

The voice on the other side of the phone just now kept echoing in Cher's ears: "I'm his girlfriend... His girlfriend ... It's all good... His girlfriend ... The voice became more and more sharp, as if he was ridiculing and ridiculing her, laughing at her being taken first, laughing at her for not being the best choice for Shuying, laughing at her for not being decisive and brave enough to chase her own happiness.

"What's wrong, it's like losing my soul" The junior high school classmate, who is also Xue'er's best friend, hugged Xue'er's shoulders and saw Xue'er's moist eyes and two lines of tears on her cheeks. "What's going on, crying like this, watching romance dramas again? The male protagonist had another car accident? Huanhuan helped Cher wipe away her tears. Half-push and half-help her to the couch and sit down.

Seeing that Xue'er was silent, Huanhuan thought about it carefully, some time ago, Xue'er kept asking her to help ask Shuying's phone, and finally dragged on more than a dozen layers of relationships, only to learn the phone number of Shuying's elementary school classmates in the same village from a distant relative, and found the landline number of Shuying's house through the phone.

Huanhuan also knew that since the reprimand of Xue'er's parents before the last college entrance examination and the huge pressure before the college entrance examination, the two agreed to temporarily cut off contact and work hard to prepare for the exam. Although the disconnection time is short, Xue'er will still pay attention to the book shadow through Huanhuan or other people all the time. There was basically no way to touch it before and after the exam, and after the exam, Xue'er went to other places with her parents, and Shuying also returned to her hometown.

"Got in touch with Xiaoying?" Huanhuan said tentatively.

Hearing this, Cher couldn't help but cry. "Ring... Cher threw herself into Huanhuan's arms and cried like a child.

"I hate that I'm not firm enough, I hate that I'm not decisive enough, I hate that I'm not persistent enough, I hate that I'm not brave enough, I hate..." Cher sobbed, her hands clenched into fists, and she trembled.

Wrap your arms around her and pat her on the back soothingly. "It's okay, good, cry, it's better to cry"

When Cher slowly stopped crying, Huanhuan held her left and right arms with both hands, straightened Cher upright, and looked at Cher through her glasses with her eyes firmly, "Okay, this is not the Cher I know, not the Cher who is confident, firm and tenacious, lively and cute, and does not admit defeat easily." You are a mysterious and beautiful treasure, that guy doesn't know what to do, the swan meat is delivered to his mouth, and this toad doesn't know the goods."

Yes, since I was a child, I have never seen Cher cry so heartbroken. In the past, most of them were Xue'er comforting Huanhuan, and if she didn't do well in the exam, she would take her shopping and play games, which could always quickly bring Huanhuan to the quagmire of inferiority and self-abandonment.

"But he has a girlfriend," Cher's red and swollen eyes were crying, and tears rolled down her eyes again.

Huanhuan was stunned for a moment, she originally thought that Shuying had rejected her or that her attitude was too bad for Xue'er, but she didn't expect this poor scholar-like book shadow to be so popular, but the real society has regressed, returning to the ancient era when hunger did not choose food and cold clothes? It's the other way around, what's wrong with this world? What about the reality? Huanhuan's face was full of doubts.

"What's wrong with having a girlfriend, what's yours is yours, it's useless for you to cry if it's not yours, if you really like him, then you shouldn't trip over this hurdle. Life is unsatisfactory, maybe this is the first test question set by God for your love! Huanhuan wanted to stabilize Xue'er first, let her ease her breath first, and then understand the specific situation with her when she calmed down, so as to prescribe the right medicine, this trick Huanhuan also learned from Xue'er.

After hearing this, Xue'er wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tissue, took a deep breath, exhaled deeply, and then closed her eyes to ease her emotions.

But as soon as she closed her eyes, her head was full of book shadows and a tall girl with big eyes and thin eyebrows, they were talking and laughing and walked towards her, Xue'er quickly opened her eyes and said to Huanhuan, "Huan, I am full of him now, I used to think that it was just a good impression and a slight liking, but today I realized that it was love." ”

What is love? Huanhuan touched his chin and made a thoughtful appearance. And then suddenly sang:

What love is, I don't know

I don't know forever, I don't understand myself

At this time, Xue'er also hummed softly:

What love is, I don't know yet

Who can understand forever, who can understand themselves

Walk through the playground and let the rain get wet, I'm shy of you

When to become lonely, hide in the corner and cry secretly

I am depressed you, and no one will understand you

What love is, I don't know

I don't know forever, I don't understand myself

What love is, I don't know yet

Who can understand forever, who can understand themselves

Hide the Lily Diary in your bag, my innocent you

The only one in my life

Xue'er leaned on Huanhuan's shoulder, thinking about everything in junior high school and high school and Shuying, and felt a little comforted in her heart. Yes, I am depressed you, no one is allowed to understand you, only I can take care of you. What is love, love is to protect, love is to give, love is not to ask for anything in return. Thinking of this, Xue'er felt better.

"I didn't expect him to have a girlfriend so soon." I thought that my vision was still good, and a competitor appeared so soon.

"Now that everyone has graduated from high school, many people will be able to get married and have children in a few years, and it is reasonable to fall in love now. Besides, with your current qualifications, there is such a long line behind you to pursue you, and it is better than that person to pick one with your eyes closed." Huanhuan silently counted Cher's crushes, "One, two... Well, plus when you were in junior high school, there were at least ten boys who had a crush on you, right? Wow, you can form a football team."

"Don't talk nonsense, I feel like I'm a piece of meat, and a lot of people are going to eat me? Besides, how did you count, where did so many people pop up? Cher had two or three suitors in her mind, and she couldn't think of ten.

"You don't know that, do you? Many other classes, both junior and upper, have asked me about you, some of them are ugly or more obscene, I have pushed them off for you, telling them that you are famous, some of them are too handsome, I am afraid that you will be deceived, so I simply pushed it away, and the remaining two or three fish that slipped through the net were my negligence. ”

The two or three that Huanhuan said are nothing more than junior high school classmates Chen Zhongwen, Zheng Shuai and dumplings, Chen Zhongwen and Zheng Shuai are more self-aware, and they chose to take a back seat after being rejected repeatedly, ready to wait for the opportunity to move, and this dumpling is difficult. Say he's infatuated, less infatuated romance, say he's meticulous, and a little less manly, in short, how to look at it is not pleasing to the eye, but the character is good, but this pursuit of techniques and motives has always been criticized.

The real name of the dumplings is He Zhenming, yes, Zhenming is his real name, the reason why he is called dumplings is because when he was boarding in junior high school, he was named by his roommate in the same dormitory, he can cook dumplings for lunch and dinner for a week, ask him why, he always said that dumplings are simple, convenient and fast to cook, there is dough and filling, nutrition can keep up with it and is not luxurious, simple and not simple, it is so capricious. At that time, when you talked to him, you could tell if he was eating pork stuffing, leek stuffing, or cabbage and seafood stuffing. Over time, the whole class became accustomed to calling him dumplings.

Dumplings were first opened in the second year of junior high school, when he was infatuated with Xue'er. The dumplings are about one meter seven tall, but due to genetic reasons, the face is covered with a lot of small black moles and small spots, the facial features are quite upright, and when you walk, you feel like there is something between the two thighs, and the two legs should be slightly diverged, which is larger than normal people, and it doesn't look very obvious but always feels weird.

In the summer of the second semester of the second year of junior high school, dumplings immediately began to launch an offensive. often calls Cher's landline at home, if his parents answer, he will say sweet things and stammer, and if her sister answers, he will try his best to lure her with benefits and ask her to help match. If Cher had taken it, he wouldn't have known what to say. Always stumbling for a long time, I hung up the phone without even saying a word.

He regarded Cher as a goddess, and he deliberately trimmed the other people, leaving a photo of Cher and himself, and then pasted this photo on the inside of his wallet, often lying on the bed and picking up the wallet and looking at the photo of Cher and smirking there. People who don't know think he's picked up the money, and there's silly fun looking at the wallet.

Dumplings like Xue'er has reached the point of going crazy, although at this time some male classmates are just in the development stage, just beginning to grow beards and change voices, but this Zhenming elementary school began to grow beards and change voice in the fifth or sixth grade, I heard that it was made up too much from a small family, and the growth was too much to eat, resulting in development earlier than peers.

So now in the second year of junior high school, he seems to be overly mature, and his so-called maturity is that his face looks mature, and in his heart he is still the second junior high school boy whose mind is not open.

Because he likes Xue'er too much, he often secretly collects things that Xue'er has used, such as the mineral water bottles that Xue'er has drunk, the bamboo sticks that have been skewered, and even the paper towels that have wiped his nose, etc., Zhenming collected these things and made them into a booklet to paste these items inside, and the things that are too big are directly cut into a small piece and glued to the book, and then the cover of the collection is written with a ballpoint pen "The Dream of Snow Collection", because the strokes are too thin and not obvious, he paints each stroke back and forth several times, so that the strokes are thicker and heavier.

Then Dumpling found an opportunity to push Huanhuan and handed over the "Dream of Snow Collection" to Xue'er, and put a confession letter in the book. The letter is enveloped in a khaki envelope and glued to the last page of the album with the words "Opened by Cher herself".

The letter reads:

"Dear future wife,

Zhan Xinjia.

You are electricity, you are light, you are the only myth, you are the most beautiful and gentle woman in the world I have ever seen, your electricity fills me with energy, your light shines on my life path, I think about you every day and night, your laughter and your beauty make me fascinated. Whenever I close my eyes, my mind is full of you, I think of you when I sleep, I think about you when I drink water, I open my eyes and close my eyes, it's all you. I really like you, be my girlfriend!

Best regards!

Love your dumplings

This confession letter, which was barely pieced together with two songs, was written by dumplings for a whole night, and it was difficult for him to write such a normal composition score in single digits.

Xue'er received the love and confession letter of the dumplings, looked at the things she used in the album, and almost didn't spit it out, how can there be such a special fetish? What paper towels, bamboo skewers, bottle caps, and toothpicks, eraser crumbs, pencil heads, and there are even sanitary napkin bags in the back, Xue'er looked at the brand, it was really the brand she had used, and suddenly felt that her face turned red, and immediately closed the collection book, threw it into the trash, and thought about it, it was embarrassing to put such a disgusting thing there and throw it away, and it was embarrassing to be seen, so I thought about it or burned it.

So I found a mobile phone and lit the album, the fire just lit, looking back and thinking that this was a little too hurtful to the self-esteem of the dumplings, I thought about it for a while or decided to return the album to the dumplings, she tore off the sanitary napkin bag and threw it away. Then entrust the booklet and letter to Huanhuan and return it to the dumplings. And entrusted Huanhuan to tell the dumpling euphemistically that he already knew, and now he just wanted to concentrate on studying, and asked him to work hard and not waste time on collecting garbage. At the same time, he also asked Huanhuan to ask what was going on with that sanitary napkin bag?

It turned out that once Dumpling wanted to send a letter to Cher, and then while she was not paying attention to the schoolbag stuffed into her seat, he accidentally touched the bag of sanitary napkins, which was still a little fragrant, so he secretly took the bag and collected it and pasted it in the booklet. Although a little perverted, Dumpling feels that he is so talented, who would have thought that he even knows everything about what brand of sanitary napkins Xue'er uses.

Huanhuan handed the album back to the dumplings, and the dumplings found that the corners of the album and the envelope were blackened, and then saw the torn off sanitary napkin packaging bag, and his heart was half cold, thinking that he had not collected it well enough, and the letter was not written professionally enough?

So I thought of asking Shuying to help write a letter, deceiving him into a letter of admiration to a distant pen pal, asking to write more tactfully and praise the other party more. Shuying felt that he didn't know what this person looked like, so he found a reason to shirk it, but he didn't stop until the dumplings reached his goal, and he kept pestering Shuying in and out of class.

Shuying is really unbearable, just think about it, it's a love letter to refine yourself, maybe you will use it yourself in the future, so you call Shuying to ask Dumpling to describe what the other party looks like, Dumpling described with difficulty "She looks very beautiful, gentle and temperamental, beautiful and generous, in short, too beautiful", this mouth is like a river to describe the old for a long time, and it is useless to say something.

"To be specific, what you're saying is too abstract, eyes, nose, mouth, ears, hair, body height, and usual hobbies are all described" Shuying also took dumplings.

"The eyes are not very big but not small, they have double eyelids, a small mouth, and two small dimples when they laugh, just like ... Just like Xue'er, yes, the height and body are about the same as her, so you can imagine it" Dumpling had an idea and skillfully grafted the character onto Xue'er.

Shuying had no choice but to think about Xue'er, and reluctantly wrote a love letter on her behalf:

"The yellow leaves fall without wind, and the autumn clouds are cloudy without rain.

I am like a yellow leaf, like an autumn cloud. The autumn water is murmuring, and the clouds are faint. Yes, since my heart has lived in you, my thoughts have been like autumn water and clouds, and my heart has been filled with your every smile and every move.

Your smile is like a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day, warming my heart, you are the rain and dew in the morning, moistening my fragile heart, and you are like the summer wind, sweeping away the haze and the sorrow that envelops me.

I can't resist every word you say to me, they are like the beautiful music in the world, infiltrating and soothing my eardrums, I can't imagine my future without you, looking at you I am almost nervous and unable to breathe, the only little strength turned into the last courage, write down the most sincere love for you, every word and sentence, are my most sincere words.

I love you, Sharon hey! ”

In fact, it was obvious that as soon as Xue'er saw this letter, she knew that Dumpling must have found a gunman, and she had already betrayed him with his single-digit essay score.

Through the detectives in Huanhuan, Cher realizes that the letter is from Shuying. Shuying's grades were originally one of the top two in the class, and they were very popular with girls, and girls at this age admired boys who were good at reading, especially this kind of boy who could endure hardships and work hard, sometimes silent, and occasionally humorous.

Xue'er thought of this, and her thoughts returned to reality from the second year of junior high school, and the rain outside the house had almost stopped.

"Why don't we go back first" Huanhuan looked at Xue'er and fell into deep thought again, so he asked tentatively.

Originally, they came to Shuying's small town on Xue'er and her relative's house today, just to call Shuying to ask Shuying to climb Daimao Mountain tomorrow and go to the Guanyin Temple on the top of the mountain to worship and pray for blessings. Now this situation can only be avoided for the time being.

Xue'er is still a little unwilling, and she also wants to know who this girlfriend is sacred, and she can hook the heart of the book. "Why don't you call me again and ask about Shuying?" Cher's eyes showed a pleading look.

"Most of the calls are still from the woman, and Shuying doesn't have a mobile phone, so it's useless to call. Otherwise, we'll go back tomorrow, won't you have to go on another business trip with your dad to help? During this time, I will help you inquire more, and now you and I have mobile phones to communicate conveniently, I will give you real-time feedback information, you can go with peace of mind first. ”

"Why don't we go straight to his house," Cher suggests with a little trepidation, hoping that Huanhuan will approve her proposal but also afraid to reject her point of view.

Huanhuan had already anticipated her best friend's mental activities, and said slowly, "Yo, are you afraid that Shuying will be eaten by that vixen?" Listen to me, if Shuying really has affection for you, if he still thinks of your Feishu romance from the third year of junior high school to the third year of high school, he will change his mind sooner or later. If you go in the past now, if you fight with the vixen there, it will seem that we are not generous enough, and let others laugh at it, and the force will drop several notches at once, and if you can make it with the book shadow in the future, it will be just a small episode, if you can't do it, you will become a joke of others, of course, you should not do this. So believe me, it won't be long before there will be an answer. Based on my years of observation and reading the shadow of the book, that kid looks at you, that kid has an unfinished relationship with you, and sooner or later he will come to you. ”

A series of inferences and arguments are sonorous and powerful.

"That's it," Xue'er's voice just fell. Her cell phone rang cheerfully.

Cher looks like an unfamiliar number, could it be him?